cosmiclynx79 said:That's it. I'll be working at McDonald's, just like some aunt behind the register or serving drinks at a local diner.
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I deal with people all day long for work, and honestly? With what you're going through, any job involving constant social interaction is going to feel like an uphill battle. If it were me, I’d probably feel like I was "on display" behind a counter, and that level of exposure would make me incredibly uncomfortable.
I've never been the type who enjoys making small talk with strangers.
I noticed you mentioned you're already on antidepressants.
Are you just starting them, or are they not really doing the trick?
Maybe try heading back to your psychiatrist; it might be worth asking for a tweak in your treatment plan.
Dealing with these issues is going to get a lot more complicated once you're actually in the grind of a full-time job, so it would be great if you could find some relief now.