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Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Rebecca James3 said:blured, did you run into any walls while job hunting because of your diagnosis? How do employers actually react? Do you just come out and say it? My mom went on disability at 35, and honestly, I never even thought to ask if she dealt with any pushback...

Look, an employer doesn't have any legal right to grill you about mental health issues—unless you're applying for those super niche roles where it's actually a legal requirement for the job.
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Noah Garcia4 said:Then we’re finally on the exact same page. 🙂What a massive weight off my shoulders. Things are looking significantly better now. 🙂

Thanks, why not give 1 mg of Rispolept a shot? If you’ve got the determination, you can usually find a way to make things work. 😉🙂

Is all that sass putting you to sleep?

I'm only on Zyprexa myself, but this morning dose just absolutely knocks me out 😢
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:Those medications are powerful enough that quitting them cold turkey is essentially an invitation for madness. Any competent psychiatrist knows there’s a delicate process for tapering or discontinuing drugs. Honestly, it’s much better to stay on a low dose than to face a full-blown relapse.☕

I just had my follow-up appointment, and my doctor is thrilled with my progress. I'm doing fine without Seroquel. To be honest, I feel better myself—I have more energy and my mind feels significantly sharper.

So, what else are you taking besides the Seroquel?
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:That was quite an experience, and honestly, I’m feeling a bit cornered now😬. Imagine if I were to call up some high-level specialist over in New York and tell them, "Look, I have schizoaffective disorder." The receptionist would probably tell me they aren't seeing anyone with that specific diagnosis right now, but to call back in fifteen minutes. Then, when I actually make that follow-up call, a different woman picks up and tells me, "I'm sorry, we don't handle those kinds of diagnoses here due to potential complications."
Well, I think I already made that point clear in my very first post😬.
I suppose I'll just have to see what the holistic practitioners have to say about it😠🙂

My cousin, who also deals with schizophrenia, went to try out what I think was a Tai Chi class, and they actually told her she needed to stop taking her meds 🙄
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:http://www.tebe-trazim.com/forum/sea...=active_topics

Look, Jesus, go ahead and throw the first stone if you think you’re perfect, because I’m ready for the heat 😍.

also : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g46zx...ature=youtu.be

At this point, you really should just try to get back to basics—socialize a bit and seek out some actual professional help. Using "schizophrenic" as a casual, throwaway label for people who clearly struggle with reality is a bit of a stretch, even if we all know what the term implies.

I also stumbled upon this interesting thought while browsing the forums: If a writer is so terrified of backlash that they refuse to write anything controversial, they'll never actually write anything worth reading. If your goal is to truly help people, you have to be willing to put yourself in the line of fire and write things that others will inevitably judge.
Thomas Merton


Thomas Merton Anybody 🍿 ☕

Honestly, those priests are just sweating bullets because they’re terrified of losing even more people from the pews.☕
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Larry Lewis said:Watch out—it's statements like these of ours that end up doubling everyone's prescription loads.🙂

Look, honestly? It’s actually a damn good sign when you start questioning things and really digging into your own mental health struggles. If you're sitting there second-guessing everything, it just means you've finally hit that turning point—you've realized the glitch isn't out there in the world, it's happening right between your own ears. That kind of self-awareness? It's huge.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:That’s basically it; at this rate, I’ll probably convince myself during my next relapse that I’m some kind of Mahatma Gandhi or Zyprexa disciple.🙂

But honestly, Zyprexa is garbage; I wouldn't touch it with a ten-foot pole, let alone try taking it, because it’s just not good. 🙂
Why don't you enlighten us with your expert take on how meditation interacts with psychosis? 🍿

For what it's worth, I enjoy meditating too. ☕

In my experience, Zyprexa is actually the best option out there—the only catch is the weight gain, which is honestly pretty gross 👎

So, what kind of meditation are we even talking about here?
There aren't any overnight miracles, folks. 🤣
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Larry Lewis said:Perhaps Jesus is nothing more than a metaphor for the common man... hmm... I’ll probably have the FBI tapping my phone lines right after I post this one.🙂

Think about it—maybe Jesus is basically just a symbol for fighting back through nonviolence, especially during those times when we feel too weak or outmatched to actually scrap for what we want.

Just rambling here, 🙂
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:So, what's the actual distinction here between paranoia about being surveilled and believing you're the second coming? In your eyes, which one leans harder into pathological territory?🍿

Look, it's not really about which one is "more" pathological—it's about the fact that you aren't just picking those specific things out of thin air. It's intentional, in a weird way. Take me, for example—I used to obsess over shaving my face because I was convinced people could actually read my thoughts. At the end of the day, it just meant I was freaking out about what everyone else thought of me.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:I honestly have no idea what you're getting at😂.

Why?
No matter how much life has thrown my way—and let's be real, we all know I've taken my fair share of hits (though I'm doing alright now)—it has never once crossed my mind to drop a line that unhinged during a therapy session.
I would never say something like that, nor would I ever bring up my shaving habits to a psychiatrist. Out loud? Really?😲 What? It's not like I'm popping enough pills to lose my grip on reality.😉🤣😂😂

It’s way easier for them to nail down your treatment if you just lay it all out there.
Because, seriously, there's a massive difference between venting because you feel watched and acting like you're seeing Jesus Christ himself.

Me? I've spilled everything, and now I just stick to my Zyprexa and call it a day. 🥳
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kevin Nguyen3 said:You just can't seem to tell one thing from the other, can you? It’s like you're constantly mixing up apples and oranges! Why is that? Honestly, I find it quite perplexing.
That man certainly hasn't lost his mind—not because he was actually under the impression he was headed straight to hell!
And you just lump them all together, don't you? Every single patient suffering from various forms of psychosis—just tossed into one giant, indistinguishable bucket. It’s imprecise! Truly imprecise! Why can't we establish a proper distinction? Why not categorize them based on actual outcomes? For instance, wouldn't it be more logical to separate those who manage their condition successfully? Those people who live completely normal, productive lives in the US, yet still face periodic relapses? Sometimes the illness returns more intensely, sometimes it's just a dull ache... it varies, doesn't it? We need nuance! We need a system that recognizes the reality of recovery versus the reality of chronic struggle!
And then there are those people... you know the type? Those who stubbornly resist every proven, standard medical treatment available to them. They fight against everything that actually works! And for what? It’s as if they have some sort of chronic sickness of the soul. Why must they insist on this path? Is it pride? Is it just pure, unadulterated stubbornness? It truly is exhausting to witness.
I know people—real, functioning members of society. I actually personally know a woman who was married once before! So, this whole idea that people dealing with psychoses—and I am specifically using the plural here—simply cannot live a "normal" life? It just doesn't hold water. It simply doesn't!
Posts like these... they truly drain one of all hope. They strip away faith. It feels like a calculated attempt to undermine the very foundations of psychiatry, suggesting that almost any ailment can simply be cured away. But really, isn't the real question how much we actually want that? How much do we truly desire such a thing?
What on earth does a priest have to do with psychoses? Seriously, where is the connection there? Is there even one? I find myself wondering... truly wondering... how such disparate worlds could possibly intersect! It seems entirely nonsensical, doesn't it? To link the spiritual guidance of the clergy with the profound complexities of the human psyche? One deals with the soul, the other with the mind—can they even occupy the same conversation? Or am I just overthinking this? Perhaps there is a bridge I am simply too blind to see!🤷
Are you really attempting to conflate someone's religious convictions with the concept of psychosis? Truly? It seems to me... well, it feels quite misplaced, doesn't it? Why must we drag faith into a discussion regarding psychological stability? It simply doesn't follow!
On what basis? Really! What is the actual foundation for such a claim?😕
We have established this by now—after all these pages, really—that psychosis isn't just some isolated affliction trapped inside one patient's head. It doesn't stop at their skin, does it? No. It spills over. It becomes a sickness that infects the entire immediate circle... the friends, the family, the whole support system. It’s a collective struggle, isn't it?
Can a priest believe whatever his heart desires? Is it not his prerogative? As long as he isn't meddling in someone else's private business, should it even matter? I mean, really, where does one's personal conviction end and another's privacy begin? It seems quite simple, doesn't it? To hold a belief—to carry that weight within oneself—without imposing it upon the neighbor... surely, that is the essence of it!

Look, you totally missed my drift there—you’re kind of misreading what I was actually getting at.

Look, here’s how it works in my book—when you're taking your meds and everything feels steady, that’s your window of remission. That’s when you can actually function like a normal human being and get stuff done. But if I tell you that you’re slipping into psychosis? That means things have gone south fast. When you're hitting those low points, even the simplest errand—like just walking down to the corner bodega to grab some milk—becomes this massive, overwhelming ordeal. It's not just "being tired," it's being completely sidelined by your own head.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:I suppose I’m struggling to find the perfect way to articulate this, but I tend to look at it through this lens: if you can actually manage to drive a psychotic individual down to a neurotic level, then you’ve truly succeeded. It essentially boils down to whether they can maintain a functional grip on reality. I realize there are plenty of nuances here, and I know definitions tend to shift depending on who you ask, but that’s just my subjective take—using a few technical terms as a sort of metaphor to get the point across accurately. Well, I finally caught him...

I find myself drifting back into philosophy again, though everything we believe about our own nature holds a certain weight of truth. It’s honestly difficult for me to pinpoint that exact line where a mental health professional crosses over from trying to be helpful and error-free into that extreme territory—where they essentially lose their grip and descend into chaos. But if you view someone's sudden, irrational urge toward self-destruction as nothing more than a symptom, and you actually dig into what lies beneath it—what specific idea triggered the impulse or what unresolved emotional baggage is driving the engine—then you might actually start excavating the root cause rather than just pruning the branches. It isn't like you're walking down a street in Chicago and suddenly decide to jump into a furnace on a whim; it takes time to construct such a complex, elaborate hallucination. There is an entire psychological process and a massive web of mechanisms at work. In our current American healthcare system, the path of least resistance is almost always to hand someone a prescription and say, "Good luck, you're on your own," which solves absolutely nothing. It particularly bothers me when people have lives that are completely unraveled, only to have a psychiatrist shrug and imply that they simply need to learn how to manage it. So, once again, you're just handed a pill and sent on your way. 🤣 My point was that most psychiatrists simply don't have the bandwidth or the actual desire to dive deep into someone's psyche. It’s not really their lane. If you want any kind of meaningful, heavy-duty work done, you have to leave it to a dedicated psychotherapist. 😂 Isn't it just hilarious that we’re all forced to play along with this collective madness? It really is. And then, of course, they try to dress it up with some pseudo-intellectual nonsense, acting as if everything follows Gauss's curve—as if certain people can just slide by while others get stuck dealing with the fallout.

Pick just one single thing you want to fix—something that actually matters to you—and focus entirely on that. Once you've spent a month or two truly grinding through it, then, and only then, should you move on to the next thing.

Yeah, and what else is a shrink supposed to say? "Sir, what you're shaving for isn't actually real." 😁

The meds are just there to give you the tools to heal yourself. That’s the deal with all mental health struggles.
Science doesn't know a damn thing about the brain yet, but based on experience, we do know how to bump up or dial down the chances of a psychosis hitting. And that’s exactly where you need a therapist to give you the real advice.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Noah Garcia4 said:Philosophy, psychology, psychiatry 😵

The core of psychosis isn't just chasing ghosts, though that’s certainly its most glaring symptom. Delusions and hallucinations tend to flare up specifically during those psychotic episodes.
Then comes the remission, where you’re left to deal with the very real fallout of an unreal state of mind. You become acutely aware of your illness, and there’s a certain heavy grief in knowing that your own brain is driving this whole chaotic experience.
While antipsychotics can help pull your perspective back toward reality, how much "objective" truth can one actually achieve? That’s where individual subjectivity and personal character step in to muddy the waters.

In the clinical world of psychiatry, freedom of thought and reality might seem like two sides of the same coin, but in actual life, they are anything but. At the end of the day, if someone decides they are God or the devil—provided they aren't hurting anyone—they could theoretically start their own church and build a successful business around it. They wouldn't be labeled psychotic because they’ve managed to translate their internal philosophy into a functional reality that doesn't disrupt society.

I’m not quite sure why people still debate whether psychosis is a biological brain disorder. Of course it is. The brain remains the most mysterious organ we have. We’re fortunate to have neurochemistry that, in most cases, offers a way out, though that same chemistry influences far more than just psychotic symptoms, bringing both benefits and side effects in equal measure.

And since everyone seems so intent on debating faith, it's worth noting that modern psychology and psychiatry often find themselves at odds with religious belief, ranging from views on sexuality to the fundamental question of what constitutes reality. 😉☕

I had this guy on my ward once who was absolutely convinced he was headed straight to hell. He obsessed over it until he basically snapped. Good luck trying to explain to him that two billion Christians are apparently wrong and that hell doesn't exist.

Believing in things we can't prove is just a standard, built-in feature of the human mind. The real distinction is that a person in a psychotic break can't function in daily life because of those beliefs, whereas a priest can.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kevin Nguyen3 said:🙂
Look, we could easily occupy half this forum just debating the distinction between a philosophical worldview and a scientific one. But why? Is there any point in wasting our precious time on a topic that wasn't even meant for this discussion?
If it’s cloudy today and the weather is miserable, that is an objective, universally accepted reality based on verified data. It's a fact everyone agrees on.
However, if an individual's perception of those same weather patterns shifts drastically from the norm, then we aren't talking about the weather anymore—we are talking about a change in state, be it the soul or the brain, or perhaps an illness.
In other words, it's an altered state of perception. And oh, the causes can be endless!
Whether anyone can truly possess freedom of thought depends entirely on their current psychophysical state. A thought shouldn't be able to be imprisoned or restricted, right?
But yet again, we find ourselves circling back to the patients. It is possible, and frankly, it happens quite often.
It is well known that many forms of psychosis can be kept under some sort of control nowadays; you almost think through things on autopilot.
So, let's not overcomplicate things unnecessarily.
Once that happens, the actual way one thinks and forms opinions afterward... well, it no longer has anything to do with the illness itself.

Look, in 99% of cases, people dealing with psychosis are just hallucinating stuff that isn't even there.

I'm just saying, psychiatric science isn't really aiming for "reality"—it's aiming for freedom of thought.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kevin Nguyen3 said:Hmm, I am double-posting again. My apologies.🙄
But that isn't quite right; I never claimed that the "essence" of psychosis was merely "obsessing over unrealistic things," as you suggested.
Psychosis, in one form or another, is essentially an inability to perceive reality—or perhaps more accurately, a state where the brain can no longer (or struggles significantly to) test what is real? It is a total failure of reality testing.
Everything else that accompanies it? Well, those are just the known symptoms, the inevitable consequences of such a condition.
Take hallucinations, for instance—as mentioned above. When you, or anyone else, hears or senses (a smell, a sight... any sense at all) something that simply does not exist in the physical world.
Or consider paranoia. That deep-seated conviction—that absolute belief—in various persecutions, in the idea that someone is tracking your every move in every possible way.
In short, without listing them all now, there are many such consequences.
Regarding antipsychotics—you are correct there. They nullify all those distortions, which ultimately allows for a much more objective perspective on people, events, and circumstances.
Once you begin thinking this way, you develop a sense of self-confidence; it gives you the agency to express yourself with basic freedom, the right to say something to someone even if they might not want to hear it.
And that state of being? It can persist for a lifetime, providing a foundation that prevents the need for those terrible, recurring periods of regression.

Look, "what is reality" is a philosophy question, not a scientific one. Like, someone could be convinced a demon is out to get them without being psychotic at all. I mean, good luck trying to prove demons don't exist, right?

The actual scientific question is whether that person still possesses freedom of thought.

Because a person in a psychotic state? They don't have that freedom anymore.
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Kevin Nguyen3 said:Maybe you need a little dose of Rispolept? It’s an antipsychotic designed to help you grasp reality more effectively. Not that it hands you "the truth" on a silver platter—because let's be honest, reality is entirely subjective to every single individual, isn't it? Take your own claim, for instance... that you don't dwell on matters of faith or spirituality. That is merely your perspective!
Why on earth wouldn't you give that some serious thought? And more importantly... what exactly is Rispolept *doing* there? What is the actual function? Is it truly providing value, or is it just noise? One really has to wonder about the specific mechanics at play!
Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
While you’re taking that medication—and I truly hope you need it—you really ought to take a moment. You simply must. It is a time for introspection, isn't it? One should question everything and anything that crosses the mind! And what about the spiritual side of our nutrition? The very essence of what we consume internally? Every single human being possesses an inherent, fundamental right to believe in something, or perhaps, to believe in no one at all. Is that not the most basic liberty of all?
To truly grasp the profound depth of any faith... isn't that really the ultimate Holy Grail? Something we have been chasing in vain for centuries? To actually comprehend one's own relationship with God—or, more fundamentally, to understand exactly who it is you believe in... isn't that the most vital pursuit of all?
There are simply no taboos here! Honestly, why should there be? It feels like some sort of fabricated rule, a phantom restriction cooked up just to stifle free thought and keep people from thinking for themselves. Why would anyone invent such a thing? To forbid the freedom of the mind? No, thank you! There is no such thing in this country.
Be open, truly open—but please, for heaven's sake, stay wary of those who seek to criticize just for the sake of it, or worse, those who peddle nothing but self-serving misinformation! You must constantly work to sharpen your own intellect and bolster your understanding. Isn't that the goal? To grow? I firmly believe that knowledge alone is the only way to confront any problem life throws our way. Without it, what are we left with? Nothing. Ignorance is a heavy burden; it drags you down into a pit of pure despair and anxiety. Why settle for confusion when you can pursue the truth? Knowledge is everything.

Obsessing over things that aren't even happening isn't the core of psychosis

The real kicker—the actual heart of it—is that you physically *cannot* think about anything else besides your delusions, even if you’re screaming at yourself to stop. It doesn't matter how much you want to snap out of it; your brain just won't let you. You're stuck in this loop where you're convinced people are following you or bugging your phone, and there's no way out through willpower alone.

Taking an antipsychotic is what finally gives you back your freedom of thought—it lets you actually choose what to think about again.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
William Evans10 said:How is everyone doing? I truly hope you all are faring better than we are right now. 👎
Some of you might be familiar with our current situation, while others might not be quite as aware.
To put it bluntly, we are all completely broken. My mother-in-law’s condition has taken a devastating turn; she is suffering from residual schizophrenia. After months of battling doctors, navigating the hospital system, and struggling alongside her, we have reached a breaking point. This past Saturday, she was finally hospitalized at Mayo Clinic, specifically in the emergency psychiatric ward. These last few months have been nothing short of a nightmare for our entire family. The medication she was on wasn't helping her one bit. She was taking 100 mg of Faverin at night, 10 mg of Olanzapine at night, 10 mg of Risperdal at night, and then another half of a 10 mg Risperdal tablet in the morning. While the hallucinations had subsided, she was still in a terrible state. She would just smoke and lie there. She refused to eat or engage in any activity whatsoever. She has wasted away physically. Mentally, she has deteriorated so much that she barely speaks; she can't even bring herself to laugh anymore, and she rarely even cries. Despite our endless pleas and constant running around trying to get her doctor to adjust her treatment, we haven't felt heard even five percent of the time. She also underwent psychological testing which revealed extremely high levels of psychotic ideation... and so on. To make a long story short, the results were dire. We met with her psychiatrist, who was supposed to call us once a room became available, but unfortunately, nothing happened. He hasn't called in over a month, despite our agreement that he would reach out within seven to ten days. We even showed up at the hospital with a referral from her primary care physician, and they wouldn't even admit her. Since I am not currently working, I have been staying home to care for her. She looked so frighteningly unwell that my son was actually scared of her and would run away. I have poured everything I have—every ounce of strength—into trying to help her improve, but it simply wasn't working. I have been pushed to the very edge of a nervous breakdown. And after everything, it culminated this past Saturday when she nearly jumped from the balcony because she just cannot endure living like this anymore. She is just existing, not living. I feel such profound sadness and bitterness because absolutely no one in the medical profession responded to our requests or acknowledged how much she is suffering and how bad her mental state has become. She was taking her medication religiously right before my eyes, yet there was zero progress. I didn't expect an overnight miracle, but does a person really have to wait six or seven months until they reach a point where they simply cannot go on? For the last few days, she had been calm—she wasn't being aggressive—but apparently, people have to become violent or threaten those around them just to get the help they need. She was a walking ghost, unable to help herself, and we couldn't help her either... because we aren't doctors. I tried talking to her, I fought for her, but it was futile. Now, she is in the hospital, and they started her on a new medication regimen yesterday. I haven't even gone to see her because I simply cannot handle it mentally. She looks awful; she doesn't talk, and she is almost completely immobile, unable to even get out of bed. My husband... it has hit him incredibly hard. I apologize for such a long, rambling post... but I truly don't know who else to turn to for support, as no one besides my husband understands what we are going through. 😢

I am so, so sorry for what you and your mother-in-law are going through.

If it helps at all, just know that for about a third of patients, the first round of meds misses the mark entirely—that’s just how psychiatry works sometimes. I had a buddy back in 2006 who was hospitalized three times in a single year—he spent about 10 months total in facilities—but he eventually pulled through and is working a steady job now.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kevin Nguyen3 said:Exactly.
There are certain indications—well, more like theories, really—that people are trying to prove through practical application: the idea that a patient's social standing plays a role in psychosis right from the onset and throughout their entire treatment process.
So, one of the potential causes (of which there are countless, mind you) might actually need to be sought within the realm of social psychology.
And goodness, that is a massive, complicated subject all on its own.

Look, having a low social status is definitely a risk factor that bumps up the odds of psychosis hitting, but it isn't the smoking gun. Everyone knows psychosis has a genetic component—it's that classic cocktail of DNA mixed with whatever kind of environment you're thrown into.
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kevin Nguyen3 said:At its core, this issue has a very straightforward answer.
They can.
And why? Well, because if the regression hadn't already been treated, it wouldn't even be considered a regression in the first place, would it?
Every single course of treatment creates this specific type of anxiety within the psychotherapist, fueled by narcissism. This belief—this desperate striving—that "I" can achieve what someone else failed to do... it introduces a form of countertransference where the actual effectiveness is highly questionable. The treatment just stalls out. It fails to provide the patient with any meaningful motivation to move forward, regardless of the methods used.
Not every instance of psychosis is schizophrenia, and not every case of schizophrenia manifests as psychosis. Is that clear?
When it comes to diagnostics, we are essentially living in the Stone Age, and our approach to treatment is just as primitive... it’s basically "cure them or kill them."
We throw neuroleptics at the problem, yet the actual therapy itself is missing entirely. Sure, some attempts are being made to foster better understanding, but when you look at the big picture, treating psychosis in general remains a massive, looming question mark.

So what happens when science only treats the symptoms of psychosis instead of the actual cause—especially since we don't even know what the damn cause is yet?😢
What a joke. in Psychology & Therapy ·
Brian Hayes43 said:Brian Hayes43, you’ve perfectly articulated the exact hurdles that have been holding me back as well. Or rather, they *were* holding me back, because I’ve finally made up my mind to stop being such a mess. I know that paralyzing fear all too well—that tendency to label everything as a "defense mechanism" while overthinking every little thing, retreating into lines of code for five days straight, or dealing with intimacy issues for one reason or another.

But honestly? None of it matters in the grand scheme of things. Just shake it off and seize the day. You don't even need a prescription to find your way out of the woods. I’ve been stuck in a hole so deep it's hard to describe, but I have no doubt that in six months, I’ll feel like a brand-new person. You just have to be incredibly stubborn about it. You have to identify exactly what’s missing from your life and then pursue it relentlessly. That is the only true path to happiness; there isn't some magic pill for it.

Whether this stems from how your brain processes dopamine or if it's purely a product of how you were raised is ultimately irrelevant once the situation becomes unbearable. Personally, I've always leaned toward the idea that development is shaped by a 90:10 split between genetics and upbringing.

If you ever dive deeper into whether depression is tied to genetic predispositions regarding dopamine receptors, please let me know, as I find the subject fascinating. Though, perhaps it’s better to leave it alone; people tend to overcomplicate things with theories when they should just toss those doubts aside and take whatever steps are necessary to get better.

Spot on

I've always been a huge believer in behavioral psychology—realistically, the only way we actually change is through action, you know? Like, if you want a different life, you have to actually target and shift how you behave in the real world.