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William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#1 ·
I feel like we should start a thread dedicated solely to our own raw, honest takes on those famous "awakenings."
I’m putting "awakening" in quotes because, honestly, nobody can actually name "That" or explain it in plain English. An "awakening" isn't some recipe you can just follow!
It’s like reading a pancake recipe and following it perfectly—though some people wouldn't even know how to flip a pancake if they had a step-by-step guide. But an "awakening"... that's a massive mystery even after the "awakening" happens. You just can't describe what it is! "description doesn't apply" Buddha

Maybe the only thing you "can" really describe is the "aftermath" of an "awakening"—this new, clear, simple "Seeing." A sudden insight...

There's zero room for ego, arguing, judging, proving points, acting smart, or critiquing anyone else's "experience" of an "awakening" in this thread.
Because everyone's "experience" and the "aftermath" of their "awakening" is totally unique. There’s no high authority out there that gets to judge or grade your current or permanent "awakening." Your experience belongs to you and only you! It's one-of-a-kind, but it might resonate with others who’ve had an "awakening" or something close to it. Like, they just "get" you... they feel something familiar in your story...

Of course, some "awakenings" might not be "real awakenings," but if you "think" something might be an "awakening," please just share it honestly with us, even if it turns out to be something else. This is huge, because after reading someone's personal story, another person might be able to offer a "deeply profound direction, a signpost, or even a tiny little diamond of a tip" that could wake us all up to the "real" "awakening."
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#2 ·
It was June 25th, 2013, right around 8:00 PM. I actually have a message saved as proof of the date.

I was just wandering around my living room when I got this sudden, pleasant vibe that something was coming. I walked into the kitchen and felt this sudden "drop" (like a physical sensation of something descending).
What "dropped" was this incredibly light, almost imperceptible feeling—this indescribable lightness and clarity, like an endless expansion. It was this weird sense of being totally detached from everything else (I actually stepped out onto the balcony just to check what was happening to me), and it was like seeing the view from that balcony for the very first time, even though I look at it every single day. I looked at a nearby tree and felt this intense intimacy, just one with it. There was zero separation, just a connection without an "I"—just the tree. It was like I became the tree 🙂 🤣! At the exact same time, everything around me—the grass, the street, the buildings, the houses—looked so much more vivid, like I’d had some instant LASIK surgery that gave me super-human vision. My other senses spiked too. Everything feels stronger, more intense, even more painful, but shorter... 😢 🙂. Honestly, the pain isn't even an issue.

I remember about half an hour later, I wanted to tell someone about it, but there were no words, and honestly, there was no need to say anything, you know? But as those minutes passed, I started seeing the "aftermath" of that "drop." Everything just started resolving itself; things began to unfold naturally, flowing effortlessly. Life just seemed to handle itself, even though I was technically the one doing it. I don't really feel like "I" am doing anything 🤷 it just happens, I'm just moving along with the Whole within that Whole, and there's no "Me" versus the "Whole"! Just the Whole, the One, Life.
This "energy" started flowing through me like a river. I don't need nearly as much sleep anymore; 4 or 5 hours does the trick. Mentally and physically, I can go all day long; I get home and I'm still going, even if my body is wiped (it seems the body is the weakest link since it's stuck in "matter"). This "Energy," this "Force," drives my creativity in every direction, and it never runs dry. Even my relationships have seen all kinds of positive shifts as a result. Everything just flows. Sometimes now, when I pick up a "sacred" book or read some "holy" quotes, I actually "get" what the sage or poet is trying to point toward, whereas before, I couldn't make sense of it at all.
This sense of stability, security, presence, "chillness," openness, and harmlessness is always there. And truly, I wouldn't care if I woke up with some heavy, painful illness tomorrow, because I "know" that even that would just be part of Life for me. Even the death of my physical body is just part of Life.

I think I started posting on the forum the very next day, which was the first time I ever wrote anything publicly.

And really, nothing changed, yet everything changed completely.
It’s not even some superhuman, lofty experience; it’s just the natural, constant state of everyone and everything.

That's all for now, whatever Life brings next.......
nimblewolf11 nimblewolf11 Member
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#3 ·
What a beautiful and engaging description of an awakening! It’s actually even more impressive that you managed to "hold onto" that elegant state of alertness—seriously, kudos to you! 🙂

As for me, I don't think any period of heightened awareness has lasted longer than 20 or 30 days so far. And even during those stretches, it was always such a roller coaster—you know, one minute I’m there, and the next, I’m totally slipping. With every new connection I made, I really thought, "Okay, there's no going back to my old, worn-out ways." But maybe I just keep making the same naive mistakes in my assessments... it feels like something keeps pulling me backward. Still, it isn't a total slide back to my old self...
Regarding what you called "clicking"—my last "real" breakthrough happened at the start of March this year. I haven't written much about it in previous threads; I mostly just touched on it in passing. Honestly, I don't really feel like rehashing the same old stories. I could potentially link to those older posts, but let's be real—it wouldn't offer anything new or particularly exciting.
The little sparks I experience now and then are literally crumbs compared to what happened back then.

Regardless, the whole time, it just feels like it's so, so close... right within reach...
crimsonfox26 crimsonfox26 Member
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#4 ·
For me, these little awakenings hit like an "aha!" moment—quick, sharp, and gone just as fast.

Looking at what William Roberts3 wrote, it feels like when I was younger, I lived in that state almost constantly. To be honest, I’m pretty sure I was more awake back then than I am now.

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this headspace where everything feels a bit flat, like I’m missing that drive or spark in my life. Maybe it’s just a phase, though.
I still find myself looking back with a bit of nostalgia at those mornings when I’d wake up feeling genuinely happy for no particular reason, step out onto the balcony, and just smile at the sun sorry.😢

Sorry for the off-topic rambling; I know I didn't really answer the prompt, more like highlighted what's missing.🤣

Talk soon.

I'll be keeping an eye on this thread; I'm liking the direction it's going.👍
electrictinker26 electrictinker26 Active Member
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#5 ·
crimsonfox26. I remember feeling the exact same way back when my mornings felt just like yours. It’ll come back to you. I honestly think it's just a matter of getting back into the rhythm.

@William Roberts3, did that unknown energy finally kick in for you after what happened? Or was it more of a partial unknown rather than the full thing?
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#6 ·
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nimblewolf11 said:What a beautiful and engaging description of an awakening! It’s actually even more impressive that you managed to "hold onto" that elegant state of alertness—seriously, kudos to you! 🙂

As for me, I don't think any period of heightened awareness has lasted longer than 20 or 30 days so far. And even during those stretches, it was always such a roller coaster—you know, one minute I’m there, and the next, I’m totally slipping. With every new connection I made, I really thought, "Okay, there's no going back to my old, worn-out ways." But maybe I just keep making the same naive mistakes in my assessments... it feels like something keeps pulling me backward. Still, it isn't a total slide back to my old self...
Regarding what you called "clicking"—my last "real" breakthrough happened at the start of March this year. I haven't written much about it in previous threads; I mostly just touched on it in passing. Honestly, I don't really feel like rehashing the same old stories. I could potentially link to those older posts, but let's be real—it wouldn't offer anything new or particularly exciting.
The little sparks I experience now and then are literally crumbs compared to what happened back then.

Regardless, the whole time, it just feels like it's so, so close... right within reach...

I love that phrase you used: an elegant, awake state. But about that part where you say you "maintained" it... man, that's Catch-22. There’s this weird paradox in trying to "hold onto" something that everyone already possesses. Why would you need to hold onto what you already are? You don't need to hold it—you just Are. When we start overanalyzing it or trying to tie it back to our old selves, that pure "Seeing" starts getting all foggy. We cloud that infinite, amazing, whole, all-encompassing, timeless, nameless, spontaneous space that we all inhabit and ARE.......... we totally muddy it up with concepts, with other people's visions, dogmas, or standards......... and then all you see again are just concepts, visions, dogmas, and standards.........

But honestly, those concepts, visions, and dogmas......... they all just happen within that spacious void. So nothing is really being "held onto," because you always and forever remain You, Me, and All of Us. We always stay as the clear screen where it all plays out.

I also find myself "watching" to see if it'll all stop one day, or maybe in a few hours. But for now, it's not stopping, and stuff keeps happening. I've had different little "experiences" before, but they usually lasted a couple of days at most, whereas this is sticking around. But again, I am the screen where it's all going down. We'll 😉

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nimblewolf11 said:What a beautiful and engaging description of an awakening! It’s actually even more impressive that you managed to "hold onto" that elegant state of alertness—seriously, kudos to you! 🙂

As for me, I don't think any period of heightened awareness has lasted longer than 20 or 30 days so far. And even during those stretches, it was always such a roller coaster—you know, one minute I’m there, and the next, I’m totally slipping. With every new connection I made, I really thought, "Okay, there's no going back to my old, worn-out ways." But maybe I just keep making the same naive mistakes in my assessments... it feels like something keeps pulling me backward. Still, it isn't a total slide back to my old self...
Regarding what you called "clicking"—my last "real" breakthrough happened at the start of March this year. I haven't written much about it in previous threads; I mostly just touched on it in passing. Honestly, I don't really feel like rehashing the same old stories. I could potentially link to those older posts, but let's be real—it wouldn't offer anything new or particularly exciting.
The little sparks I experience now and then are literally crumbs compared to what happened back then.

Regardless, the whole time, it just feels like it's so, so close... right within reach...

And 20 days is forever! That makes me so happy. To me, those fluctuations are just the work of a conditioned mind trying to maintain its rule and the reality it defends (can't really blame it, though, it's just used to 🙂). The Mind/Ego wants to be the King! It wants to be enlightened! Because it thinks that'll give it more power, knowledge, and control. Don't trust anyone who claims they are an enlightened person. That's just the unknown talking.
Once you catch a glimpse of the "real deal," even if it’s just for a millisecond, it sticks with you forever. That tiny flash of memory keeps pulling you back, but then that skeptical Ego worm starts crawling around, terrified it might actually die if it dares to look again while simultaneously craving all that power and control... it's a total unknown. Such an intense game, right? Action within inaction. Pure chaos inside perfect Harmony, Emptiness overflowing with Fullness, One,
TwoIsOne Two IS One.

nimblewolf11 said:What a beautiful and engaging description of an awakening! It’s actually even more impressive that you managed to "hold onto" that elegant state of alertness—seriously, kudos to you! 🙂

As for me, I don't think any period of heightened awareness has lasted longer than 20 or 30 days so far. And even during those stretches, it was always such a roller coaster—you know, one minute I’m there, and the next, I’m totally slipping. With every new connection I made, I really thought, "Okay, there's no going back to my old, worn-out ways." But maybe I just keep making the same naive mistakes in my assessments... it feels like something keeps pulling me backward. Still, it isn't a total slide back to my old self...
Regarding what you called "clicking"—my last "real" breakthrough happened at the start of March this year. I haven't written much about it in previous threads; I mostly just touched on it in passing. Honestly, I don't really feel like rehashing the same old stories. I could potentially link to those older posts, but let's be real—it wouldn't offer anything new or particularly exciting.
The little sparks I experience now and then are literally crumbs compared to what happened back then.

Regardless, the whole time, it just feels like it's so, so close... right within reach...

It feels like it's always RIGHT HERE, no effort needed, nothing to reach for...
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#7 ·
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crimsonfox26 said:For me, these little awakenings hit like an "aha!" moment—quick, sharp, and gone just as fast.

Looking at what William Roberts3 wrote, it feels like when I was younger, I lived in that state almost constantly. To be honest, I’m pretty sure I was more awake back then than I am now.

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this headspace where everything feels a bit flat, like I’m missing that drive or spark in my life. Maybe it’s just a phase, though.
I still find myself looking back with a bit of nostalgia at those mornings when I’d wake up feeling genuinely happy for no particular reason, step out onto the balcony, and just smile at the sun sorry.😢

Sorry for the off-topic rambling; I know I didn't really answer the prompt, more like highlighted what's missing.🤣

Talk soon.

I'll be keeping an eye on this thread; I'm liking the direction it's going.👍

The main thing is that things are actually happening...

crimsonfox26 said:For me, these little awakenings hit like an "aha!" moment—quick, sharp, and gone just as fast.

Looking at what William Roberts3 wrote, it feels like when I was younger, I lived in that state almost constantly. To be honest, I’m pretty sure I was more awake back then than I am now.

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this headspace where everything feels a bit flat, like I’m missing that drive or spark in my life. Maybe it’s just a phase, though.
I still find myself looking back with a bit of nostalgia at those mornings when I’d wake up feeling genuinely happy for no particular reason, step out onto the balcony, and just smile at the sun sorry.😢

Sorry for the off-topic rambling; I know I didn't really answer the prompt, more like highlighted what's missing.🤣

Talk soon.

I'll be keeping an eye on this thread; I'm liking the direction it's going.👍

See, this is exactly why I feel like kids would actually run things way better than those people who think they're all "grown up"...

crimsonfox26 said:For me, these little awakenings hit like an "aha!" moment—quick, sharp, and gone just as fast.

Looking at what William Roberts3 wrote, it feels like when I was younger, I lived in that state almost constantly. To be honest, I’m pretty sure I was more awake back then than I am now.

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this headspace where everything feels a bit flat, like I’m missing that drive or spark in my life. Maybe it’s just a phase, though.
I still find myself looking back with a bit of nostalgia at those mornings when I’d wake up feeling genuinely happy for no particular reason, step out onto the balcony, and just smile at the sun sorry.😢

Sorry for the off-topic rambling; I know I didn't really answer the prompt, more like highlighted what's missing.🤣

Talk soon.

I'll be keeping an eye on this thread; I'm liking the direction it's going.👍

So, what's stopping you from just waking up happy and smiling at the sun right now??...
You wrote that for no reason! Like, do you even need a reason to just be happy for no reason at all?... 🙂

Morning is almost here... 😉
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#8 ·
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electrictinker26 said:crimsonfox26. I remember feeling the exact same way back when my mornings felt just like yours. It’ll come back to you. I honestly think it's just a matter of getting back into the rhythm.

@William Roberts3, did that unknown energy finally kick in for you after what happened? Or was it more of a partial unknown rather than the full thing?

You should try smiling at the sun in the morning too. Just do it for no reason at all:🙂

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electrictinker26 said:crimsonfox26. I remember feeling the exact same way back when my mornings felt just like yours. It’ll come back to you. I honestly think it's just a matter of getting back into the rhythm.

@William Roberts3, did that unknown energy finally kick in for you after what happened? Or was it more of a partial unknown rather than the full thing?

unknown? Is that some kind of opening up of a deep reserve until the cash starts flowing straight into your crown chakra??

I love messing around a bit🙂.

You definitely mean unknown.
For now, I'll just describe it simply without getting all caught up in the technical jargon.
Everything feels so alive and vital!
Physically and instinctually, everything shifted—the flow, the drive... my libido is intense and seems to distribute itself wherever it needs to go automatically, like some built-in regulator. If there's sex, it's intense, pure, uninhibited sex... and if there isn't, that energy just redirects itself toward work, art, creativity, action, or just wild fun, like skydiving or surfing... even if someone gets physically attacked, that energy "tightens up" for survival. We've all seen how much strength the body can pull from during a crisis.

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electrictinker26 said:crimsonfox26. I remember feeling the exact same way back when my mornings felt just like yours. It’ll come back to you. I honestly think it's just a matter of getting back into the rhythm.

@William Roberts3, did that unknown energy finally kick in for you after what happened? Or was it more of a partial unknown rather than the full thing?

I'm not quite sure what you mean by that. Could you clarify?

P.S. Only post about your current or recent experiences; if you want to talk about old ones, just drop a link if you feel like it. Also, share those short but deep insights. Something like: "I thought I was in the deepest hole ever, only to realize I wasn't in a hole at all." 🤣
nimblewolf11 nimblewolf11 Member
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#9 ·
William Roberts3 said:unknown

I love that phrase you used: an elegant, awake state. But about that part where you say you "maintained" it... man, that's Catch-22. There’s this weird paradox in trying to "hold onto" something that everyone already possesses. Why would you need to hold onto what you already are? You don't need to hold it—you just Are. When we start overanalyzing it or trying to tie it back to our old selves, that pure "Seeing" starts getting all foggy. We cloud that infinite, amazing, whole, all-encompassing, timeless, nameless, spontaneous space that we all inhabit and ARE.......... we totally muddy it up with concepts, with other people's visions, dogmas, or standards......... and then all you see again are just concepts, visions, dogmas, and standards.........

But honestly, those concepts, visions, and dogmas......... they all just happen within that spacious void. So nothing is really being "held onto," because you always and forever remain You, Me, and All of Us. We always stay as the clear screen where it all plays out.

I also find myself "watching" to see if it'll all stop one day, or maybe in a few hours. But for now, it's not stopping, and stuff keeps happening. I've had different little "experiences" before, but they usually lasted a couple of days at most, whereas this is sticking around. But again, I am the screen where it's all going down. We'll 😉

unknown

And 20 days is forever! That makes me so happy. To me, those fluctuations are just the work of a conditioned mind trying to maintain its rule and the reality it defends (can't really blame it, though, it's just used to 🙂). The Mind/Ego wants to be the King! It wants to be enlightened! Because it thinks that'll give it more power, knowledge, and control. Don't trust anyone who claims they are an enlightened person. That's just the unknown talking.
Once you catch a glimpse of the "real deal," even if it’s just for a millisecond, it sticks with you forever. That tiny flash of memory keeps pulling you back, but then that skeptical Ego worm starts crawling around, terrified it might actually die if it dares to look again while simultaneously craving all that power and control... it's a total unknown. Such an intense game, right? Action within inaction. Pure chaos inside perfect Harmony, Emptiness overflowing with Fullness, One,
TwoIsOne Two IS One.

It feels like it's always RIGHT HERE, no effort needed, nothing to reach for...

To "hold on" would literally mean maintaining a connection—staying tuned to that subtle internal flow that's actually fused with everything outside, staying consciously linked to the whole, keeping focus, and all that good stuff.

unknown:
Then you start overanalyzing everything, right? You try to link it back to things you think you know, and suddenly that pure "Seeing" starts getting clouded. It gets foggy! All that infinite, miraculous, holistic, all-encompassing, timeless, nameless, spontaneous space that we all actually *are*... it just gets totally obscured by concepts, by someone else's visions, by dogmas, or by our own standards. Instead of seeing clearly, you just see more concepts, more rigid visions, and more rules.
Those weakened concepts—the ones hanging on in the corners of the mind—aren't at the center of attention anymore, so they aren't being fed. They aren't even interesting! They’re just made of illusions, hot air, and general nonsense. Once you have fertile ground where illusory concepts can be easily spotted and sorted out, you realize they're just composed of layers of old illusions (basically, thick lies).

unknown:
The Mind/Ego wants to be the King! It wants to be unknown! Because it thinks that's how it gains more power, knowledge, and control. Don't listen to anyone who claims to be an unknown person. That's just something an unknown person would say.
Honestly, we should just strangle the conceptual ego and toss it in the trash where it belongs—it's a joke, really.

Yeah, if someone thinks or says they are an unknown person, there's a huge chance they've just fallen for the concept of being unknown. The simple fact that an "unknown person" misses is that such a person doesn't actually exist. Those two ideas are fundamentally incompatible! For someone truly unknown, dogmas and concepts don't exist, which means there are no boxes to be stuck in.
mistygull16 mistygull16 Active Member
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#10 ·
nimblewolf11 said:To "hold on" would literally mean maintaining a connection—staying tuned to that subtle internal flow that's actually fused with everything outside, staying consciously linked to the whole, keeping focus, and all that good stuff.

unknown:
Then you start overanalyzing everything, right? You try to link it back to things you think you know, and suddenly that pure "Seeing" starts getting clouded. It gets foggy! All that infinite, miraculous, holistic, all-encompassing, timeless, nameless, spontaneous space that we all actually *are*... it just gets totally obscured by concepts, by someone else's visions, by dogmas, or by our own standards. Instead of seeing clearly, you just see more concepts, more rigid visions, and more rules.
Those weakened concepts—the ones hanging on in the corners of the mind—aren't at the center of attention anymore, so they aren't being fed. They aren't even interesting! They’re just made of illusions, hot air, and general nonsense. Once you have fertile ground where illusory concepts can be easily spotted and sorted out, you realize they're just composed of layers of old illusions (basically, thick lies).

unknown:
The Mind/Ego wants to be the King! It wants to be unknown! Because it thinks that's how it gains more power, knowledge, and control. Don't listen to anyone who claims to be an unknown person. That's just something an unknown person would say.
Honestly, we should just strangle the conceptual ego and toss it in the trash where it belongs—it's a joke, really.

Yeah, if someone thinks or says they are an unknown person, there's a huge chance they've just fallen for the concept of being unknown. The simple fact that an "unknown person" misses is that such a person doesn't actually exist. Those two ideas are fundamentally incompatible! For someone truly unknown, dogmas and concepts don't exist, which means there are no boxes to be stuck in.

I guess my take is that enlightenment is just seeing reality for what it really is—stepping outside the ego—while still navigating life in a physical body. it's like shifting focus from the crown chakra down to the third eye; otherwise, you wouldn't even be able to function in the world.
Peter Phillips32 Peter Phillips32 Active Member
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#11 ·
There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#12 ·
🙂 So many words and questions...

nimblewolf11 said:To "hold on" would literally mean maintaining a connection—staying tuned to that subtle internal flow that's actually fused with everything outside, staying consciously linked to the whole, keeping focus, and all that good stuff.

unknown:
Then you start overanalyzing everything, right? You try to link it back to things you think you know, and suddenly that pure "Seeing" starts getting clouded. It gets foggy! All that infinite, miraculous, holistic, all-encompassing, timeless, nameless, spontaneous space that we all actually *are*... it just gets totally obscured by concepts, by someone else's visions, by dogmas, or by our own standards. Instead of seeing clearly, you just see more concepts, more rigid visions, and more rules.
Those weakened concepts—the ones hanging on in the corners of the mind—aren't at the center of attention anymore, so they aren't being fed. They aren't even interesting! They’re just made of illusions, hot air, and general nonsense. Once you have fertile ground where illusory concepts can be easily spotted and sorted out, you realize they're just composed of layers of old illusions (basically, thick lies).

unknown:
The Mind/Ego wants to be the King! It wants to be unknown! Because it thinks that's how it gains more power, knowledge, and control. Don't listen to anyone who claims to be an unknown person. That's just something an unknown person would say.
Honestly, we should just strangle the conceptual ego and toss it in the trash where it belongs—it's a joke, really.

Yeah, if someone thinks or says they are an unknown person, there's a huge chance they've just fallen for the concept of being unknown. The simple fact that an "unknown person" misses is that such a person doesn't actually exist. Those two ideas are fundamentally incompatible! For someone truly unknown, dogmas and concepts don't exist, which means there are no boxes to be stuck in.

I'm a little tripped up by this idea of "holding on." 🙂 I'd love to get some clarity from you on that, because maybe I'm just not "getting" what you mean exactly...

I really hope this "holding onto the connection" isn't some kind of practice where it's like, "I have to be mindful and remember this self-realization!" or "I have to stay present," or "I need to try hard to be aware!" or "I can't forget this!" and stuff like that.
To me, I am Consciousness itself, which doesn't have to strain to be aware. Consciousness just *is* aware and connected to everything all at once. There’s no such thing as an unaware Consciousness. When I look within, I see that Consciousness is everything! (viewed from the perspective of Consciousness) so everything is automatically connected, which makes me feel like there's no need to "hold onto" a connection like it's some sort of activity or practice. We *are* Consciousness, and as such, we're automatically connected to everything...

I'm bringing this up because during my past short-lived "flashes," I always found myself thinking about how to hold onto them afterward 🙂 And then the mind starts its usual tactics—trying to grab it, possess it, explain it, or use it. That mental attempt to grasp and hold onto that "miraculous, fleeting, indescribable moment of clarity" only ends up thickening that fog=unknown, which Miguel Ruiz described so well in his books.
Words are incredibly powerful if you "believe" in them, creating a virtual reality that "masks" the natural reality.

P.S. This "masking," self-help, and the path toward unknown is all just part of the game of Consciousness, and everyone's individual "journey."
Just a bit of a "divine" joke we play on ourselves.

👋
Namaste
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#13 ·
mistygull16 said:I guess my take is that enlightenment is just seeing reality for what it really is—stepping outside the ego—while still navigating life in a physical body. it's like shifting focus from the crown chakra down to the third eye; otherwise, you wouldn't even be able to function in the world.

😉 I'm totally on board with what you said about enlightenment being an insight into the true state of things (beyond the persona) while we're living our lives in these bodies.
I'd just add that it's an insight into the truth without the self.
That insight "sees" a specific person navigating a specific life, living in a specific world and universe.
It "sees" someone who desperately wants to "wake up," only to realize there's actually nobody there who needs waking up...
That's why for me, unknown = "unknown"...
William Roberts3 William Roberts3 Active MemberOP
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#14 ·
Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

So "lucid"! 🙂

Man, after reading that, a picture popped into my head. I'll try to sketch it out here...

MMMMM MMMM MM mmmmm Mmmm m m
.................................................. ....................

The top row represents (for now) thoughts and the gaps between thoughts. The second row is those little dots that are always there—kind of like the "background" or the "screen" where thoughts and the absence of thought show up. I don't know how else to explain it besides using that unknown perspective. The top row is dualistic, the dots are non-dual, and together they make up an incomprehensible truth—neither dual nor non-dual, neither both nor neither. Just pure Consciousness, Life, Oneness...

Right now, most people are stuck in MMMMM MMMM.
MMMMM MMMM means people are living almost entirely inside their heads, so they don't even see those dots underneath; they only see the world through their programmed, filtered lenses...

"Those with limited vision are fearful and indecisive: the faster they rush, the slower they progress." — Seng-Tsan

Those bolded "Mm" letters represent those heavy, rigid filters. But there are these tiny moments where those filters drop—intervals and pauses between thoughts—and because of those empty spaces, you can actually see "below" at the non-dual dots. That interval is that moment of unknown, like a slice of Pure Consciousness. A brief "Seeing" without the mental chatter. You just "see the absence of thought." But pretty soon, the mind comes rushing back in, all bold and strong, trying to explain away the unexplainable (the mind's whole thing is trying to shove everything into some neat little box 🤣)

Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

Once that "clear vision" window shuts, everything gets clouded by heavy mental noise or just that "empty void" feeling. And honestly, every description of true clarity, including the stuff written during those brief flashes, is totally flawed and inaccurate because it's written from memory via a blurred lens. It’s all written after the fact, trying to use words in a > way, because you can't describe it non-dually—you can only "feel" it. ----> "See for yourself" Shoitsu

Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

I think there's a slight misunderstanding here. During those brief flashes of clarity, "Seeing Sees" with absolute, unmistakable sharpness—it's just a fleeting, inexplicable taste of Truth. When you're in that state of pure "Awareness," there's zero need to try and measure how wide or deep that clarity is. There's just no reason to. Only the > or the persona would feel the need to check. And that "checking" is exactly what causes the window to slam shut, clouding everything up with overthinking, analyzing, proving things, comparing it to what they already know, or getting lost in that hollow emptiness... it just smudges the lens. But even a millisecond feels like an eternity, and that tiny flash leaves such a sweet, permanent mark that it can totally change someone's life without actually changing anything at all. Before long, another, more lasting interval shows up. 😉 You can't force it.

Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

A brief "Awakening" is exactly the same as constant "Awakening"

In constant "Awareness," thoughts still drift in and out, but they aren't heavy or overwhelming anymore; they aren't the main event. Awareness illuminates the thoughts and everything else that pops up, letting you "see" Everything in its true, clear light.

Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

Once you get that clear "Vision," all the questions just kind of melt away on their own... nothing left to wonder about...🤷
Benjamin Taylor6 Benjamin Taylor6 Regular
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#15 ·
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William Roberts3 said:It was June 25th, 2013, right around 8:00 PM. I actually have a message saved as proof of the date.

I was just wandering around my living room when I got this sudden, pleasant vibe that something was coming. I walked into the kitchen and felt this sudden "drop" (like a physical sensation of something descending).
What "dropped" was this incredibly light, almost imperceptible feeling—this indescribable lightness and clarity, like an endless expansion. It was this weird sense of being totally detached from everything else (I actually stepped out onto the balcony just to check what was happening to me), and it was like seeing the view from that balcony for the very first time, even though I look at it every single day. I looked at a nearby tree and felt this intense intimacy, just one with it. There was zero separation, just a connection without an "I"—just the tree. It was like I became the tree 🙂 🤣! At the exact same time, everything around me—the grass, the street, the buildings, the houses—looked so much more vivid, like I’d had some instant LASIK surgery that gave me super-human vision. My other senses spiked too. Everything feels stronger, more intense, even more painful, but shorter... 😢 🙂. Honestly, the pain isn't even an issue.

I remember about half an hour later, I wanted to tell someone about it, but there were no words, and honestly, there was no need to say anything, you know? But as those minutes passed, I started seeing the "aftermath" of that "drop." Everything just started resolving itself; things began to unfold naturally, flowing effortlessly. Life just seemed to handle itself, even though I was technically the one doing it. I don't really feel like "I" am doing anything 🤷 it just happens, I'm just moving along with the Whole within that Whole, and there's no "Me" versus the "Whole"! Just the Whole, the One, Life.
This "energy" started flowing through me like a river. I don't need nearly as much sleep anymore; 4 or 5 hours does the trick. Mentally and physically, I can go all day long; I get home and I'm still going, even if my body is wiped (it seems the body is the weakest link since it's stuck in "matter"). This "Energy," this "Force," drives my creativity in every direction, and it never runs dry. Even my relationships have seen all kinds of positive shifts as a result. Everything just flows. Sometimes now, when I pick up a "sacred" book or read some "holy" quotes, I actually "get" what the sage or poet is trying to point toward, whereas before, I couldn't make sense of it at all.
This sense of stability, security, presence, "chillness," openness, and harmlessness is always there. And truly, I wouldn't care if I woke up with some heavy, painful illness tomorrow, because I "know" that even that would just be part of Life for me. Even the death of my physical body is just part of Life.

I think I started posting on the forum the very next day, which was the first time I ever wrote anything publicly.

And really, nothing changed, yet everything changed completely.
It’s not even some superhuman, lofty experience; it’s just the natural, constant state of everyone and everything.

That's all for now, whatever Life brings next.......

I could give you a much better description of my anti-unknowns! That's when it hits you... "descending"... everything seems to have "started" resolving itself, but in the complete opposite direction.
Instead of The Whole! Just the Whole, the One, Life. what's actually happening is this HELLISH, EXHAUSTING SENSE OF SEPARATION from everything else in existence.
It’s so physically draining that you feel the need to pinch yourself—hard—just to force your brain to pivot its attention toward something else, in this case, actual physical pain!

I had an extreme version of this once, way back in high school. I was just hanging out at home, lounging around. Then I started spiraling, overthinking my life and where I stood. We weren't living in some perfect utopia, obviously, but we weren't exactly struggling either.
Suddenly, these dark, panicky thoughts began crashing down on me—this agonizing sense of my being being ripped away from the world. I bolted upright in bed (it was around 9 AM) and started splashing ice-cold water on my face in the bathroom. After a minute or two, that panic and that feeling of being split in two started to subside. I crawled back into bed to try and steady myself. And then the cold sweats hit. I started shaking like a leaf in a storm. Seriously, I was shivering as if I were lying naked out in a blizzard. The trembling didn't stop for about half an hour.
I haven't had any more outbursts that drastic, though I have dealt with those bouts of dissociation a few times since.
I actually wrote about it before—a similar sensation, actually:

I’ve noticed another really bizarre phenomenon in myself. I call it "psychological distance gazing." Basically, certain people—mostly people I know somewhat, less so strangers—trigger this stupid, inexplicable feeling in me. When I look them in the eye, I start feeling this intense discomfort coupled with a sense of mental detachment from them. To make matters worse, that same person starts looking back at me in that same weird way, almost as if I’m the one who induced the feeling just by staring at them. It mostly happens with specific individuals. With others, it never happens at all. Their psychological posture—their sheer mental grit—is such that they don't allow it. Yet, certain types of people trigger this in me. And the thing is, I can't pinpoint any specific traits in them. Nothing negative, for that matter. Does anyone else experience anything like this?!!

It makes you wonder whether there's anything profound or deep about all this... or if it's just nonsense!!???
Personally, I'm afraid it's the latter. It feels much like that state of mind people get into after they've had one too many drinks at a bar. Some start singing and hugging everyone, while others start swearing and looking for a fight. 😲 😁
The answer lies in this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s8D6VFSuvw 😁
crimsonfox26 crimsonfox26 Member
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#16 ·
William Roberts3 said:unknown...

The main thing is that things are actually happening...

See, this is exactly why I feel like kids would actually run things way better than those people who think they're all "grown up"...

So, what's stopping you from just waking up happy and smiling at the sun right now??...
You wrote that for no reason! Like, do you even need a reason to just be happy for no reason at all?... 🙂

Morning is almost here... 😉

It’s just not quite "that" feeling anymore 🤷
I can force myself to do it, sure, but the genuine joy isn't there like it used to be. I don't experience that full-body sense of bliss anymore; there's always this lingering something in the background—some sort of underlying anxiety or restless anticipation. 🤷

Benjamin Taylor6 said:unknown

I could give you a much better description of my anti-unknowns! That's when it hits you... "descending"... everything seems to have "started" resolving itself, but in the complete opposite direction.
Instead of The Whole! Just the Whole, the One, Life. what's actually happening is this HELLISH, EXHAUSTING SENSE OF SEPARATION from everything else in existence.
It’s so physically draining that you feel the need to pinch yourself—hard—just to force your brain to pivot its attention toward something else, in this case, actual physical pain!

I had an extreme version of this once, way back in high school. I was just hanging out at home, lounging around. Then I started spiraling, overthinking my life and where I stood. We weren't living in some perfect utopia, obviously, but we weren't exactly struggling either.
Suddenly, these dark, panicky thoughts began crashing down on me—this agonizing sense of my being being ripped away from the world. I bolted upright in bed (it was around 9 AM) and started splashing ice-cold water on my face in the bathroom. After a minute or two, that panic and that feeling of being split in two started to subside. I crawled back into bed to try and steady myself. And then the cold sweats hit. I started shaking like a leaf in a storm. Seriously, I was shivering as if I were lying naked out in a blizzard. The trembling didn't stop for about half an hour.
I haven't had any more outbursts that drastic, though I have dealt with those bouts of dissociation a few times since.
I actually wrote about it before—a similar sensation, actually:

I’ve noticed another really bizarre phenomenon in myself. I call it "psychological distance gazing." Basically, certain people—mostly people I know somewhat, less so strangers—trigger this stupid, inexplicable feeling in me. When I look them in the eye, I start feeling this intense discomfort coupled with a sense of mental detachment from them. To make matters worse, that same person starts looking back at me in that same weird way, almost as if I’m the one who induced the feeling just by staring at them. It mostly happens with specific individuals. With others, it never happens at all. Their psychological posture—their sheer mental grit—is such that they don't allow it. Yet, certain types of people trigger this in me. And the thing is, I can't pinpoint any specific traits in them. Nothing negative, for that matter. Does anyone else experience anything like this?!!

It makes you wonder whether there's anything profound or deep about all this... or if it's just nonsense!!???
Personally, I'm afraid it's the latter. It feels much like that state of mind people get into after they've had one too many drinks at a bar. Some start singing and hugging everyone, while others start swearing and looking for a fight. 😲 😁
The answer lies in this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s8D6VFSuvw 😁

I used to get hit by that "near-panic" during high school too, usually whenever I'd start dwelling on the concept of eternity; my head would just start spinning. 😵
Luckily, I had developed this great internal mechanism where I could just tell myself, "shut up," and pivot instantly to something else that didn't bother me. It worked wonders. Unfortunately, as the years go by, that mental switch has started to grind and creak. There were times it would break down entirely; now, it still functions somewhat, but man, you really have to grease the gears with some heavy-duty Advil every once in a while. 😬

unknown:

I've noticed a very strange phenomenon in myself. I call it "psychological distance gazing." Essentially, certain people (usually those I know somewhat, rather than strangers) trigger this bizarre sensation in me that's hard to put into words. When I look them in the eye, I start feeling this unease coupled with a sense of psychological detachment from them. To make matters worse, that same person starts looking at me with that same odd expression, almost as if my gaze induced the feeling in them. This mostly happens with specific types of people, whereas with others, it never occurs—their psychological presence is just too solid to allow it. Yet, I can't pinpoint any specific traits in these individuals. They aren't negative people by any stretch of the imagination. Has anyone else experienced anything like this?!!

It’s the same story. That’s why I actually prefer talking to people who don't come across as "over-analyzers"😲—even if they're a bit superficial or just breeze through a conversation.
The truth is, most people aren't out here trying to psychoanalyze you or perform some deep soul-searching reading of their conversation partner; those little intrusive thoughts usually just pop into our own heads because we're the ones doing the analyzing. We end up sabotaging our own peace of mind with our own projections. If you really sit with it, the deepest question you can possibly ask is, "Hmm, what is this person really thinking right now?" Once you realize you can't actually know, and more importantly, that it doesn't actually matter, things start feeling a lot easier 🤷
nimblewolf11 nimblewolf11 Member
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#17 ·
mistygull16 said:I guess my take is that enlightenment is just seeing reality for what it really is—stepping outside the ego—while still navigating life in a physical body. it's like shifting focus from the crown chakra down to the third eye; otherwise, you wouldn't even be able to function in the world.

It seems to me that enlightenment doesn't actually depend on those super high states of consciousness that everyone talks about so much! If it did, wouldn't a high state of consciousness automatically trigger enlightenment? Or would enlightenment be a rare side effect of a high state? Not necessarily! Enlightenment actually encompasses both—what we might call higher and lower consciousness. Just because someone has traveled "further" in their spiritual development or unlocked some extra abilities doesn't mean they've hit enlightenment. Honestly, they might just be hovering somewhere nearby, sharing a few similarities with the real thing.

Every single assumption we make about enlightenment—every guiding idea or intentional goal—actually pulls us further away from what we're looking for. It just drags us from one tired illusion straight into another one, or maybe even a hundred more!

If I had to pick just one word to truly describe enlightenment—something that actually gets close to the mark—it would probably have to be nothingness.
nimblewolf11 nimblewolf11 Member
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#18 ·
William Roberts3;46282296 said:🙂
I’m feeling a little bit lost regarding this whole idea of "holding on." 🙂 I’d love to get some clarity from you—maybe I’m just missing your point? What exactly are you getting at here?

It'll all work itself out eventually...😁

I really hope this "maintaining connection" thing isn't some kind of forced practice—you know, like "I have to stay mindful!" or "I must remember my self-realization!" or "I need to try harder to be present!" or "I can't forget this!" and stuff like that.

Nature doesn't do anything on purpose, right? It just flows from one state to the next completely spontaneously. And honestly, that's how we work too—as long as we aren't trying too hard.🙂
mistysailor23 mistysailor23 Member
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#19 ·
Peter Phillips32 said:There’s this fundamental flaw baked right into how people describe those brief moments of unknown, and honestly, there might be a massive mistake in even treating these little flashes of unknown as something inherently "good" or beneficial for the individual.

Think about it—someone living in an unaware state is basically stumbling through life with blurry vision, totally clueless about what the world actually looks like through the eyes of someone who is truly awake. There's a massive gulf between being unaware and being awake, even if both states technically persist. If an unaware person hits one of those short bursts of unknown, they suddenly see things with total clarity, but then, almost instantly, they slide right back into their usual fog where everything is hazy again.

So, if the world is a blur to them normally, then whatever clarity they caught during that flash of unknown becomes just as inaccessible once the moment passes and the vision goes fuzzy again. This means that pretty much any description of "clarity"—unless it was literally scribbled down while the person was mid-unknown—is fundamentally flawed and unreliable because it’s being recounted from a state of blurred vision.

And hey, let's throw another layer onto this fundamental mess.

It’s worth asking: just how much clearer does an unaware person actually see during one of these brief bursts? I mean, what kind of metric can you even use to verify the depth or the scale of that clarity when it hits them?

Unless an unaware person reaches the exact same level of perception and insight as someone who is fully awake during that burst, you can't really trust that what they saw was actually accurate.

But man, that just opens up a whole new rabbit hole of questions.

Anyway, that's my two cents.

I think you're hitting on something vital here. It’s essentially just a momentary flash in how we perceive our surroundings—a different kind of spark that burns itself into your memory. But here’s the thing: after you've lived through it, the brain starts obsessing over the memory. You replay it, over and over, until the memory is so battered and bruised by constant mental rehashing that you lose track of what actually happened versus what your own mind manufactured. The funniest part? Instead of just staying present and letting that state become our current reality, we end up living in these mental dreams about the past. We get so caught up in ruminating on what *was* that it becomes nearly impossible to actually surrender to the truth and live a real life.
Peter Phillips32 Peter Phillips32 Active Member
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#20 ·
William Roberts3 said:So "lucid"! 🙂

Man, after reading that, a picture popped into my head. I'll try to sketch it out here...

MMMMM MMMM MM mmmmm Mmmm m m
.................................................. ....................

The top row represents (for now) thoughts and the gaps between thoughts. The second row is those little dots that are always there—kind of like the "background" or the "screen" where thoughts and the absence of thought show up. I don't know how else to explain it besides using that unknown perspective. The top row is dualistic, the dots are non-dual, and together they make up an incomprehensible truth—neither dual nor non-dual, neither both nor neither. Just pure Consciousness, Life, Oneness...

Right now, most people are stuck in MMMMM MMMM.
MMMMM MMMM means people are living almost entirely inside their heads, so they don't even see those dots underneath; they only see the world through their programmed, filtered lenses...

"Those with limited vision are fearful and indecisive: the faster they rush, the slower they progress." — Seng-Tsan

Those bolded "Mm" letters represent those heavy, rigid filters. But there are these tiny moments where those filters drop—intervals and pauses between thoughts—and because of those empty spaces, you can actually see "below" at the non-dual dots. That interval is that moment of unknown, like a slice of Pure Consciousness. A brief "Seeing" without the mental chatter. You just "see the absence of thought." But pretty soon, the mind comes rushing back in, all bold and strong, trying to explain away the unexplainable (the mind's whole thing is trying to shove everything into some neat little box 🤣)

Once that "clear vision" window shuts, everything gets clouded by heavy mental noise or just that "empty void" feeling. And honestly, every description of true clarity, including the stuff written during those brief flashes, is totally flawed and inaccurate because it's written from memory via a blurred lens. It’s all written after the fact, trying to use words in a > way, because you can't describe it non-dually—you can only "feel" it. ----> "See for yourself" Shoitsu

I think there's a slight misunderstanding here. During those brief flashes of clarity, "Seeing Sees" with absolute, unmistakable sharpness—it's just a fleeting, inexplicable taste of Truth. When you're in that state of pure "Awareness," there's zero need to try and measure how wide or deep that clarity is. There's just no reason to. Only the > or the persona would feel the need to check. And that "checking" is exactly what causes the window to slam shut, clouding everything up with overthinking, analyzing, proving things, comparing it to what they already know, or getting lost in that hollow emptiness... it just smudges the lens. But even a millisecond feels like an eternity, and that tiny flash leaves such a sweet, permanent mark that it can totally change someone's life without actually changing anything at all. Before long, another, more lasting interval shows up. 😉 You can't force it.

A brief "Awakening" is exactly the same as constant "Awakening"

In constant "Awareness," thoughts still drift in and out, but they aren't heavy or overwhelming anymore; they aren't the main event. Awareness illuminates the thoughts and everything else that pops up, letting you "see" Everything in its true, clear light.

Once you get that clear "Vision," all the questions just kind of melt away on their own... nothing left to wonder about...🤷

So, basically, a person has these supernatural senses that let them feel the supernatural. But it's not just that you need those specific senses to feel it; those senses themselves exist entirely outside the material realm. Because if those internal spiritual senses weren't outside the physical sphere, we could actually claim our world is non-dual.

Basically, Person A, just by existing as they are, can't experience anything spiritual. They have to undergo a shift to become Person B—which is what people call "awakening." As Person A, their spiritual sensors aren't even switched on, and once those spiritual senses kick in, they've effectively become Person B.

When Person A tries to describe spirituality—essentially describing what they saw while they were being Person B—they're lying, or at least misrepresenting reality, because they're trying to explain someone else's perspective through their own limited lens. Person A and Person B are complete strangers to one another, almost like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde versions of spirituality, separated by a level of mental difference so massive it borders on total incompatibility. They just don't speak the same language.

But hey, big claims need big evidence. Why should anyone buy into your claim that they are fundamentally broken or incomplete, or that your specific path is the only way to fix it? Why is your story the truth and not, say, what the Roman Catholic Church teaches?
You've got a little slip-up there. During those brief moments of waking up, "seeing is believing" at its most intense, most crystal clear level possible—it's that fleeting, inexplicable taste of Truth. During that moment of pure clarity, there's zero need to go checking how wide or deep that clarity goes. There's just no reason to. Who would bother doing that when "Awakening" itself is right there in front of you? Checking and verifying is something the Ego/persona—the mask we wear—needs to do, and that "checking" is exactly what causes the window of clarity to slam shut, getting all foggy with overthinking, analyzing, trying to prove things, comparing it to stuff you already know, or just drifting into a hollow emptiness... it essentially smudges the lenses. But even a millisecond feels like an eternity, and that brief "waking up" leaves this indelible, sweet trace behind that can totally flip someone's life upside down without even technically changing anything. Pretty soon, you realize 😉another, more permanent interval is coming. You can't force it.

If we can agree that an unawakened person isn't the same as an awakened person, then an unawakened person can't possibly claim that a fleeting moment of awakening is the same thing as constant, sustained awakening. They haven't experienced both states, so they can't compare.
Brief "Awakening" is exactly the same as constant "Awakening."

When you’re living in this state of constant "Awakening," thoughts still drift in and out, sure, but they aren't these big, heavy, bolded things anymore—they aren't the center of the universe. This Awakening just kind of shines a light on everything, letting you actually experience the Whole in its true, unfiltered clarity.

Look, I honestly can't take a single word you say about being constantly awake seriously when you clearly aren't actually there yourself.
And honestly, once that moment of clear "seeing is believing" hits, the questions just sort of evaporate on their own; there isn't even anything left to ask.🤷

If things really worked the way you're claiming, we wouldn't have all these people second-guessing what they felt through their own intuitive senses. Plus, there wouldn't be such a massive crowd of people all describing wildly different experiences, sometimes even totally contradictory ones.

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