Posts by Nicole Booth25

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I am looking for a therapist or psychoanalyst
with whom I could potentially grab a coffee and chat
perhaps over a cup of coffee or tea...

northernsailor102 said:I have these bigger ambitions, but in this reality, they don't seem to carry any weight at all. I find myself desperately grasping for a reason to face each new day... and honestly, I just can't find one. I wish I could just take it easy and go with the flow, but I'm constantly suffocating under this immense pressure that's nearly impossible to shake off. I truly cannot wrap my head around the idea of just living day by day without being able to see the larger purpose behind my own existence.

What kind of lofty goals are we talking about here?

You’re welcome to send me a private message if you'd prefer to discuss this privately.

I am also finding it increasingly difficult to find a compelling reason to stay, though I am still present in this physical "vessel" for the time being.

I’m not going to post a photo, because for me, actually embracing someone is incredibly difficult
Why is that?
I just don't know.

I am searching for the one thing that has been missing from my life.
Perhaps you might be the one to provide it.

A vision would be akin to a mystical experience; you likely wouldn't feel the need to explain it to anyone else.
A vision belongs solely to you, and it defies verbal description. At least, that is my perspective on the matter.
It is an internal phenomenon that loses its potency the moment you attempt to recount it to another person.