mistycrane89 said:I feel terrible... I haven't been keeping up with your posts, but once I finally caught up and read them, I actually teared up.😢.
Hang in there. If you have to pay out now just to gear up for the next big win, then do it. It’ll happen, I guess. Definitely.👍
thanks so much for the support, seriously. honestly, I can't even remember a single word the doctor said to me. I just grabbed my CVS card, paid for my sister, and bolted out of the office. I felt like everyone was staring at me, like they all knew exactly what just happened and how badly I wanted this to work. I shoved my sunglasses on, but the tears just kept streaming down my face the whole way home—and they still haven't stopped🙂 🙂
it's just brutal, believing in something so hard only to have someone crush it in sixty seconds flat.... I should probably just log off and crawl into bed because I truly don't have anything intelligent left to say. it's just a mess of sadness and frustration right now🙂
maybe I'll be more rational tomorrow, hopefully