Robin Lopez2 said:Seriously, what kind of high are you chasing if you think having schizophrenia is a joke? 😉 Psychosis can actually feel quite pleasant if you just let your thoughts drift without fighting them.😁
I find myself staring at the screen—wondering if I should even bother engaging with this—but I truly cannot wrap my head around this whole mess regarding narcotics and schizophrenia. It’s all such a tangled, murky web—the way one seems to feed into the other, or perhaps just unmasks what was already lurking beneath the surface. Is it a direct trigger? A catalyst? Or is it simply that we’re looking at two different sides of the same tragic coin? I’ve spent far too many late nights reading through medical journals and listening to the endless, circular debates in various forums, and frankly, the more I learn, the less certain I feel about anything. It’s a dizzying cycle of cause and effect that feels more like a labyrinth than a science.
Psychosis... honestly, it’s a dark, messy business—not something I’d ever wish on my worst enemy—and thank Bill Gates for that.
I can't say I’m exactly enjoying the peace and quiet—it’s almost unsettling, really—but at least I am currently free from those psychotic thoughts. It’s a strange sort of emptiness—an absence of the usual mental chaos—that leaves me wondering if the silence is a blessing or merely the calm before some inevitable, much louder storm.
I find myself wondering—though perhaps I am simply too old and jaded for my own good—whether posts of this particular variety stem from a fundamental lack of maturity... or if there is some other, more complex psychological root at play here. It is a question that lingers, much like a bad cup of coffee from a roadside diner in Nebraska, refusing to leave one's mind.
Either it’s some sort of psychological break—which, frankly, I wouldn't put past them—but either way, I just can't stand it.
Greetings.👋