Olivia Harris
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joined Apr 2010
So, I went to see my OB-GYN for an ultrasound, and everything checked out perfectly fine... though she did offer that classic, weary consolation that the pain would finally subside once I actually give birth. Honestly? As if I could just go out and schedule a delivery just to find some relief from this misery.
When it comes to eating, things get pretty grim during my period; I can barely stomach anything, let alone enjoy a meal. I have to practically force myself to swallow a few bites just so I can manage to take a pill. And don't even get me started on Advil or similar painkillers—they’ve become completely useless because my body has built up such a tolerance from overusing them. The worst part is that the agony doesn't wait for my period to arrive; I start feeling it a full week beforehand, which means I end up spending two entire weeks essentially poisoning my system with various medications, all while dealing with a stomach that’s become incredibly sensitive to the constant chemical onslaught.
I didn't take any pills at all last month because I had already exhausted every option in my arsenal, so I just spent those days languishing in bed, trying my best to simply survive. This month, however, a friend of my sister gave me some prescription medication she had left over. I took three tablets right at the start and just collapsed into sleep, and for the first time since my periods began, I actually had a decent night's rest. It was a miracle, really—the first time I haven't been woken by pain. But now, I only have two tablets left, and it's only the second day of my cycle and I have to head into campus for classes. I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off. I suppose I'll just have to hope for the best, push through this month, and then demand a real consultation with my doctor to find a solution that actually works.