Andrew Price3 said:If I can tell you one thing... she is moving into a realm that will make these final, inhumane moments seem utterly insignificant. In fact, her transition "there" will be even more magnificent and divine precisely because of how uncomfortable and undeserved the conditions here have been.
Don't be afraid. Where the soul goes, there is healing and revitalization. And they stay in touch—whether through dreams, or those spontaneous moments when you think of them for no reason and suddenly feel a surge of encouragement, safety, or comfort right when you need it. Or perhaps through a silent, imagined dialogue (which isn't actually imagined, but is very real, though the brain perceives it as fantasy or madness because it's programmed not to believe in conversations with the soul... only the heart knows better), or even an actual dialogue. Place your hands over your heart and speak to it. Believe me, their heart will hear. Make their discomfort milder by sending love now... not fear. Your connection is deeper than that. Because what comes from the heart transcends; it bends and warps the space-time dimension... just like gravity. There are no barriers that can stop a message like that.
Hope you're right. But... if you aren't, then in this case, death is a blessing. Best/worst part is she chose this. Consciously. Fully aware. She turned down everything that might have extended her life (one thing was an amputation)... and the doctors are pissed at her for it, treating her like a criminal. They're basically like, "Fine, when the pain gets too much, you'll come begging us to cut the leg off." Yeah, right. Zero empathy, zero humanity, zero morals. Exceptions exist, I guess. Now I'm more scared for her life than her death. Even though selfishly I just want her breathing under this same sky, knowing she's *here*... I still can't look at her like this.
I've been wrestling with faith and whatever happens after death for years. You believe. (Jealous of you). My logical brain tells me an afterlife isn't possible.
I think people hunt for a million reasons and proofs just because they can't stomach the fact that one day, they won't exist. Period. Why is ego so bad at accepting its own end? Personally, I find it impossible to wrap my head around—this reality where one second they're here, and the next, they're gone.
I'm with you on everything you wrote about love coming from the heart. I'm sure we're all connected on that level, but maybe only while we're alive.
Thanks for the support.