#61 ·
Oh man, I can’t even tell you how much of a weight has been lifted off my shoulders just knowing I’m not the only one going through this... I mean, I know deep down it’s probably doing me more harm than good, but honestly, when I really need to grind and get some studying done, I just reach for that garbage stuff anyway. At first, it feels absolutely incredible—everything is just 10/10, I feel totally hyperactive, completely wired and ready to tackle every single textbook on my desk, you know? But then, the second that initial rush starts to dip even just a tiny bit—boom—I am straight-up in a coma. It’s this heavy, foggy feeling in my head, my heart starts racing like crazy, I get the shakes, and I’m freezing cold, like my feet are literal blocks of ice, and I just start panicking about everything! Plus, I am so incredibly exhausted, but there’s absolutely no way I can actually fall asleep because my brain just won't shut up... Ugh, seriously, what is it about coffee that does this to us?? 🙂