Kenneth Scott41 said:fadedbear92—you're saying you've been dealing with depression for fourteen years?!😲
That actually caught me completely off guard... I mean, I guess you have to wonder how it wasn't resolved sooner?
Fourteen years!? Just imagining myself being on those pills for that long... man.🙄
And honestly, this is the first time I've even heard about those stabilizers...
Just to simplify things—it’s hereditary depression, passed down from my mom. What does that actually mean for me?
Getting rid of it.What does that actually mean?
It just needs to work. Whenever a new depressive episode hits—or what people call a relapse—I just completely shut down. I end up stuck in bed all day, only getting up for bathroom breaks. That’s just how it is, unfortunately.
I’m doing okay now, but back in the spring, I was in a truly terrifying place. It wasn't even really depression—more like a constant, crushing state of General Anxiety Disorder. You feel like you're living in fear 24/7, and honestly, you start losing your mind unless someone steps in with medication or a hospital stay. In my case, the meds were what saved me.