Posts by analogskipper272

s.Oliver women's collection

and for the men, Mustang, naturally.

Grace White10 said:I find myself looking back over the last ten years—how quickly they’ve simply slipped through my fingers...
And I realize that I practically slept through them all, retreating so deeply into myself that I couldn't truly feel or even see what was happening right in front of me.
For the longest time, I lived like a shadow—not happy, not unhappy, just... hollow. It wasn't that I lacked depth; I had so much to give—so much love, such fierce loyalty, a capacity for understanding that felt endless...
Yet, looking back now, all I received in return were indignities, insults, the occasional fake smile, and those cold, hollow embraces. It is a bitter thing—when you give absolutely everything you have, when you never demand or question, when you love unconditionally and pour your entire soul into what you believe in, only for life to punch you right in the gut.!!!!
I feel disillusioned, utterly betrayed,
And then, finally, happiness arrives. A single look, an honest gaze, a smile meant only for me, a faithful kiss, and the most wonderful soul in existence.
At last, I recognize what true love looks like—but instead of embracing it, I run. I am constantly at war with myself because, God knows, I want to be happy; I want everything this life has to offer, yet there is this one singular decision standing in my way. I need to turn my back on the past, say my goodbyes, and move forward with different people—better people, more deserving people who actually merit everything I have to give—and yet, I find myself unable to do it.!!!!
Why is it that even when I want it so desperately, even when I know that if I don't act, I am losing everything that constitutes happiness for me?
I know deep down that I have to leave—there is nothing holding me here—and I know I will eventually go because I must, but I dread the thought of waiting until it is too late, until I lose this beautiful present for the sake of something that brings nothing but tears!
It feels as though I am standing in quicksand; I am thrashing, desperate to get out, but my feet won't move.
How does one actually turn the page to a new chapter? A chapter I am certain is brighter and more beautiful than the last? What is it that keeps me tethered here, preventing me from walking away?!!!!
I sometimes think perhaps it would be better if I weren't here at all—if I simply ceased to exist—because I have no desire to hurt the person I love so much, yet that is exactly what I am doing.
So I sit here, crying and screaming internally, acting like a complete coward, searching for ways to just disappear.😳

Is it just easier to sit there and wallow instead of actually doing something about it? Aren't you being a bit of a quitter?

Kimberly Brooks29 said:This didn't originate from anyone with a sick mind.
http://www.blessedherbs.com/photos2i.html

😲 😲 So, you're telling me this wasn't born out of malice? Where exactly is all this fury coming from then?

I don't mean to be difficult, but for heaven's sake...

William Gray3 said:So, how do you actually deal with high bilirubin levels?

I've dealt with elevated bilirubin since I was an infant, stemming from a pretty severe case of newborn jaundice. It has stayed elevated ever since, and frankly, it seems to be just how my body is wired now—something you can't really "fix." All I know for certain is that I have to stay away from things like hormonal contraceptives, steroids, and that sort of thing. That's about as much as I can tell you.

Right eye is at -4.00, while the left sits at -2.25.🙂

I have a deep-seated dislike for Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes... 🤮

I found the first half absolutely captivating (especially those skeletal remains under the moonlight), and while the second part was decent enough, I was genuinely pleased to see the character from the opening act make an appearance again.

quietdriver3 said:Eragon comes to mind, though I haven't actually sat through it; I’m fairly certain it’s a disaster. On the other hand, I remember pausing in front of a cardboard promotional display and noticing it featured John Malkovich, Jeremy Irons, and Robert Carlyle—it really is a shame to see talent like that wasted on such mediocre celluloid. 😢

🙂 I was actually quite looking forward to seeing it, given how much I enjoy Jeremiah and Johnny.

Meryl Streep 🙏