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Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
I am definitely going to give this keto diet a shot once I get back home to the States. It’s actually pretty wild to think about how it was originally designed to treat epilepsy rather than just being some trendy health fad everyone follows nowadays...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
I’ve been dealing with these absolutely brutal mood swings lately... I honestly have no idea what’s causing them, but it’s like I’m flipping between being totally miserable and feeling great five different times in just two days... (and then it flips right back again)
MLS 2022/23 Season: Part 2 in Soccer ·
Yeah, I really think they made a mistake by letting Valdasa go... it just doesn't feel right
MLS 2022/23 Season: Part 2 in Soccer ·
lonefox22 said:Yeah... honestly, the teams from the West Coast have been such a breath of fresh air for the league lately—they play with so much style and flair, it’s hard not to love it.

But then you look at the guys from Miami? Man, I mean, when they play, the entire country basically stops what it's doing just to watch them.

To be honest, I’m getting pretty tired of all that constant, cheesy sentimentality about how we’re the absolute greatest—even if we actually are... All that talk about the fans, the massive choreographies, the flares lighting up the stands, the "glory days" forever... Just let us protect our titles, grab some huge upsets in European competition, and maybe finally crush our rivals 4-0 just like they did to us last time...

And yeah, I genuinely believe we can pull it off as owners of this club, and I mean that without a hint of sarcasm... We can do it the right way, with integrity and heart...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Harold Anderson3 said:Cases like this really highlight how much schizophrenia is tied to genetics.
When you look at identical twins, if one is diagnosed, there’s about a 50% chance the other will be too. In the other 50% of cases, the second twin stays perfectly healthy.
Honestly, I don't know who has it harder—the person living with the illness, or the sibling watching their twin go through it.

That line you dropped really gave me something to chew on. I guess I’ve spent so much time stuck in my own head, feeling sorry for myself, that I didn't even realize how much my hospital stays, my outbursts, and those dark moments where I'd threaten to end it all actually took a toll on the people closest to me...

Man, this mental health stuff is just brutal... Even when you think you're finally in remission, it still haunts you...

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Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0425118/

This is such an incredible HBO series about twin brothers dealing with one brother's struggle with schizophrenia... honestly, I can't recommend it enough!

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Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
I have to admit, I actually felt way better on the depot injections than I do now that I've switched to taking the exact same medication in pill form. It’s the same combination they use for Diego—aripiprazole—and my doctor over at the Mayo Clinic even confirmed that for me...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Ethan Clark3 said:Has anyone here tried using a ketogenic diet to help manage their condition?
Over the last few years, there’s been more and more evidence suggesting that keto can really improve mental health—for some people, it has even completely cleared up schizophrenia symptoms.

In this video, a professor from Harvard breaks down exactly how it works:
Dr. Chris Palmer: Diet & Nutrition for Mental Health

According to Google:
The guest on this episode is Chris Palmer, M. D., a board-certified psychiatrist and assistant professor of psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. He discusses the vital link between nutrition, metabolism, and mental health, along with his pioneering work using the ketogenic diet to successfully treat patients with various mental illnesses, including depression and schizophrenia. Dr. Palmer explains how the ketogenic diet is an evidence-based treatment for epilepsy, mimics fasting states, and may help offset cognitive decline in Alzheimer's disease. He describes the key role mitochondria play in mental health, how certain conditions likely stem from mitochondrial dysfunction, and how low-carb diets boost mitochondrial turnover to improve mental wellness. He also covers how low-carb diets positively impact the gut microbiome and weight loss, risk factors for mitochondrial health like marijuana and alcohol, and the best ways to increase circulating ketones based on individual needs. We also touch on how a ketogenic diet affects mood, sleep, and fertility. Dr. Palmer's work offers a revolutionary approach to mental health and illness that, given the prevalence of mental health challenges, should interest people of all ages and backgrounds.

This sounds pretty fascinating, I think I'll take a look...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
I honestly think TMS could be a real game-changer for dealing with schizophrenia too...

By the way, Diego, I find myself scrolling through your posts on this sub all the time; you’re such a huge source of inspiration for those of us out here fighting our own mental health battles. 🙏

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Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Harold Anderson3 said:I've experimented with weed too, though unfortunately, I used to mix it with alcohol, which was probably worse.
I also went off my medication for about three weeks back when I had F21—which is a milder diagnosis, schizotypal disorder—even though all I really needed to do was take 10 mg of Zyprexa at night.
Just be grateful that these medications exist and that they're actually working for you.
If you've been hospitalized five times, I'm sure you've seen just about every kind of psychiatric case imaginable.
Including those folks with schizophrenia who can't even string five words together into a coherent sentence, let alone post on a forum about their struggles.
You're still relatively "fresh" to all of this, and you have so much room to grow
if you stay persistent.

And that ending is truly positive; you always have to keep fighting and never give up. Good luck. 🙂

thanks Diego for those sweet wishes, your words really did lift my spirits today! 👍
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Harold Anderson3 said:I suppose you just have to learn to live with that reality. I’ve been managing my schizophrenia for nearly thirteen years now, and if I’m being honest, the best I’ve managed to achieve is a sort of bipolar-like cycle, where my mood just swings back and forth between deep depression and feeling relatively normal (and occasionally even hitting manic highs). Even with staying strictly on top of my medication, I can't rule out those occasional, milder psychotic episodes either. If those negative symptoms are starting to feel overwhelming for you, it might be worth having a real conversation with your psychiatrist about potentially adding an antidepressant to your current regimen.

And I spend quite a lot of time "living" in the past. Just constantly ruminating on where everything went wrong or what I could have done differently...

Hopefully, things will improve. 🤷

I know that feeling all too well, though I think it's something we can work on improving. I try to tell myself to dedicate about 90% of my mental energy and focus to the present moment, leaving just the remaining 10% to deal with the past or look toward the future. It basically means trying to stay grounded in the "now," while still allowing yourself to remember where you've been and plan for where you're going.
You didn't do anything wrong; things simply turned out the way they did. Of course, it wasn't inevitable—things could have gone differently—but they didn't. It is what it is. You can't rewrite the past, but you definitely have the power to shape your future by how you handle the present.

I think I'll hold off on asking for an antidepressant for now, though, because I know firsthand how incredibly hard it can be to find the motivation to even get out of bed once you start taking them.
Plus, things aren't quite at a breaking point with my depression yet...

Harold Anderson3 said:I know that feeling all too well, but hey, it's something that can be worked on. Try to put about 90% of your focus and energy into the here and now, and then just let the other 10% cover the past and the future. It basically means staying present in the moment, while occasionally looking back or planning ahead...
You didn't do anything wrong; things just turned out the way they did. Of course, it didn't *have* to happen this way—it could have gone differently—but it didn't. This is just where we are. You can't rewrite what's already happened, and you shape your future by how you handle right now.

Everything you said makes sense, Harold, and your logic is totally sound... But the thing is, I've always been such an emotional person, and I tend to follow my heart much more than my head. I catch myself blaming myself for being sick, especially since heavy marijuana use over a long stretch was one of the triggers for my schizophrenia, not to mention that period last year when I decided to stop taking my meds on my own whim. Back then, I was only taking one pill, but now I'm on five plus a depot injection...🙂

Still, I'm still fighting this battle, and I haven't given up hope on finding a better future for myself. So, there's a little bit of positivity coming from my side after all... 🙂
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Rebecca Rivera3 said:What’s the deal with all these pills? We’re constantly feeling drowsy, dealing with dry mouth, and even facing sexual dysfunction—it seems like almost everyone I know deals with some level of that. What’s the point? Is anyone actually feeling better?
I was prescribed Paxil. I'm getting all those side effects too, especially the nausea, and I honestly can't stand them.

For me, it fluctuates quite a bit. On average, I'll have two good days followed by two rough ones.
Lately, though, the negative symptoms of schizophrenia have really been getting to me—just this heavy lack of motivation and constant depression.

And I spend way too much time "living" in the past. Just obsessing over where I went wrong in my dreams, or what I could have done differently if I had known then what I know now...

Hopefully, things will start looking up soon... 🤷
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Harold Anderson3 said:Hey there. I was actually on a similar medication, Unknown, for what felt like about seven years. Back then, it was pretty much the gold standard for treating schizophrenia. It worked relatively well for me, though I eventually transitioned over to the one I'm using now.

As for the panic attacks and anxiety, I can't say for sure, but it could definitely be a side effect of the medication, or perhaps just those lingering echoes from the initial shock of receiving an F-22 diagnosis.

There’s this common assumption that schizophrenia is the most difficult mental health condition to deal with, but honestly, that isn't necessarily true. Everything really depends on the individual case and how you define the severity of a disorder.
The most important thing is to find the right treatment plan and stay consistent with the medication.

That's definitely possible, I hadn't really looked at it from that angle before...

Harold Anderson3 said:There’s this common idea that schizophrenia is the absolute toughest mental health struggle out there, but that isn't necessarily true for everyone. It really all depends on the individual case and how you personally define what makes a disorder "heavy"...
The real key is finding the right treatment plan and sticking to the meds consistently.

It absolutely floored me when I first found out—you know, when I was reading through my discharge papers after being released from the hospital...
But I've started to come around a bit, and now I'm beginning to accept it as just part of who I am. At the end of the day, the most important thing is staying on top of the medication, because those of us dealing with F-22 really can't function without them... so, yeah, that's just life...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
Morgan Lewis said:I’ve had the same number of hospital stays and the exact same diagnosis. I've been on Xeplion depo for over two years now. My anxiety and panic attacks are totally gone,

but honestly, I still have to take diazepam at night just to crash—mostly because the Xeplion keeps me way too wired. But if I’m being real, the thing that bugs me the most is having to rely entirely on a nurse to give me my injection.

Especially lately with everything going on with COVID-19 and all the staff rotations, you really notice when some nurses don't actually know what they're doing. Since the liquid is so thick, if they don't do it right, it's a mess.

And even when they *do* know how, sometimes they're just completely checked out or distracted, and then I end up feeling "sick" for three whole days afterward.

Thanks for getting back to me, Morgan Lewis. 🙂

I honestly don't know... I'm just feeling this underlying wave of anxiety, and I think it might be linked to the Xeplion, because I've been on it for nearly five years now, and it was only back when I first started it that I used to have those sudden panic attacks.

On top of the depot, I'm also taking a few other things—Depakote Chrono 300mg once in the morning and twice at night, plus 10mg of Olanzapine and 5mg of Aripiprazole every evening.

My regimen is pretty heavy right now because I was actually discharged from the hospital relatively recently... my last stay was less than three months ago, which happened because I made the huge mistake of stopping my oral meds on my own initiative. 🤦 That was a fatal error on my part...
Schizophrenia - General Discussion in Psychology & Therapy ·
I figured I should jump in here and join the conversation too. I’ve been spending quite a bit of time reading through this thread,

So, I was recently diagnosed with schizophrenia, which comes after my fifth time being hospitalized... Once the initial shock finally wore off, I started to slowly wrap my head around the fact that this is just my reality now.

I wanted to reach out and see if anyone else here is taking Xeplion depo, and if you are, have you dealt with any side effects like increased anxiety or panic attacks?
Nickname change (read first post!) in Forum Help! ·
Hey, would it be okay if I changed my username to fadedhound86?

? 🙂

Sure thing. Just reach out to Nice...
Offside Chat Archives (2014-2021) in Soccer ·
Has anyone else here actually sat down and watched The Tree of Life? If you have, I’m dying to know what you thought about it... For me, it’s honestly one of those rare films that sits right at the very top of my all-time favorites list.
Bad Boys in Fans ·
Daniel Carter9 said:He was definitely more vocal about that whole mess regarding the curriculum reforms and the pushback against certain script changes...

And that’s without any of that nonsense from Shaka Zulu or those Viva folks either...

There was pushback against that curriculum reform in basically every major city across the country... and now I’m sitting here Googling all this stuff about the opposition to using the Cyrillic alphabet, and honestly, the numbers people are throwing around are all over the place. It feels like behind both of those movements, there were just deep-seated political agendas at play... and that protest down by the waterfront? That was nothing more than a bunch of junkies, hooligans, and street thugs running the show...

At the end of the day, it just doesn't really matter...
Bad Boys in Fans ·
ironheron17 said:Look, let’s get real here... how many of your buddies in the stands actually claimed this was all just some made-up nonsense, especially when you guys were packing out the stadium against big clubs over the last few years? Sure, maybe Real Madrid had their moments where they could fill the seats, but let's be honest about the numbers. How many actual Juventus season ticket holders live right here in Miami? You guys have even said yourselves how small that group is compared to the rest of California... honestly, stop filling your heads with this stuff. For most fans, going to a Juventus game is just a regular social thing, a way to show up and give those guys from D.C. hell... And while you might still lead the pack in attendance, that doesn't mean much when you consider what's happening in D.C.; the only club Zasad where you can actually say there's a decent, normal atmosphere is the Portland Timbers.

Thanks for the input...

I was actually talking about that protest down on the waterfront. That was easily the biggest demonstration we've seen in America in the last fifteen years...😉
Bad Boys in Fans ·
Alexander Perez36 said:There are millions of them out there, you know, people who just don't get how much trouble they cause... and I honestly don't think I'll ever be able to forget that whole mess when the Tampa Bay Buccaneers were facing bankruptcy. It was absolute madness; those tailgaters took to the streets and started threatening an all-out civil war right in the middle of the city. They targeted anyone who even suggested that the local government should be using that money for schools or kindergartens instead... they basically silenced anyone with a different opinion by threatening to burn down the city council members if they didn't vote for the loan. Traffic was completely paralyzed throughout the entire city because of it... it was just pure chaos...
Honestly, if you look at how things usually work across most of the US—even in those smaller, less sophisticated towns—a club stuck in a situation like this would be kicked out of the league and banned from international competition immediately. But with you guys, it feels like it's just one more time where the rules and regulations don't seem to apply... 👍

🤣🤣🤣

I remember being right there at the stadium back then, and I overheard someone say that more people were showing up to watch the games than actually attending Los Angeles Lakers matchups during their Champions League runs... it was honestly wild to hear... 🤣

It honestly kills you, doesn't it? Seeing the tailgaters down in Miami like that... it’s more than just sports, it’s this whole incredible subculture that’s been built over generations. It really stings when you see forty thousand people show up together in one go, while you guys can't even manage to get a thousand people out to protest Mamić in a massive city like that... it’s just sad to watch...

It’s just a total collapse, honestly... first you see those old-school Tampa Bay Buccaneers jerseys being brought out like some nostalgic tribute, and now you've got people celebrating goals alongside the very same crowd that was actually targeting you... It’s wild. It feels like just how the Buccaneers developed this massive obsession with the Los Angeles Lakers, you guys are always going to have this deep-seated complex regarding the tailgaters...