brightwalker32
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joined May 2017
I’ve certainly dealt with my fair share of stress in my life, so I was taking antidepressants. But honestly? Back then, even just watching something adult would get me worked up without any issues, and I could always reach those intense orgasms. Once I started the ADs, I felt completely castrated—all my emotions just vanished. Eventually, I got off them. My orgasms came back, though they weren't quite what they used to be; they were harder to achieve, but they were good, and I actually enjoyed them. That feeling of being turned on returned too, even if it was only at about 5-7% capacity. No matter how much I made out with my boyfriend or how relaxed and happy I felt, it was always like that. Then it hit me: I have what’s known as PSSD, something that even the FDA has acknowledged (https://rxisk.org/ema-acknowledges-p...r-ssris-snris/). A word of warning: all types of ADs can cause this, not just SSRIs and SNRIs. Besides the sexual dysfunction, I had other symptoms like emotional blunting—my ability to feel fear and love was pretty much trashed, while happiness and sadness stayed somewhat intact, especially sadness. I also dealt with cognitive issues like poor memory, trouble concentrating, and brain fog. On top of that, I suffered from occasional insomnia, tinnitus, sudden hot flashes, and chronic fatigue. By taking it one tiny step at a time, things slowly started looking up. I celebrated every single micro-improvement. Then, 20 months later, my entire world flipped 180 degrees and everything fell apart because of that Torecan injection. I didn't want it, and frankly, I didn't have the guts to stand up to the doctors and refuse it. Since that injection, my condition has worsened a thousandfold, and my life is ruined. I saw a neurologist two weeks ago, and she refused to run any tests because she's basically covering up a pharmaceutical crime. God help her when she hits heavy dementia and they just pump her full of antipsychotics; the poor woman.