Carl Rivera43
Veteran
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joined Mar 2016
Honestly, even at 26, I sometimes feel like I’m pushing 40 or maybe even older. And it isn't because I've lived through some wild lifetime experiences—though let's be real, most high schoolers today have seen way more than they should have just by being out in the world. It's actually because of how much I've read, listened to, and watched.
But would I want to live for 500 years? You bet I would! That would mean a much longer youth (well, at least the kind you feel in your heart) and way more chances to truly figure out who I am. You might think I'm being selfish, but I see it as a way to grow alongside other people.
Think about it: more time means more opportunities to meet new people, and surely, among them, I'd find those who genuinely care.
Now, for the slightly realistic—and maybe a little pessimistic—part. Sure, there will be people who try to screw me over. Some might even do it subconsciously or subtly. But hey, as a moderate optimist, I’ll always give the benefit of the doubt and place my trust in the people who actually matter.
Materialism and the whole rat race thing doesn't really move the needle for me. I'm used to patience, waiting, and taking the long road. I'm comfortably middle class, and honestly, I don't need mansions or guard dogs (or paparazzi hiding in the bushes nearby). Instead, I'm focusing on being ready for whatever surprises life throws my way.
And get this: every now and then, I lean a little toward narcissism. If I had 500 years, maybe I'd finally have enough time to fix that and balance things out a bit better.
We've been moving since the day we were born, right? So, holding onto good memories and living in the moment is what gives me hope for a better today. And frankly, a better today matters even more than a better tomorrow.