Brenda Johnson68
Active Member
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joined Jul 2017
Greetings, everyone..
Fortunately, I haven’t had any issues with hemorrhoids up until now (though they aren't exactly worth mentioning), but suddenly, they've made an appearance. And they've arrived in a particularly nasty way, if you ask me..
The thing is, since I'm undergoing chemotherapy (I've finished the second of six sessions), I've run into hemorrhoid problems due to the diarrhea that consistently hits me three or four days after chemo. I have to stop it with some unknown medication just so I don't lose all my electrolytes. Then, once that's managed, I end up constipated for as many days as I go without taking something like an unknown laxative to get things moving. It's this constant cycle of diarrhea followed by constipation that triggered the hemorrhoids.
But they weren't really an issue during the first round.
The trouble started when I decided to combine that laxative with a probiotic on the same day. After six days of absolutely nothing happening... well, you can imagine what kind of disaster that turned out to be..
And then came the real nightmare: such intense urgency and pressure, yet nothing would come out.. I felt like I was being torn apart.. I saw stars. There was burning and deep internal pain, and then finally, one tiny little hemorrhoid about the size of a fingernail popped out..
And blood.. for the first time in my life.. I was terrified. Thankfully, the bleeding stopped quickly and hasn't happened again, thank God..
But.. I feel like I've seriously damaged things inside from straining so hard. When I whistle, there's this internal pressure that irritates the hemorrhoids.. and don't even get me started on when I have to go to the bathroom. The probiotic turns everything into mush, and then it burns like hell..
I've decided I am NOT taking probiotics anymore. Instead, I'll just have a little yogurt every day and stick strictly to soups, stews, cooked vegetables, and meat—no bread. We'll see how that goes. Because right now, it feels like I might have a prolapse, though I really hope not.. and my stools aren't loose.
So, my main issue is this sensation that something is protruding where it shouldn't be (maybe I need to push the hemorrhoid back in?), along with the burning and pain that persists even when I'm whistling... 😲 Yeah.. even when I'm whistling..😢
I suppose the slight pressure from gravity while urinating pushes those internal hemorrhoids outward, causing them to scrape and hurt.. Has anyone else ever heard of that..?!? 😲
It's awful.. This just started today. I'm not a chronic sufferer like most of you, but I'm terrified this stupid chemo is going to turn me into one..
So, here is the jackpot question: which cream or gel should be applied internally, and which one is for external use, to soothe this pain, scraping, and burning??
Just please don't tell me to take more pills; I'm already taking far too many, and I don't know where else I could possibly fit them into my schedule.. 🙂
Sorry for the long post, but I am completely fed up with these side effects. I'm trying to fight through them, but this is TRULY HORRIBLE when you feel like your guts are about to fail and everything is stinging and burning..
P.S. Honestly, I think labor pains are mild compared to this.. I have NEVER experienced pain quite like this..
Help me, people! Seriously, what do I apply externally and what goes internally..??
I would be incredibly grateful for any answers! 🙂