#81 ·
Alright, here’s the deal: I had nose surgery about a year and a half ago. I’ve dealt with insecurities about my nose my entire life because it was crooked and had this massive hump right in the middle. I went under the knife with a highly respected surgeon who did an absolutely stellar job. Before the actual procedure, I had consultations where he walked me through the plan—exactly what he would do, how he’d do it, and helped me define the look I was going for. The surgery itself lasted a little over three hours under general anesthesia. When I finally came to, my nose felt incredibly heavy, my lips were swollen shut, and I couldn't say a word. All I could manage to mutter was how freezing cold I felt. I didn't feel any pain during that first day since the anesthesia was still lingering. I wouldn't even dare look in a mirror; I just stayed in bed all day. Once the anesthesia wore off that evening, though? The pain hit hard. It felt like my entire head was being crushed—like someone was using a meat grinder on my nose or parked a semi-truck on my skull. No pill on earth can touch that kind of pain. The following days were even worse. You’re starving, but you can’t open your mouth. Your palate, nose, cheeks, eyes—everything swells up more by the hour. The peak was when a hematoma formed around my eye. That was the moment I finally looked in the mirror. Honestly, I looked like I’d been in a major car accident. Purple bruises everywhere, a swollen face, lips looking like they were injected with silicone, and half my face covered in plastic and gauze. You can't eat, you can't shower, and you can't even dress yourself. After three weeks, they removed the packing. It feels like someone is yanking things straight out of your sinuses—painful, but over quickly. About a month and a half later, the casts and bandages came off. The result was stunning. A perfectly straight nose with just a very slight, natural slope. My lips look better now, too, and my eyes seem larger because they actually stand out. The nose is beautiful. The recovery path was grueling. There were stitch removals, getting silicone plates taken out, and constant follow-up appointments. My case was complicated; it wasn't just cosmetic, it was functional too. They had to widen the nostrils, fix the septum, and smooth out the bridge. My doctor told me it was one of the toughest procedures of his career, but he did a hell of a job. Everything finally settled down after about three months. Even now, I have to be careful not to take a hit to the face. All in all, it isn't easy. You need nerves of steel and a lot of patience (shoutout to Mom for helping me through), but I don't regret a single second. In fact, for this result, I'd go through the whole thing again. I hope this helps some of you, and I hope I didn't scare you off too much. Just keep in mind that my surgery wasn't your run-of-the-mill cosmetic tweak. Kisses. 👋