swiftranger91 said:Hey everyone, just wanted to say hi. I’m new to this group, and I figured I’d jump in and share my own journey with psych meds, different diagnoses, and everything else we deal with here...
It all kicked off a few years back when I started dealing with these intense night attacks—basically a cocktail of emetophobia and pure anxiety. I’m talking sweating, stomach issues, needing to run to the bathroom every thirty minutes, nausea, heart racing, insomnia, tremors... it usually hit me late at night, somewhere between 10 PM and 2 AM, mostly from August through the spring. Luckily, my mom had some Misar on hand, which helped me get through those early rough patches.
Eventually, I went to see a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with F45 and put me on Zoloft. That actually worked for a little while, but after a few months, things took a turn for the worse. The emetophobia came back even harder, along with nightmares, hallucinations, suicidal thoughts, zero motivation, and I lost a ton of weight...
I ended up having to rush back to the doctor, and they gave me a new diagnosis, F29, and prescribed Quetiapine 25 mg, plus Misar 0.5 as needed.
After a couple of days on the new stuff, I started feeling better. Honestly, the Quetiapine was a total lifesaver. I’m still on it today, though I’ve moved up to 50 mg. These days, I feel full of life, happy, and actually motivated to do things... I still have that lingering sense of emetophobia, I guess, but I can handle it way better now. I eat normally, I sleep, and I can actually function like a regular person.
I just take the Misar every once in a while, maybe a few times a year if I start feeling particularly edgy or get a bad premonition or something...
I truly appreciate you opening up about everything you’ve been going through... honestly, it’s such a relief to hear. And more than that, I am just so moved by how you’re finding a way to keep moving forward despite it all. How does one even find that kind of strength? It really is quite remarkable.
On one hand, you really struck gold when it comes to having a great doctor. Honestly, isn't that half the battle? Because you had such solid guidance from the start, you didn't have to waste time playing around with endless medication trials or those long, drawn-out therapy regimens that—let's be honest—seem pretty questionable for so many patients anyway. Why go through all that unnecessary trial and error if you don't have to?
To be perfectly honest, I have to say that Quetiapine 25 mg was also a total game-changer for me—that one magical, foundational ingredient really did the trick! Is it just me, or does it feel like finding that one specific piece of the puzzle? It truly helped.
Why? I honestly don't know. I mean, why does it even matter? I’m taking Quetiapine 25 mg myself, which is pretty much the exact same thing... isn't it?
Your diagnoses are just so incredibly rare, aren't they? It’s almost tragic! Doctors simply refuse to recognize them—they won't just check the box and give you an official F code. Instead, what do they do? They scribble down all this nonsense! And who suffers most from that lack of clarity? We do! It makes everything so much harder for us, doesn't it?
Is F45 not just a brilliant way to find a temporary escape from the fog of schizotypal disorders—which, let's be honest, are such a complex subgroup of schizophrenia? It feels like a distraction, doesn't it? But then again, once you sit down for those controlled clinical conversations and get a proper diagnostic insight, isn't it often revealed that we are actually dealing with F29 instead?
He is an absolutely stellar psychiatrist. Truly top-tier stuff. It would be quite wonderful, wouldn't it, if we actually knew his or her name?
I am truly heartened to hear that someone has actually found success with their treatment, especially given how incredibly difficult everything has been lately. Isn't it just a small mercy when things finally start to click? Truly, in times like these, such progress feels like nothing short of a miracle.🙂