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Project: Find a Friend (Classifieds / Meetup Thread) in Psychology & Therapy ·
Alright, everyone...

Look, I’m just looking for someone who actually gets it—someone who can see eye to eye with me. To be blunt, I’ve always been the type to struggle with high anxiety, and it colors just about everything I do...

I am essentially searching for a genuine friend or a confidant.
I’m married and currently 32 years old...

Oh, and just so you know, I’m based out of San Diego.
Chris Howard3 said:Here I go again! About three months ago, my liver enzymes spiked—ALT was around 76 and my CRP was up at 68—but they all settled down after doctors told me it was just some acute issue that passed. A month ago, I had more bloodwork done and my ALT was sitting at 39. Then yesterday, I went back for testing because I’ve been dealing with bronchitis and this wheezing in my lungs, and everything looks fine except for an AST of 31 and an ALT of 44. Look, I’m no medical expert, but shouldn't these rising liver numbers signal that something is actually wrong with my liver? My doctor brushed it off, claiming it’s negligible. Since when is a persistent upward trend "negligible"? I can feel actual pain in my liver area whenever I bend over, and the fatigue is absolutely draining.
lp

I'm in the exact same boat; my liver enzymes are constantly running slightly high.
My CBC is perfectly fine.
But I do have gallstones.
I need some help here

Here are my lab results:

RBC 5.26
Hgb 137
Hct 0.423
WBC 6.7
plt 345
MCV 80.5
MCH 26

MCHC 323
R 17.4
MPW 7.8
Lym 3.2
Mid 0.2
Gra 3.4
Lym 47.1
Mid 2.8
Gra 50

AST 25
ALT 38
GGT 45
FE 7.9


Basically, I’m dealing with vertigo right now, so I've been taking Meclizine, and I'm also on Prilosec for GERD issues...
I weigh 68 lbs and I'm 5'7" (kg)
Jonathan Morris40, I’m convinced it’s my cervical spine; honestly, the vertigo has been absolutely relentless lately, spinning me around all day long.
I've been taking BEtaSErc
Just sitting here, sending this from my chair.
At one point, I nearly went straight to the floor.
And then, naturally, the panic attack follows right on its heels...
melloworca6 said:She does, my grandmother takes Betaserc, though you aren't going to walk into a CVS and grab it without a specialist's prescription. Honestly, I'm skeptical about how much it actually helps; she's still constantly complaining about that dizzy, spinning sensation in her head. 🤷

I managed to pick up some Betaserc at the pharmacy, so I guess $40.
Are you dealing with any issues in your cervical spine?
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Susan Edwards8 said:I've got some kind of buildup on my tonsils, so that's why... they aren't exactly dangerous, they just drive me absolutely nuts.😠

I’m sorry, how on earth did you manage to figure that out?
Are we seriously just going to sit around and rely on the standard routine—just a basic EKG and an ultrasound—and call it a day? It feels like trying to fix a leaking jet engine by checking if the dashboard lights are blinking. You can run all the surface-level tests you want, but if you aren't digging deeper into the actual mechanics of what's happening under the hood, you're basically just guessing with expensive equipment.

Pardon me for veering off topic.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Susan Edwards8 said:Hey, bug, I’m taking Concor 1.25 mg because my heart keeps skipping beats. I was already on it even before starting the antidepressant.

I had the exact same thing happen—they found those same extra beats in my heart, too—but my doctor didn't bother prescribing me a single thing.
He just brushed it off, claiming it's perfectly normal and nothing to worry about.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Paul Newman5 said:I’ve posted here a few times before. I’ve cycled through Lexapro, Xanax, and a short stint on Wellbutrin. Honestly, I can't tell which was worse; they all just left me feeling restless and incredibly irritable, which I had to settle down with Advil and Lexapro. I’m still on the meds today—Lexapro at 1.5mg three times a day for about five months, and Xanax at 0.5mg three times a day for about two and a half months. After the New Year, I tried stepping away from antidepressants to focus on alternative stuff—sports, meditation—but the jitters and anxiety never really left. It isn't depression; it's just constant nervousness and being on edge. I work, I take care of my family, but I can't seem to kick the Xanax or the Lexapro, even if some days are easier than others. Since most of you are on medication too, I have a question. Could I combine Xanax with something like Advil to slowly taper off the Xanax over a few months? I heard St. John's Wort can neutralize Xanax and other anxiolytics. If anyone knows anything about this or has actually tried it, I’d appreciate the info. Bioenergy helps me out quite a bit too, though I know this isn't really that kind of forum, so just mentioning it. Thanks for any answers.


My dear Paul Newman5,

I am also constantly on edge and hyper-vigilant (just this morning I read about a twelve-year-old boy who collapsed dead),
so how could I possibly remain indifferent to such harrowing news?

I have been clean for nearly two and a half months now.
I used to take Paxil 8mg and Helix 0.25mg as needed.
The withdrawal process was brutal, but trying to actually function in daily life was even worse.
Currently, I am just on Helix 0.25mg as needed.
Some days I take two, other days I don't take any at all.
I work too, and I try my hardest to maintain focus and presence at the office, but I find myself buckling under the pressure quite often. 🙂
Is there truly any viable alternative to antidepressants?

Susan Edwards8 said:Man, you really gotta give them your whole medical history first. I learned that the hard way back in July when my doctor wouldn't even bother prescribing my heart meds properly.

Hey, if you don't mind me asking, what heart medications are you taking and what kind of doctor are you seeing?
I’ve been running some blood tests because my stomach has been giving me absolute hell

The only thing that came back flagged is a GGT of 63, while my AST is at 36 and ALT is sitting at 22

Is it possible this spike is being triggered by gallstones?
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
This
that second sentence just absolutely reeks of toxic positivity

Don't you think?
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Kenneth Scott41 said:If you feel like that depression is starting to creep back in—and I notice quite a few people here mentioning they’re struggling with relapses, sometimes even feeling worse than before—I can't help but wonder why you stopped doing the things that actually helped you get through it in the first place.
Personally, I don't see any issue with someone just taking a single AD indefinitely if that's what works for them.
I mean, look at my elderly mother; she’s been taking her heart medication for years now without anyone batting an eye...


Maybe it's because I'm carrying extra weight and everyone's having a laugh at my expense...
And because, deep down, I really just want to start a family.😁
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
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David Bishop4 said:I’m feeling a lot of anxiety regarding panic attacks, and honestly, I’m terrified of the actual labor—I keep worrying about how I'll manage to breathe when my anxiety kicks in and my chest feels so tight.😢What if I struggle with my mental health after the baby arrives? I'm scared that if I'm not in a good headspace, I won't be able to provide the care my child needs...

Believe me, I went through every single one of those same fears before I even got pregnant...
During my pregnancy, my doctor had me taking some mild anti-anxiety meds just once in a while.
Looking back, I honestly don't know how I managed to handle it all so well.
You develop this incredible, almost superhuman strength, I promise you.

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I truly admire your courage; I don't think I could ever find it in myself to go through that...
I would love to, honestly, but with my mental health being such a mess and living in a shared apartment
where my roommate is constantly getting on my last nerve, it's tough.
But man, I’d give anything to have one little bundle of joy...

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I’d love another one too, if I weren't the way I am...
A child is an immense joy, but it's also an enormous responsibility, and if you have the same genetic predisposition toward instability that I do—it’s just snap! You break like a dry twig.
We really are just fragile souls out here...

By the way, I'm 31 years old.🙂
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
David Bishop4 said:Some of you at least have children to look forward to. As for me, I find myself constantly wondering if I will ever be able to experience that part of life...

And why on earth wouldn't you be able to?
You’re going to make it happen; I went through pregnancy while dealing with massive anxiety and depression.
I managed the whole thing without touching a single prescription pill.

And don't even get me started on how many times I ended up in the ER before I even conceived.
Once I was pregnant, all I did was nitpick my husband and constantly compare him to my exes...
The bottom line was that I needed an outlet, even if that meant taking it out on him.
It was the only way I found relief.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
wiredskipper45 said:Mine flared up right after childbirth too, and honestly, I've been struggling with it for six years now. 😢
Plus, right as I was hitting puberty, I lost someone close to me—my sister—and then another death at 18... just one thing after another.

How long have you been on antidepressants, and which ones are you taking?

It’s been eight years.
Paxil...
And I gained weight like crazy, honestly.
The meds kept me afloat, but they definitely made me want another baby.

When I gave birth, my whole support system basically vanished for two months.
Then, once I started the medication, the weight piled on; but it wasn't even normal weight gain, it was more like I was being inflated.
It wasn't a natural kind of heaviness, but more like I was bloated beyond recognition.
If someone poked me with a needle, I probably would have just deflated like a balloon.😂
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Gerald Torres2;43687518Tell me about those secondary symptoms. I can’t remember a single day where my stomach wasn't in knots said:

God, I am so incredibly sorry about that attempt; the only thing that matters is that you made it out alive.
For me, things hit a breaking point when my father passed away suddenly... I was only fifteen, and the shock was absolutely devastating.
Things were so bad back then that my doctor actually prescribed Xanax...
It helped take the edge off, sure, but it didn't actually fix the underlying trauma.
Later, after I got married and went through childbirth, postpartum depression hit me hard, and that's when I started taking
antidepressants.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Gerald Torres2 said:In my experience, that specific fear is just a direct byproduct of having panic attacks. That was certainly the case for me. Every single time I dealt with a panic attack, I’d be convinced that one of my loved ones had been in some horrific accident. It became this endless loop that lasted for years. Even now, if someone doesn't pick up their phone when I call, my heart starts racing like crazy from pure anxiety. It feels like nobody truly gets what I'm going through. I know that fear intimately... I just haven't figured out how to shake it yet.🙂

It's the exact same thing here; if there's an emergency, I start dialing every contact in my phone like my life depends on it...
Even though, looking back, my anxiety was actually grounded in reality—my grandmother being ill, losing my father when he was only 41, my mother struggling with her health...
But even though those crises are behind me, my nervous system still reacts as if they're happening right now.

The sheer duration of all that stress has taken a massive toll on my mental health, and physically, it's wreaked havoc on my stomach, my kidneys, and my heart...
how long is the minimum duration for taking medication? And what happens once you stop—does everything just slide right back to the way it was before?
I've been on it for two months now, and today my psychiatrist mentioned we might extend the treatment for a little longer, which makes me wonder what comes after that...
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I think the standard is at least six months, though I can't say for certain.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Gerald Torres2 said:If you don't mind me asking, what would you say is actually your biggest hurdle?

It’s this relentless, suffocating dread that something catastrophic is going to happen to me or my family—it's just constant.
The fear of death, those sudden, paralyzing panic attacks...
And then there's the endless loop of negative thoughts.🙂
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Gerald Torres2 said:About a year and a half ago, bioenergy work completely wiped out my agoraphobia. It only took four sessions. It hasn't come back since, which is wild, because before that, I couldn't even dream of stepping foot outside without feeling like I was going to pass out. It also significantly dialed down my anxiety at the time, though obviously, that fluctuates whenever new stressors pop up....
But the agoraphobia—the thing that basically cut me off from the entire world—is gone, and hopefully, it stays that way forever. I am endlessly grateful to those bioenergy practitioners for making that happen. And just to be clear, this happened while I wasn't on any medication; it was right after I stopped taking my pills, when things were at their absolute worst. 😍

As far as going out goes, that isn't really my struggle.
I work, I have a kid, and I try my best to just live a normal life...
But it’s a constant battle.
Honestly, I've had enough of the pills; besides the side effects, they caused me to put on 15 pounds.
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
wiredskipper45 said:I went off my antidepressant about two months ago after being on it for nearly three years. It didn't take long, either—just a blink and suddenly the depression came roaring back, worse than it ever was before. 😢
Now I’m back on it for the second day, but it feels completely different. It used to knock me right out, which helped, but now? Now it’s actually giving me insomnia.
Can anyone make sense of this? I get that everyone reacts differently to medication, but how did I turn into a totally different person in just eight weeks?

Man... I am right there with you, friend.....
🙂🙂
So, what’s the move here?
Has anyone actually found success with alternative treatments?
Psychotropic medication discussion thread in Psychology & Therapy ·
Here goes nothing...

After eight grueling years of relying on AD, I finally pulled the plug... completely, and it’s been about two months now.
To be fair, it wasn't some sudden, reckless decision to quit cold turkey; I spent all of 2012 slowly tapering myself off.

But even then—good grief—it feels like I've hit a wall again. The anxiety is back, the stress is relentless, my stomach is in constant knots, and the panic attacks are just... there.
It is honestly exhausting how much I have had to fight just to break free from that entire cycle.

I am planning to start psychotherapy soon, hoping it might actually provide some semblance of relief.

Does anyone here have actual experience navigating life after quitting AD?

I need help.

Please, give me some advice....