Kyle Chase5
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joined Feb 2010
I’m heading to bed, it’s getting way too late. I am honestly so done with these hemorrhoids. They’re giving me a massive headache (HAHAHAAA!!!!). Man, I’m in such a good mood right now. But tomorrow? It’s back to square one. I definitely won't be laughing in the morning.
Goodnight
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Ugh,
Thank God 🙂 and thanks to everyone for making this place exist. Having a spot where we can actually hear from people dealing with the exact same crap makes such a huge difference. It keeps you from feeling totally alone. And hopefully, through everyone's experiences, we can all find the best solution for ourselves. Honestly, I feel so much better now.
I don't feel like some total freak because of what I'm going through.
Life has taught me that almost every illness we deal with is basically our body—in its own weird way—trying to flag our own mistakes to us.
Unfortunately, it's all that subconscious stuff; things our deeper self knows but our conscious mind just doesn't catch.
My whole ordeal started with childbirth, which was incredibly brutal because I’ve always been super active with sports. Everyone knows that women who are athletes for years tend to have really tight muscle tissue and ligaments, which makes "opening up" during delivery a nightmare. All that intense straining left me with the aftermath—hemorrhoids.
Since I’ve never had digestive issues, zero itching like people talk about on this forum, and no food sensitivities, my "only" problem was just this one external hemorrhoid that stayed quiet for a long time. Basically, it was just a visual thing for me.
This went on for years. Then, the first major flare-up happened—and I was trying to handle the swelling with nothing but St. John's Wort oil—and it was a total shock. I couldn't believe someone could actually experience something so uncomfortable and painful.
Luckily, back then, some holistic practitioners from Switzerland were visiting my city. I have to mention, this was like 17 or 18 years ago 🙂 so I had absolutely no clue what kind of alternative medicine they even practiced.
After seeing them for an exam, they gave me this tiny little pill to put under my tongue based on their "diagnosis": ...that I was essentially unhappy with my current life situation and was subconsciously punishing myself for it. I have to admit, I was fully aware of how heavy my life felt at the time and how much I just wanted everything to be over 🙂 but punishing myself like that... hahaha... that just didn't fly with me. 🙂 ...Like, would I really be crazy enough to subconsciously sabotage myself 🙂 and cause myself all this pain and misery?
They tried explaining that it was a physical reaction—a subconscious response to my conscious thoughts... a way the body reacts to how we think.
Anyway, after taking that little pill—and that theory really got me thinking—everything just vanished into thin air... except for that "little traitor" that stayed right where it was.
Seventeen years have passed since then—both on the calendar and in my life—and I’ve had minimal trouble with hemorrhoids, usually only when I'm being super physically active (I work in interior design, so I'm climbing ladders and doing heavy lifting quite often). And again, I want to emphasize that up until recently, I handled everything with just St. John's Wort oil.
Until this year.
Three weeks ago, they flared up big time, right when I was prepping for a huge project that lasted three days. I tried the oil again, but it did absolutely nothing. Every single hour, I was feeling worse and worse, both physically and mentally... wondering how on earth I was going to power through this job while feeling this miserable.
That's when I saw this flashy commercial on TV about a brand-new hemorrhoid product and how effective it supposedly was. I rushed to the pharmacy and bought it $43. Personally, I don't think anything is too expensive if it stops this thing from getting worse. I figured if it was new, it had to be the best. It's called HemoClin. I used it for 15 days, and the situation just kept spiraling. The pain got worse, and I was terrified I wouldn't make it through the job. I stubbornly kept using that gel day after day, praying it would eventually kick in. Sadly, I just wasted days of my life before I finally found out about and bought Faktu cream, and wow, what a difference. HemoClin is just a watery gel... in my experience, compared to the creamy Faktu, it's way less effective.
Honestly, I’m just using one cream every three days because it’s the only thing giving me any relief. God knows if that’s actually healthy or what, but hey,
I’m just chilling at home today since work was a total madhouse, and honestly, I feel way better. These last three weeks of absolute hell have taught me so much about hemorrhoids, and I’ve been chatting up tons of people to swap stories. I even heard that folks out in the Appalachian Mountains swear by this dandelion salve for these kinds of issues, and they say it works wonders.
I can't really vouch for it though, since I haven't tried it myself yet.
In the meantime, I went ahead and ordered some St. John's Wort and Aloe Vera suppositories from the pharmacy on my own. St. John's Wort is supposedly super effective, and everyone knows Aloe Vera is amazing and has those anti-cancer properties too. Usually, women use these for gynecological stuff, but common sense tells me they might actually help our situation too. Up until now, you could only find them imported from overseas because our local pharmaceutical companies don't make them, but I found out a local Walgreens near me does custom orders, so I’m gonna see if they work for gut issues too.
I’m seriously praying they actually work 🙂 for my hemorrhoids so I can eventually pass the tip along to some of you... if they don't, 🙂 at least I can warn you guys not to bother trying them 🙂
You just have to try everything... anything to avoid the knife, if that's even possible. Surgery is such a massive shock to the system, not to mention the sheer terror of the recovery or the fear of everything going wrong, only for the hemorrhoids to come right back anyway...
Bottom line: we can't ignore the fact that my hemorrhoids started acting totally crazy right when I was prepping for that brutal job, and now that the stress is over, things are finally settling down.
So,
maybe we should all stop and think about what our bodies are actually trying to tell us... like, did we miss something? What kind of headspace have we been in lately? 🙂hahaha... alright, enough hemorrhoid talk for one night... goodnight everyone, and I hope you all find some relief soon 🙂