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Kevin Nguyen3 said:Exactly. In a way, because of that heightened sensitivity, you were basically a "guinea pig." There was this assumption—or perhaps just misguided ambition on the doctor's part—that you would eventually stabilize on the Lexapro.
But clearly, that wasn't the case. Once the doctor realized force wouldn't work, she pivoted the treatment plan.
This time, things are moving more smoothly—gradual, cautious, much better.
On one hand, it makes sense, doesn't it? How can any physician truly predict how an individual will react to a specific drug? They can only experiment.
On the other hand, there is the valid frustration felt by you and all of us regarding how this was handled.
The question is: how do we deal with it?!
Unfortunately, there are so many medications on the market today that even the most seasoned pharmacologists can't certain how a single drug will behave, let alone how various combinations might interact. It's unpredictable.
So, how do we frame this whole complicated ritual of switching medications as a genuine attempt at healing?
I suppose the only way is to accept that nobody—and I mean absolutely nobody—can predict specific side effects within a certain timeframe. We all know firsthand that a pill acts differently in the morning versus at night, or when we're exhausted versus when we're well-rested or hungry. Those are just tiny variables, yet they aren't even explicitly noted on the labels.
By pooling together all these different lived experiences, we can somehow get closer to understanding the basic characteristics of drugs like Celexa or Xanax...
But for all the newer medications out there? There are still far too many question marks.
Just overambitious. She told me I'd feel like a new person in ten days. Guess I was just a guinea pig. This time, I'm just hoping for a better outcome. Not expecting miracles, but hoping.