Posts by fadedbear92

George Sullivan7 said:My doctor has seen me through all sorts of phases—I mean, different mental states—so she doesn't even make a big deal out of anything anymore. She knows I'm not playing games regardless of where I'm at. Like, if her notes say Ativan for my liver stuff but my back is killing me (since I deal with that too) and I ask for something like Klonopin or Ativan instead to help relax the muscles, she just writes it. It's really down to the doctor, though, and also us patients. If you can actually communicate like a normal human being, it works, but let's face it, sometimes we patients are just totally stuck in our own heads.

Anyway, Rejo, how long have you been on Qapin? And are you taking a stabilizer with it, or just the antidepressant plus that? Not trying to pry or anything! But like I said, I'm right on the edge of changing my whole regimen, and I refuse to give up my eglonyl, even if I never sleep again🤣. I just wish I could talk to my doctor properly and actually argue my case for why I want or don't want certain things. This Fluzepam thing she gave me is basically useless when combined with the Depakote Chrono she prescribed last week for stabilization and sleep. I've got another appointment next week.

I should probably dig out my medical records, but I think they go back about two years.
Yeah, I'm taking a stabilizer, Klonopin, plus an antidepressant, Effexor.😒😉

George Sullivan7 said:I'm reading through all this and honestly, my experience is the complete opposite. It’s wild how much this stuff varies from person to person. Xanax does absolutely nothing for me except make me act totally hysterical. I’ve never had that happen with Helex, so if it’s a choice between those three, I’m picking Helex every single time. When I take Xanax, I feel like a squirrel on amphetamines. It’s a terrible feeling, especially since it's supposed to actually calm a person down.

My primary care doctor always prescribes me the exact same thing my buddy mentioned. Heck, I’ve even had pharmacists ask me which one of those three I want—like, if they're low on Helex, they'll politely ask if I want Xanax or Misar. And I always give them the same answer: "No thanks, I'll just go to the next pharmacy."

Yeah, it's true—everything is highly individual. There were times when Xanax was the absolute gold standard for my anxiety and panic attacks, whereas during those periods when Xanax was scarce in the US, Helex would sedate me way too fast and way too hard.
As for doctors, it really depends on the physician. Thank God I don't have any issues—mine writes the prescription exactly as my therapist instructs—but then there are some who just won't budge. Is it because they're scared? (According to insurance guidelines, they should probably be prescribing generics rather than name brands since they're cheaper), or maybe they've made a deal with some big pharma company to push one specific brand? Who knows... unfortunately, anything goes.

David Jackson22 said:Ray, look, I've actually been on Tegretol for ten years straight. I get my labs checked every six months, and even though one of my liver enzymes went up a little bit, it wasn't anything major, so I'm still taking it. My doctor thinks there's no reason to stop the treatment because of that, and my internist backed him up too. It's only if those enzyme levels shoot way up that you actually have to quit.

David, I honestly can't remember why we stopped using it—maybe it was during that rough patch when Effexor completely wrecked me and no hypnotics would touch it, I don't know
but I do recall we tried bringing it back into the routine once, only for me to develop a hell of an allergy. I had this intense itching all over my body, so my doctor, naturally, had to take me off it.

George Sullivan7 said:Hmm, sounds pretty bleak then. But hey, I guess if it at least works for a little while at the start, that's something. Plus, there's always QAnon pins to keep me busy. Maybe. 🤔

You really don't need to worry about the Q-pin; I've been using it for quite a while now and it completely cleared up my insomnia.
I used to take Tegretol, which worked wonders for getting me to sleep—though you have to be incredibly careful with it. You have to keep a close eye on your liver enzyme levels via regular blood work every three months; if those numbers spike, you have to stop taking it immediately.

restlesstrucker15 said:In my experience, 🙂 nothing really worked for me from the Dormicum. They gave me three different injections in the operating room to try and get me to sleep. After the second one, everyone was staring at me because I was still wide awake, until the anesthesiologist finally admitted they needed to give me more. It was a surreal sensation. One moment you're conscious, and then suddenly, there is just a total blackout—sleep and beautiful dreams. 🙂

Skicka FR

First off, you're alive, which is what matters most.🎉🎉🎉
Second, at least they found a way to actually get you under.😒
Third, I'm wishing you a really speedy recovery.🙂🙂

Kimberly Morris said:Hey guys, quick question for the group.

My stepcousin’s had a rough run lately—lost her mom, her dad, and her sister all within just a few months. It was brutal. Naturally, she spiraled into this constant state of anxiety and nerves. She’s been seeing psychiatrists left and right, basically cycling through every med on the pharmacy shelf, and honestly? She says the only thing that actually touches the nerve is Misar.

So, she’s 58 years old and has basically decided this is her life now—she’ll take it whenever she needs to and just accept that she can't function without it anymore. Okay. Whatever.

So, she finally hit the 1.5 mg daily mark. She was taking two 0.25 mg pills—splitting them up between morning, afternoon, and night—and honestly, that dose kept her running smooth for the last two or three years.

So, about a month ago, her primary doctor switched her over to Misar 1 mg SR. They told her she only needs to take it once in the morning and once at night. Apparently, they didn't see the point in letting her poison herself with six pills a day when she can get the job done with just two. 🙂 Makes total sense to me too...

But seriously, she’s telling me she feels like she’s in a total coma right now. Like, Misar isn't even doing anything for her at all. The anxiety keeps slamming back, the panic attacks are hitting, and she’s terrified to even step outside and face people—she just wants to rot in bed all day. She told her doctor about it, and honestly? He totally lost his mind. He basically told her she was making it all up, claiming that regular Misar and Misar SR are the exact same thing. He actually had the nerve to say the only difference is that the standard one hits you instantly while the other one just releases slowly throughout the day. Unbelievable.

She only told me because she knows I've actually been through this before. 🙂 Honestly, I think her whole meltdown is actually spot on... What do you guys reckon?

Since we're talking about SR—which stands for slow release—it means the medication works for a full 24 hours. That’s exactly why you don't need those "immediate release" pills that wear off in a few hours and force you to take another dose constantly.
She probably just panicked because she used to be able to grab a pill whenever she felt an attack coming, and now she's restricted to just morning and night. Try talking it through with her—maybe you can help calm her nerves.

Jeffrey Green732 said:Hi everyone, I’ve been reading through your posts for a while now, though I don’t think I’ve actually posted anything myself until today. I guess I'm looking for some advice... someone very close to me is experiencing hallucinations and some pretty intense delusions. They have an official diagnosis, though they aren't entirely sure of the specifics—it's schizophrenia with depression, plus PTSD. Mostly, I'm wondering how I should handle things, specifically regarding the ideas they share with me. Just recently, they were describing what they see and what they believe to be true, and it honestly left me feeling quite overwhelmed. Usually, I just try to ignore it and we act like everything is fine... but during our talk just now, I said something like: "Do you realize this isn't real? Your brain is playing tricks on you... try to think logically, this can't be true." I stopped there, though, because I started thinking about how I would feel if someone told me that what I was seeing with my own eyes wasn't actually real. So, if anyone could tell me, should I keep ignoring these episodes, or should I encourage these kinds of conversations? Also, has anyone dealt with Zyprexa not working for them? It stopped being effective for them, so now they are on Risperdal and Cogentin, along with an antidepressant. I've been reading up on Zyprexa and it sounds so helpful that I almost feel bad it didn't work. Regardless, the hallucinations are still happening regularly, even with the Risperdal. Is there anything else worth trying? I'm starting to lose hope... please forgive me if I've phrased anything poorly, feel free to delete this

Maybe these tips will help you.
Patients and their families

There is also a forum thread here.

restlesstrucker15 said:Come on, just stay brave. It is perfectly normal that you’re struggling to sleep while navigating this new situation, and there is nothing wrong with using Miller to help you get some rest. Once you eventually settle into this new routine, you will find you can sleep just fine without it. 🙂

I have a hospital appointment scheduled for this Sunday, which includes anesthesia. 😢 The doctor told me I could take whatever I need, morning or afternoon—whether it’s Normabel or Xanax—and then they'll provide Dormicum tonight to help me sleep. Hopefully, I'll actually be able to drift off. 😢
Another morning, and half the dormitory is already awake before my surgery. Honestly, I’m starting to wonder how I’m going to handle all of this hitting me at once.

Skickas fr

Everything is going to be just fine! Good luck, Zvonx!!!!🙂🙂🙂

Jason Vaughn482 said:I had such high hopes for this, but honestly, he barely said anything of substance.

Honestly, I don't know why anyone would expect anything intelligent from this guy. The only point I can actually get behind is
how we’re all essentially guinea pigs—at least until medical science develops better screening methods to check our neurotransmitter levels so doctors can prescribe the right medication immediately.
In the US, people are already incredibly hesitant to even see a psychiatrist, so imagine how they took his comments! According to him, everyone should probably visit a GP, a counselor, and various support groups before ever stepping foot in a psych clinic. Plus, he barely even mentioned psychotherapy. If he isn't cut out for the job he's doing, thank Bog there are others who actually are. He should just step away from psychiatry and specialize in orthopedics instead—since he clearly thinks they're jealous of him anyway.🤮

restlesstrucker15 said:Reese 🙂 It has been two years since I last used it. At one point, I found out about my situation, and then there was the matter of surgery—I wasn't about that life. I actually still have a box sitting at home. About a month ago, I tested myself with one, and honestly, it didn't hit me as hard as I expected. It’s quite something, considering I haven't touched it in nearly two years. Still, I know it will knock me right out. 🙂 I am simply hoping that I will be permitted to take my Xanax on the day of the party; otherwise, I find myself seriously considering staying home. 🙂 But then again, they probably have some actual experience dealing with this kind of thing.

Skicka FR

When I went in for my surgery, I wasn't allowed to take any medication for a day or two beforehand. On the drive to the hospital, I was having such bad panic attacks—my nurse could barely even get my blood pressure to stabilize, and she told me if I didn't calm down, the doctor wouldn't be able to proceed with the procedure.
I suppose it varies from doctor to doctor, so I really hope you don't end up having my kind of "luck"😲🙄

Kimberly Morris said:It’s day 14 since I went cold turkey on my Celexa because of the pregnancy.

For the last two days, it’s been a total mess—diarrhea, restlessness, feeling totally detached from reality, fever, zero motivation, depression, and full-blown panic attacks. Oh, and vomiting, but honestly, I’m pretty sure that’s just early pregnancy kicking in.

Both my psychiatrist and my OBGYN have been completely useless to me this week. I have no clue who I can actually turn to.

I can't even tell which symptoms are coming from the pregnancy and which ones are just the withdrawal hitting me.

Has anyone else here dealt with quitting antidepressants out of nowhere?

I'm seriously terrified that I'm actually going to lose my mind from stopping so fast.🙂

Go to the Emergency Psychiatric Clinic immediately.

Richard Diaz50 said:Perhaps... I don't know—I was quite fragile during my childhood, to be honest.
Someone pointed out to me that my situation actually has psychological roots—basically, I don't allow myself the luxury of getting sick because I'm constantly buried under work deadlines—it’s that classic perfectionism trap.
I feel like my mental health struggles—it’s a real uphill battle—are honestly keeping me from making any real progress in life. 🤔
Who might have more insight... but thanks anyway. 😉

What's your diagnosis, and what kind of meds or therapy are you doing?

restlesstrucker15 said:That’s just wonderful. I’m sure my anesthesiologist will be absolutely thrilled to hear that I was officially on Dalmane for a full year due to chronic insomnia. Still, I trust they’ll find a way to knock me out. They have to. I suppose that is just how they handle addicts—treating everything with such clinical indifference, isn't it?

Skicka FR

restlesstrucker15, are you saying you didn't realize how Dalmane works before surgery?😲
Don't sweat it—they'll put you out like a baby. Just make sure you're upfront with the anesthesiologist about every single pill you've taken; I'm pretty sure you already know that part.😉

Richard Diaz50 said:I’m not entirely sure if this is the right place for this kind of thing—it just felt like the closest fit—so here goes...

From a medical perspective, how normal is it to go over a year without catching even a common cold, let alone the flu? It’s been freezing lately, and we’ve had rain hitting the windows seemingly non-stop...
The only time my nose actually runs is when I'm crying 🙄
(That's aside from my chronic headaches—though everyone tells me it's just stress 🤔 since all my lab results come back perfectly fine)
The people in my household get sick a few times a year, which seems totally standard given immune drops and stuff like that...
But what about me? It just feels a little bit strange 🙂

If anyone else has run into something similar, or if you've experienced this yourself, I'd really appreciate it if you could share

Just a strong immune system?😉

Robin Hernandez8 said:So... why on earth aren't Cersan and Sanval working together? I mean, look, I’m definitely no expert—I'm just out here playing pretend like I actually know what I'm talking about. Gosh, I can be so full of myself sometimes, haha! 😵
So, here’s the thing... I actually tried that cocktail without any Sanval in it, and honestly? Nothing. Zip. Zilch. Then I gave it a shot without the Cerson, and still... nothing happens. It’s like it just doesn't hit the spot at all. I guess... maybe... if I were to just cut out the Cerson entirely and then try bumping up the Q-pin even higher, that might actually do something? It’s probably a long shot, but who knows, maybe that's the trick to making it work.

I guess if I actually sat down with my therapist and laid everything out on the table... I don't know, it probably wouldn't end well. It feels like a bad move. And honestly? I doubt they’d even be able to help much by just handing me some perfect little prescription cocktail. They just don't seem to get it. Like, they don't realize that I can't exactly spend an entire week sipping on some carefully balanced, "reasonable" dosage they've concocted... because at the end of the day, it just doesn't put me to sleep. It just doesn't work like that for me.

I suppose I should probably start by saying that... well, I don't even know if there's much to say about rejoflajt. It feels like one of those things where you just kind of stare at it for a second, wondering if you missed the point entirely, though maybe I did. I guess. Anyway, it’s just sitting there, isn't it? Just sort of existing. I mean, I could ramble on about it, I really could, but what would be the point? Maybe I'm overthinking it. I probably am. Always am. Regardless, it's just... yeah. There it is. kaže:
So, I was just sitting here thinking... what exactly is the reason behind someone taking a 100 mg Q-pin? I mean, I guess there isn't one single answer, right? It really depends on the person, I suppose. Maybe it's for chronic pain management, or perhaps someone is dealing with something much more intense that requires a specific dosage level. It’s kind of a heavy question when you think about it, honestly. I'm just wondering about the motivation behind that specific strength.
I mean... is there even a person here? I guess I’m just talking to myself at this point, maybe? It feels a bit like shouting into a canyon out in the Rockies, honestly. Just... empty space. Anyway, hello? Is anyone actually around?

I’ve been reading about... I mean, I was just sitting here, scrolling through some articles, and I started reading about... well, it's hard to even put into words, but I've been diving deep into this topic lately. It's one of those things that just grabs you, I guess. You start with one small thing, maybe a headline or a quick snippet, and before you know it, you're three hours down a rabbit hole. I suppose it's a bit of a distraction, really, but a fascinating one. Anyway, I was just thinking... I guess I should probably start by saying that I don't really know much about this specific topic... I mean, I've read a little bit, but I'm certainly no expert. It’s all just a bit overwhelming, isn't it? Anyway, I was thinking about how things seem to be shifting lately, especially with how everyone is reacting to the news coming out of D.C. It feels like everything is moving so fast, almost too fast to keep up with, if that makes sense. Maybe I'm just overthinking it, though. I tend to do that. But there's just this sense of... I don't even know, a certain tension in the air? It's hard to put my finger on it. I suppose we'll just have to wait and see how it all unfolds, won't we? Hopefully, things settle down eventually. That would be nice.So, I was looking into Nitrazepam the other day—it’s part of that benzodiazepine family, you know? It basically works as a hypnotic and a sedative, plus it has some anticonvulsant properties too. I guess... maybe it's a little less effective when you're looking at it for muscle relaxation or as an anti-anxiety med, though it still does something there. As for what it's actually used for clinically... well, the therapeutic indications are...

I guess... I don’t know, it’s just one of those things where everything seems to pile up at once, right? Like, you’re dealing with all this constant overstimulation—just way too much noise and activity everywhere—and then the anxiety starts creeping in. And honestly, it's a bit of a cycle. You've got the worry, the nagging little conflicts with people, that heavy feeling of being totally burnt out... it’s just a lot of stress. It really wears you down. And then, when you finally lay your head down, your brain just won't shut off. Everything feels so tense, and you're just exhausted, yet somehow, sleep feels miles away. Maybe it's just me, but it's like the more stressed you get, the harder it is to actually rest. It's tough.
So, I’ve been thinking lately... about those organic sleep disorders—you know, the ones where it isn't just about stress or having too much caffeine before bed, but something actually physical going on under the hood? It's a bit heavy, I guess. But regarding that whole thing... about using additional therapies to help manage it... well, I feel like there's so much more to explore there. Maybe it's worth looking into supplemental approaches, though I suppose everyone's body reacts so differently. It’s a lot to wrap one's head around, really.
So, I was reading up on epilepsy the other day—it’s such a heavy topic, isn't it?—and specifically those myoclonic seizures in kids. It's just... well, it's a lot to process. You have things like West syndrome and Lennox-Gastaut syndrome popping up in the medical literature, and honestly, it feels so overwhelming when you start digging into the complexities of how these neurological patterns manifest in little ones. I guess it's one of those things where you realize just how much goes on beneath the surface, even when everything seems quiet. It's quite intense, really. Maybe that's why it feels so daunting for families navigating the diagnosis.

I mean, I honestly think I might be the most hooked on Sanval and Mirzatene out of everyone here. It’s a bit much, I guess. I only actually started taking them recently, too... just lately, really.
So, I actually started on Q-Pin pretty recently... you know, right after they phased out Cerson? And before that whole thing, it was Sanval. But honestly, I don't know... I'm just not feeling the Q-Pin combined with Mirzaten. At least, not at these specific doses—taking the 100 along with the 60. It just doesn't seem to be doing much for me. I guess. Maybe it's just me, but I'm really not sure.

You're playing around with some pretty heavy-duty meds here; you really need to have an honest talk with your doctor ASAP.

Robin Hernandez8 said:Right now, I’m hanging on by a thread with a mix of 100 Q-Pin, 60 Remeron, 10 Sanval, and 5 Cerson.

I honestly feel like I’m running out of options... even this specific combination is probably going to stop working for me in about a week.
What I really need is just a few months of stability without having to go through a detox, but man, that feels totally impossible right now!
Just one single night without my meds? It's absolute hell.

What are you taking the 100mg Q-Pin for?
And the Cerson?

I was looking up Cerson: "Nitrazepam belongs to the benzodiazepine class. It acts as a hypnotic, sedative, and anticonvulsant. Its muscle relaxant and anti-anxiety effects are somewhat milder"...."Therapeutic indications include

- sleep disturbances caused by overstimulation, anxiety, worry, conflict, tension, fatigue, and stress
- organic sleep disorders (as adjunctive therapy)
- epilepsy (myoclonic seizures in children, West syndrome, Lennox syndrome)"

Kimberly Morris said:Thanks restlesstrucker15, I'll keep you posted.

So, while I was off my meds, things got pretty dark. It wasn't just the depression and anxiety; I was having panic attacks so bad I couldn't even get out of bed. I was losing like 2 pounds a day just from the stress. But the worst part? These intrusive thoughts kept popping up—like, what if I actually hurt someone? It was especially terrifying because it focused on kids. I come from a huge family and have a massive circle of friends and godchildren; I adore those kids and they absolutely love me. That thought alone was just soul-crushing. When I brought this up to my doctor, she brushed it off as "just anxiety" and put me on unknown, which honestly did nothing for me. Still, I can't shake the fear that these thoughts might be early signs of schizophrenia or some other kind of psychosis. What do you guys think?

Is Bluzar still around? Or fadedbear92? (I've been lurking and reading every single one of your posts since day one.)

Well, you got David Jackson22's take on it. All I can say is that my doctor mentioned that if it's absolutely necessary during pregnancy, Prozac is usually prescribed because it’s supposedly the safest option for the baby—that's all I know, anyway. She did tell me about one patient who was in a really dark place and on a cocktail of different meds; despite being pregnant, her condition was so severe she ended up hospitalized in the psych ward under constant supervision. She gave birth, but unfortunately, the baby was already showing signs of being dependent on all those medications. But hey, that's a pretty extreme case, so don't go panicking just yet.
Good luck!!!

Arthur Vaughn2 said:I've got three. F60.3 is basically the "final boss"—emotionally unstable personality disorder. But they also have me locked in with F31—bipolar disorder—and F25—schizoaffective disorder...

I'd guess—just speaking as someone without a medical degree here—that finding the perfect cocktail of meds for three separate diagnoses is a massive challenge. I don't really know what else to say, other than I truly hope you find the right treatment plan soon.
good luck!

Arthur Vaughn2 said:I've got three. F60.3 is basically the "final boss"—emotionally unstable personality disorder. But they also have me locked in with F31—bipolar disorder—and F25—schizoaffective disorder...

I mean, just looking at this from an outsider's perspective, I can only imagine how tough it is to nail down the right medication cocktail when you're juggling three different diagnoses—it sounds like a massive puzzle. I really hope you find a treatment plan that actually works for you soon.
good luck!

Arthur Vaughn2 said:Hey everyone, I know I’ve posted on this thread before, but I have a quick question for you all. I'm really curious to hear your general thoughts and experiences on this.
Ladiomil, Prozac, Leponex, Prazina, normabel. So, what do you guys think about this specific combo? What can actually be inferred from a list like that? Honestly, my gut feeling is that my psychiatrist has absolutely no clue what they're doing with me anymore... 😁
It feels like every single check-up results in a total overhaul of my meds. Based on our sessions, the doctor has decided I have Borderline Personality Disorder and severe depression.
I've been cycling through different prescriptions for years now. At this point, I can't even keep track of what I've taken versus what I haven't, and nothing seems to be working...
So, looking at this combination of drugs, is it actually normal that such a heavy load isn't helping me at all?

So you're taking two different antidepressants, two antipsychotics, and one benzodiazepine (normabel).

What's your actual diagnosis? Like, which DSM code are we talking about?