Richard Walker79 said:Let’s skip the endless debate over who’s right or wrong. Just lay out what you’ve learned. Put your insights into words, no matter how they come out. I promise, those of us who have been through it will get exactly what you mean.
1. The realization that nobody actually owns anything—not even their own body. It means we either possess everything or absolutely nothing at all.
I have this feeling that everything I ever "knew," I've always known. It just took finally "becoming aware" of those truths and stripping away the "social-religious" layers stuck in my head.😁
And I don't just mean Christianity—I mean everything: Buddhism, modern spirituality, Yogi stuff, etc. All these disciplines demand constant work to reach some goal...
Then one day, I stumbled upon a book called "I Am" from some "association" run by a woman named Germain...
It was something similar to Ramana Maharshi's "Who Am I?" but written in Western language and wasn't quite as "pure." But before that:
In the relatively "clean" books regarding "astral projection," they used to point to different levels of "consciousness": physical, astral, mental, and then spiritual as the peak...
Naturally, they claimed the spiritual level was the highest state anyone could reach.
Books about Yogi said similar things, and those local "spiritual schools" preached about the death of the ego...
Some talked about "bridges" and whatnot...
One group would say one thing was true while another said it was false—if you followed one path, you were supposedly doomed to fail. That’s how they taught each other.
Recalling all this RIGHT NOW: averaging out all that nauseating mental garbage makes me feel an indescribable sense of disgust and dread.
That trash was slowly swept away through a long process of communicating with "standardized knowledge" (John, Zen, Maharshi, etc.), though I have to admit I haven't actually finished reading a single book on the subject in my life. It was more of an "internal dialogue"—an mental overhaul, a cleaning process... sometimes it was incredibly hard, right on the edge of depression and such...
Basically, it was just uncovering what had been known deep down inside all along.