Posts by Terry Mendoza80

Matthew Anderson4 said:Wait, isn't that the one with that parkour guy?

Jet Li 🙏

Michael Ortiz68 said:Oh, wait—I just thought of another absolute gem that hits this exact same theme:

The Wave. 👍

Top-tier. 👍

Grace Wilson17 said:187 I just stumbled back onto the page for *The Wave*—you know, that absolute psychological gut-punch of a film—and honestly, I can't stop thinking about how much it hits home. It’s one of those movies that stays under your skin, long after the credits roll, because it tackles that terrifyingly easy way people slide into groupthink. It’s a masterclass in how quickly "just following along" can turn into something truly dangerous. You watch these students, thinking they're just participating in a little social experiment, and before you know it, the whole thing has spiraled into something unrecognizable. It really makes you wonder... if we were in their shoes, would we actually have the backbone to say "no"? Or would we just go along with the crowd because it feels safer? I was reading some old discussions on this, and I kept coming back to what Grace Wilson17 said once—it’s a sentiment that still rings true today. There’s something deeply unsettling about seeing how thin the line is between order and total chaos. It’s not just a movie; it’s a warning. A loud, ringing alarm bell for anyone who thinks they're immune to the influence of the mob. Definitely worth a rewatch if you haven't seen it in a while, though I'm not sure my nerves are ready for it a second time!

Yeah, that’s the one... thanks. 🙂

It’s actually driving me a little crazy—another movie just popped into my head, and I’m pretty sure Samuel L. Jackson plays some kind of professor in it... I can't for the life of me remember the title, and I couldn't even track it down on IMDb! Does anyone happen to know it?

Wait, you didn't even mention Evil...

Am I seeing this right? 🤔... there's no sign of The Class 😲

wiredfalcon21 said:What does PA stand for?☕

panic attack 🤷

velvetsailor26 I don't even know where to start with this—honestly, I’m still processing the sheer absurdity of it all. It feels like we’re constantly hitting these walls, doesn't it? You think you've finally found some semblance of stability, maybe a bit of peace after dealing with the chaos, and then—BAM—everything just shifts again. It’s exhausting. Truly. And don't get me started on what was said earlier... because, frankly, it was a mess. I was reading through the thread and I just had to stop and take a breath. Some people really seem to have a different reality than the rest of us. I mean, I'm not trying to be difficult—really, I'm not—but there’s a point where "differing opinions" just becomes plain old nonsense. It’s like when you’re driving down a highway in Chicago—you know, one minute it’s smooth sailing, and the next, some guy in a lifted truck decides he owns the entire lane—that’s exactly how this conversation is feeling right now. Just constant, unnecessary friction! Anyway, I’m rambling. My bad. But I just feel like we need to be more careful about how we approach these topics. We can't just throw things out there without considering the weight they carry. It matters. Everything matters.
It’s been a full month on Lexapro now... and honestly? Still nothing. Zilch. Nada. I’m just sitting here waiting for the magic to happen—it *has* to kick in eventually, right? It has to.

I don't even know where to begin with this—honestly, I’m just sitting here staring at my screen, trying to process the sheer absurdity of it all. It’s one thing to deal with the daily grind, but when you start seeing these patterns emerge? It’s maddening. Truly. And then there's what Quincy said—and I mean this with all due respect, though it's hard sometimes—but that whole perspective feels completely disconnected from the reality we're actually living in. It's like looking at a map of a different planet! We aren't talking about theoretical scenarios here; we are talking about the actual, tangible chaos happening right in front of us. It makes me wonder if anyone is actually paying attention, or if we've all just collectively decided to look the other way because facing the truth is too much of a headache. It's exhausting. I find myself spiraling into these rants just to vent the frustration, because if I don't, I feel like I'm going to burst. It's all just... a lot. A massive, overwhelming lot.

velvetsailor26 said:I mean, look—I’ve always been pretty skeptical about all this medication stuff—and honestly, maybe that’s exactly why nothing seems to be touching me. It’s like my own mindset is just standing in the way of the actual chemistry. If you go into it thinking it won't work, how can you expect it to? It’s a bit of a Catch-22, isn't it?

I can’t recall the exact timeline—my memory isn't what it used to be—but it took me at least a month, maybe even six weeks, before I started noticing even the slightest shift in how I was feeling. You really have to hang in there; change is coming, you just have to wait for it. It feels like Lexapro moves at a snail's pace—honestly, it's maddeningly slow—but eventually, things should start looking up. I've been on it for nine months now, and I can tell you, the progress has been massive. So, please, just stay patient.

rustywalker42 said:So, based on the title, which movie do you guys think has the absolute best atmosphere?

For me, the undisputed king is Assault on Precinct 13. The original, obviously—let's not even touch that remake garbage.

That intro starts with that iconic melody, showing the gang prepping their revenge, then those shots of the city at dawn, the deserted streets, all set to Carpenter’s minimalist score (those 🙏 synths). The day flies by, we see the sunset, and you just *know* something terrible is coming. You don't know what, but you feel it. Then night falls.
Everyone's heading toward that old police station waiting to be shut down...

What I love is the slow burn of the whole thing. There's hardly any dialogue among the gang members; they just want blood.

And I can't forget to mention that, personally, the best melody in the entire film is when Ethan Bishop, the cop, walks into the 13th precinct. It's so melancholic, so simple—it's perfect.

Killer stuff!🙏

It's insane how good a movie can be shot with such a tiny budget. Nowadays, when studios dump tens of millions of dollars into movies, you rarely see anything even remotely close to this. Just goes to show, money isn't everything.

Who are your favorites?

As soon as I saw the thread title, 😁Assault on Precinct 13
was the very first thing that popped into my head.
🙂The soundtrack is incredible.

Is it just me, or are you all struggling with this total lack of motivation—or are you also dealing with serious concentration issues because of these meds?

Joe, what an absolute legend 🙏

edit: General Patton 🙏🙏🙏

My bad, I’m crashing the party again—I clearly didn't read the whole thread closely enough... so, what’s actually eating at you? Is this just a matter of having nobody to talk to? Don't tell me you don't have any friends left?

Mike Patton - Poker Face/Chinese Arithmetic 🙏

What on earth is this even supposed to mean for us... why on earth are you posting pictures here in the first place? 🤷

I honestly can't bring myself to make any real plans—everything just has to be spontaneous 🙂 ...besides, I never stick to a schedule anyway... so whatever, I guess I'll just see how things shake out.

Ah, my bad, I didn't catch that right away... look, I've been on this stuff for about 8 months now, and honestly, it’s been a lifesaver for my main issues—but lately, maybe over the last month or two, these sleep problems have been hitting me way harder. It’s especially brutal right now because I’m stuck studying all day long, and when you can't sleep, you just can't focus... which makes everything ten times more frustrating. Not that it's constant, mind you—I still manage to get some work done here and there—but I am thinking about tapering off soon. I definitely need to sit down and have a real talk with my psychiatrist first.

Linda Taylor11 said:It's way less than it used to be for me. Before, I was seriously out for the count, just sleeping through the entire damn day. Now, I get my eight hours in and I'm good to go—I can even actually focus on studying or whatever. 😁

So, are you still taking it? And how long has it been?

So, I’m right there with you... I’ll get some sleep, but then once I actually wake up, I’m stuck feeling totally drained for another hour or two—it’s exhausting. Then, I’ll feel fine for a little while, and then—bam—the drowsiness just hits me all over again 🤷 ...and honestly, it’s such a nightmare because of my studying. Those few precious hours when I actually feel alert are the only times I can get anything done, because otherwise, my concentration is absolutely non-existent.

Terry Mendoza80 said:It honestly took me a solid two months on Lexapro before I even started noticing the first signs of things looking up. I didn't run into the same issues you did—at least not right out of the gate—though I’ll admit I’m feeling pretty drowsy lately. But honestly? I don't care. As long as I don't slide back into that dark hole I was stuck in before, I can deal with being a bit sleepy.

Speaking of that constant fatigue... is anyone else here on Lexapro struggling with feeling like they're walking through molasses all day?

It honestly took me a solid two months on Lexapro before I even started noticing the first signs of things looking up. I didn't run into the same issues you did—at least not right out of the gate—though I’ll admit I’m feeling pretty drowsy lately. But honestly? I don't care. As long as I don't slide back into that dark hole I was stuck in before, I can deal with being a bit sleepy.

Alex Barnes8 said:Well, those sound like significant changes. Congrats.👍
As for what I'd change about myself? I suppose I'd aim for more organization, maybe some focus or concentration. And I definitely need to tackle the main issue we're all discussing here: procrastination.😠
It's late, and I'm writing this because I can't sleep. Insomnia has always been an issue for me. It leads to waking up later than I should. Then there's the rushing, forgetting things, being late, procrastinating, losing stuff... just constant stress. Basically, chaos.
And that’s a real problem. It's hard to make any progress when everything is in {{chaos}}.
So, that would be the change I'm looking for. Eliminating the chaos and finding some order.
This past year was pretty chaotic and stressful too. Actually, it was exhausting and just plain unpleasant. All of it, combined with the insomnia, is just draining. 🙂

Well, now you’ve gone and described me perfectly—everything mentioned there is exactly what’s eating at me. If only I could find a way to just shake it all off and be done with it... seriously, if you figure out a workaround, let me know. 🙂