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Schizophrenia - General Discussion

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Jesse Hayes2 Jesse Hayes2 Member
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#761 ·
Yeah, they kicked me out for the entire day today because of all the damn spamming. (Seriously???)
Check under the doctor recommendations, because I actually suggested her there.
Jesse Hayes2 Jesse Hayes2 Member
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#762 ·
There’s actually a photo floating around online!!!! And man, I see she’s built quite the career for herself.
google/Vesna Medved/photos/search
To be honest, I think I looked a lot better back when I was still on those meds😵
But hey, it’s pretty obvious now that anyone can fake their way to the top if they try hard enough.😂 😂 😂
That’s exactly why I don't even bother watching the local news anymore.
The great Dr. Medved, everyone's favorite celebrity.
Taylor Campbell4 Taylor Campbell4 Regular
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#763 ·
briskgull27 said:🎉
I mean, let’s be honest, we’re all a little bit crazy, aren't we?
Check out this conspiracy theory I've got for you: Imagine if I actually called up ABC News to film a segment on schizophrenia.
They show up, they set up the cameras, we grab a coffee.
But here's the catch.
The producers would probably insist on filming me with a blurred face and a distorted voice. Can you imagine? It would be
way too shocking for people to see my actual face,
and honestly, it could really mess with my life.🙂
So, I guess I'll just stick to the fringes of science for now.

So, what was your part in that segment? Man, I really regret missing it. That one guy from the schizophrenia feature—the friend I mentioned in that other thread—he seemed to have a milder version of it. He didn't mention anything about them blurring his face (though, to be fair, I didn't ask him much. He's originally from NYC anyway)

That was actually about six months ago, maybe a little later, I can't quite remember. 🙄

I've been catching up on this thread lately, and it's honestly fascinating. briskgull27, you're awesome 🙂 ,sending you good vibes through everything 👍 (hopefully it's not all for nothing 😠 😎 )
Jesse Hayes2 Jesse Hayes2 Member
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#764 ·
There are definitely those unforgettable moments when you've finally finished reading everything.
I didn't include an attachment because people would have just treated me like garbage if I did.
And honestly, they’re already treating me poorly: for instance, everyone's asking why on earth I'm bragging about my illness on TV.
Well, we *would* be on TV.😵
And you really think you're some kind of big shot, don't you?🤣
It's going to take a while before I start seeing you as someone decent.
I'm incredibly sensitive, okay?😳
See, even my cat isn't actually that bad.
Since you brought it up, maybe the whole point of my life is just to outlive all these people—
these so-called "authorities" who were the ones to slap this schizophrenia label right on my forehead in the first place.
Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.
whatever
I mean, if my overweight cousin can make a go of it in life, then so can I.
So I came out of the blue
I turn and I see you........
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#765 ·
Eric Robinson81 said:Don't kill her; instead, hold her accountable to those in charge. When you are sent for ECT therapy, state clearly that you refuse it because you find it inhumane, dangerous, and painful for personal reasons. If they attempt to force you, threaten to sue the primary physician, file a report with the Social Security Administration, and pursue a private lawsuit for medical malpractice—nobody has the right to force you into therapies you don't want.
Once everything has passed, remember how you ended up in therapy, how you felt, describe your experience, and put her full name online—write about how much you suffered under her treatment. You can do this on www.healthgrades.com—which serves as a public record of grievances within the American healthcare system.

This is me. I am Dr. Vesna Medved.

And since we're being brutally honest here, what hurts me most is simply knowing that I have schizophrenia.
That realization hits harder than anything else.

Maybe one day I'll finally be able to accept that the diagnosis doesn't define who I am.
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#766 ·
briskgull27 said:This condition is honestly so overwhelming that even doctors hesitate to officially write down an F20 diagnosis on your medical records.
I personally can't wrap my head around what exactly makes my experience so "abnormal," and truthfully, I don't even want to find out since it's a lifelong journey.
I've been dealing with this for ten years now.
People often compare managing it to living with diabetes.
It’s such a heavy burden that you'll occasionally run into someone offering "alternative" cures just to get their foot in the door.
A doctor friend of mine once explained that it's sometimes referred to as "cancer of the soul."
As for me, I don't really have any desire to fully embrace that "reality."
That's all for now! 👏
Would you actually want to have a close friend or a family member living with schizophrenia?

Sorry for bumping this thread, but seriously, what exactly is considered "crazy" here??!!!
Adam Sullivan2 Adam Sullivan2 Newcomer
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#767 ·
Hey everyone!
I'm 24, a college student, and I've always been highly sensitive and pretty introverted.
I’ve never actually been in a relationship, and honestly, I have this paralyzing fear of social interaction—especially when it comes to men.
About two years ago, I decided to see a psychiatrist because I was terrified that I was developing schizophrenia. I was having massive panic attacks and was scared of absolutely everything: leaving my house, being around people, death... just everything.
As it turns out, my diagnosis wasn't schizophrenia; it was depression, neurosis, social phobia, and OCD.
My doctor put me on Zoloft, which I took for a year. After that, she tapered my dose down from 50mg to 25mg a day.
Then, about five months ago, she tried to get me off Zoloft entirely.
But after three months without it, those same dark thoughts from two years ago came rushing back.
I feel totally isolated, like nobody loves me and like the whole world is against me.
I started searching for schizophrenia symptoms online, and I somehow managed to convince myself that I was experiencing all of them.
I became paranoid.
When I told my psychiatrist, she insisted again that it isn't schizophrenia or paranoia,
so she put me back on Zoloft. I've been back on it for 18 days now, but I still feel terrible.
I'm also taking Xanax.
I just can't shake these dark thoughts. I constantly feel like something terrible is going to happen,
like I'm going to die or lose my mind...
I'm genuinely scared that I'm already losing it.
Is there any way out of this? I really can't do this anymore. I can't eat, I can't sleep... my head is a total nightmare right now.
Help!😕
brighteagle39 brighteagle39 Active Member
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#768 ·
What are you studying? Are you living at home with your parents, on your own, or perhaps with roommates? Do you have any brothers or
sisters? Do you reside in a major metropolitan area or somewhere more quiet? What else do you do with your time? What kind of interests do you have? Do you have friends, and if so, how many? I would love to get a sense of who they are, and a bit about yourself as well.
I truly wish I could offer you some meaningful advice, but I need to understand your situation a bit better first. Where does this intense social anxiety stem from? Did you go through something difficult during your childhood? Is it even possible for you to discuss those experiences, or can you speak openly about the fears that weigh on you?
Adam Sullivan2 Adam Sullivan2 Newcomer
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#769 ·
I’ve always been incredibly shy, withdrawn, and just a total introvert.
I didn't even really start going out much until I was 16.
Things finally started to shift when I moved away to a bigger city for college.
But once I moved back home after my junior year,
it felt like everything just reverted right back to how it used to be.
I’m terrified of letting anyone get close to me because I’m scared they’ll end up hurting me emotionally.
So, I just keep everyone at arm's length.
I'm living with my parents, and they still treat me like I'm a little kid.
There isn't any history of mental health issues in my family.
My mom struggles with panic attacks—she worries about everything—so she probably passed that anxiety down to me and my sister.
My sister is two years older than me and is also dealing with depression.
The difference is, she’s actually an open person, very social, and has been in a relationship for three years now.
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#770 ·
Adam Sullivan2 said:I’ve always been incredibly shy, withdrawn, and just a total introvert.
I didn't even really start going out much until I was 16.
Things finally started to shift when I moved away to a bigger city for college.
But once I moved back home after my junior year,
it felt like everything just reverted right back to how it used to be.
I’m terrified of letting anyone get close to me because I’m scared they’ll end up hurting me emotionally.
So, I just keep everyone at arm's length.
I'm living with my parents, and they still treat me like I'm a little kid.
There isn't any history of mental health issues in my family.
My mom struggles with panic attacks—she worries about everything—so she probably passed that anxiety down to me and my sister.
My sister is two years older than me and is also dealing with depression.
The difference is, she’s actually an open person, very social, and has been in a relationship for three years now.

Actually, I've always been an open book, and I still am today.
I'm not quite sure how I could be of help, other than suggesting this: prepare yourself for the possibility that this might be a lifelong journey. God bless.
Adam Sullivan2 Adam Sullivan2 Newcomer
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#771 ·
briskgull27 said:Actually, I've always been an open book, and I still am today.
I'm not quite sure how I could be of help, other than suggesting this: prepare yourself for the possibility that this might be a lifelong journey. God bless.

But I don't have schizophrenia,
I'm just terrified that if I start imagining the symptoms, they'll actually become real.
My diagnosis is depression and anxiety.
That's from two different psychiatrists.
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#772 ·
Super
I'm certainly no doctor here,
but I am truly sorry you're going through this.
The toughest part is the thought of facing this for the rest of your life, isn't it?

Again, I'm just not a medical professional.
Adam Sullivan2 Adam Sullivan2 Newcomer
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#773 ·
Nothing lasts forever.
Everything can be healed. Unless you decide to give up on yourself first.
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#774 ·
Adam Sullivan2 said:Nothing lasts forever.
Everything can be healed. Unless you decide to give up on yourself first.

STAYIN
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Taylor Campbell4 Taylor Campbell4 Regular
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#775 ·
http://www.sfnsw.org.au/consumers/recovery.htm

Here is an interesting link regarding schizophrenia treatment—though I’m honestly not sure how much practical value you'll find in the content. They do touch upon some alternative therapies, too.

I actually know a medical doctor—or maybe he's a psychologist, I can't quite remember—who is also a true master of yoga. And I don't mean just the basic stretching and exercise kind; I mean the real deal. He could be a solid, reliable source for anyone looking into alternative approaches to managing schizophrenia. (The man doesn't even charge for his advice or services.)

He has an incredible amount of knowledge and experience with various ancient techniques. He's incredibly responsible, so he would never suggest anything that might actually cause harm, and as I mentioned, he does have a medical degree. He travels to Washington, D.C. every two weeks to give different lectures.
briskgull27 briskgull27 RegularOP
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#776 ·
Taylor Campbell4 said:http://www.sfnsw.org.au/consumers/recovery.htm

Here is an interesting link regarding schizophrenia treatment—though I’m honestly not sure how much practical value you'll find in the content. They do touch upon some alternative therapies, too.

I actually know a medical doctor—or maybe he's a psychologist, I can't quite remember—who is also a true master of yoga. And I don't mean just the basic stretching and exercise kind; I mean the real deal. He could be a solid, reliable source for anyone looking into alternative approaches to managing schizophrenia. (The man doesn't even charge for his advice or services.)

He has an incredible amount of knowledge and experience with various ancient techniques. He's incredibly responsible, so he would never suggest anything that might actually cause harm, and as I mentioned, he does have a medical degree. He travels to Washington, D.C. every two weeks to give different lectures.


I know a medical doctor who works with yoga too! Everything you shared is wonderful. It feels like just one more hurdle—having to want to be "normal." But I suppose that will come with time. Could you send me the details via private message?
Taylor Campbell4 Taylor Campbell4 Regular
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#777 ·
Quote : Cognitive Therapy: Cognitive therapy is also known as cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT). Cognitive behavioural therapy focuses on how our underlying beliefs, thoughts, and internal dialogue drive our actions. When applied to schizophrenia symptoms, CBT works to help individuals recognize the inconsistencies within their delusions while building practical tools to manage persistent symptoms.

Source http://www.sfnsw.org.au/consumers/recovery.htm

This is essentially what I was getting at in that other thread—I think it was the one where that girl was listing out all her various delusions. People called me an idiot back then. But there's actual substance here: Cognitive Therapy.
Nicole James Nicole James Regular
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#778 ·
Nicole James, honestly, do you have any idea how incredibly draining it is to sift through 52 different chat posts just to catch up...

Please, I'm begging you, let's stop doing this... 😠
George Clark19 George Clark19 Member
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#779 ·
Adam Sullivan2 said:But I don't have schizophrenia,
I'm just terrified that if I start imagining the symptoms, they'll actually become real.
My diagnosis is depression and anxiety.
That's from two different psychiatrists.

That’s definitely not schizophrenia—look, my mom had a stroke once, and her hands went numb for a few hours right before she ended up in the ER in a coma. I totally convinced myself I was having the same thing happen to me back then, so yeah, that’s textbook depression right there. Honestly, things can spiral for a million different reasons... you can see for yourself that you aren't happy, which is basically what happens when stuff you hate is going on in your life. Just CHANGE it. No matter how much you're scared of the fallout, just change it.😘
Brenda Cook4 Brenda Cook4 Regular
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#780 ·
A little bit of Alan Watts here... I really liked this part.🙂

Nowadays, in the United States specifically, having a non-standard state of consciousness is treated as a serious form of heresy. It isn't even so much about holding "weird" opinions; it’s more about having a type of experience that simply doesn't align with the "normal" way of perceiving things.

And just as Ronald Reagan once noted, we are conditioned to understand which experiences are considered acceptable, much like how we are taught which gestures, manners, or social behaviors are deemed appropriate and polite.

So, if someone happens to have these so-called "unusual" experiences—and they try to talk about them, because let's face it, humans naturally want to share what they're feeling—they end up getting some very strange looks. People tend to lean in and ask, "Are you doing okay?"

It’s because people get genuinely uneasy when they realize they're standing next to someone who is perceiving reality through a completely different lens than their own.

They start questioning whether that person is even truly human. On the surface, they look perfectly normal, but because their internal experience is so foreign, you find yourself wondering if they actually belong to the same species.

It gives you that... that specific kind of gut-wrenching, unsettled feeling. It's like meeting a stunningly beautiful woman, dressed in the most elegant gown, but then, as she reaches out to shake your hand, she pulls off her glove and you find yourself grasping the talons of a massive hawk. Pretty unsettling, right?
The Value of Psychotic Experience

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