Suicide prevention awareness: Curiosity-driven attempts

Chloe Moore5 said:I honestly think ericsson only started acting like that out of pure desperation... you know, when people push you right to the edge and being polite just stops mattering.
I also don't think neonmarlin39 needs a lecture on where they messed up, because they already know perfectly well.

Desperation, low blows, zero class, total lack of self-control... you name it.

And sure, I'm sure there's a whole list of excuses ready for him. 😁

The "limit" happened basically at the jump because he hit it so fast. And let’s be real, it’s straight-up hypocritical to call someone an idiot while lecturing them about being rude or disrespectful when their posts are actually ten million times more civil than his constant insults.🙄

Joseph Bailey41 said:I'm not hallucinating anything. I was just asking a question. And I deleted the quoted post as soon as I saw you actually replied to me. I have no clue why you're so worked up today. Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed? 🤷

Happy Valentine's Day! 🙂

The love in this thread is absolutely overflowing! 😁

neonmarlin39 said:Desperation, low blows, zero class, total lack of self-control... you name it.

And sure, I'm sure there's a whole list of excuses ready for him. 😁

The "limit" happened basically at the jump because he hit it so fast. And let’s be real, it’s straight-up hypocritical to call someone an idiot while lecturing them about being rude or disrespectful when their posts are actually ten million times more civil than his constant insults.🙄

Do you even realize how much ten million times actually is?

Joseph Bailey41 said:Do you even realize how much ten million times actually is?

Still way less than if you added up all your trolling on this board. Out of 22,009 posts, I bet there aren't even 10 where you aren't being a troll or picking at people. What do you think?

neonmarlin39 said:Still way less than if you added up all your trolling on this board. Out of 22,009 posts, I bet there aren't even 10 where you aren't being a troll or picking at people. What do you think?

That's like ten million times over. 😲

Pretty big number, right?

Peter Murphy6 said:Can you explain what you were actually trying to get at here? Like, what was even the point of that question you asked mahunarka?

neonmarlin39 said:Still way less than if you added up all your trolling on this board. Out of 22,009 posts, I bet there aren't even 10 where you aren't being a troll or picking at people. What do you think?

errrm...
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Repeating my question.

Peter Murphy6 said:errrm...
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Repeating my question.

Honestly, just go back and read the thread. I don't really feel like repeating myself if the answer's already sitting right there.

mistybison said:Happy Valentine's Day! 🙂

The love in this thread is absolutely overflowing! 😁

😘

neonmarlin39 said:Honestly, just go back and read the thread. I don't really feel like repeating myself if the answer's already sitting right there.

My posts?
Did you actually find an answer to what you were trying to ask mahunarka somewhere in my old stuff? Because I don't see it.
😵

Peter Murphy6 said:My posts?
Did you actually find an answer to what you were trying to ask mahunarka somewhere in my old stuff? Because I don't see it.
😵

Here's another 🤣

About my posts. I can only answer for myself, not for you. My take is already laid out in my previous posts on this thread—just give them a read. Plus, that exact same question has already been asked before. Clearer now?

neonmarlin39 said:It just came out of nowhere. I was just pointing out how impossible it is for anyone to basically know everything—even if you lived a million lives and lived a million years in each one, let alone just one single lifetime. And that’s just talking about the info we have right here, right now... imagine trying to wrap your brain around the entire universe.

Yup, makes perfect sense.
Cca:
mahunarka to the OP who's thinking about suicide:
Don't do it—not until you've seen everything there is to see.
Nonterrible mahunarka to mahunarka:
Do you even realize how massive the universe actually is?

And what’s quoted there is just a two-page response after someone spent forever trying to figure out what neonmarlin39 was actually asking and what the context even was.

neonmarlin39 said:Here's another 🤣

About my posts. I can only answer for myself, not for you. My take is already laid out in my previous posts on this thread—just give them a read. Plus, that exact same question has already been asked before. Clearer now?

Your posts are honestly pretty hard to follow. At first, I thought you were just being a bad troll, but now I’m starting to worry that there might be some encouragement of self-harm buried in there.

Please, tell me I'm wrong about that second part. (And just to be clear, I'm not praying here; I'm making a plea.)

Joseph Bailey41 said:Your posts are honestly pretty hard to follow. At first, I thought you were just being a bad troll, but now I’m starting to worry that there might be some encouragement of self-harm buried in there.

Please, tell me I'm wrong about that second part. (And just to be clear, I'm not praying here; I'm making a plea.)

Well, maybe to you and people like you. Honestly, if they don't make sense, just skip 'em next time. No point wasting your breath on stuff you can't wrap your head around anyway. Like, can you even make sense of post #24?

Joseph Bailey41 said:Your posts are honestly pretty hard to follow. At first, I thought you were just being a bad troll, but now I’m starting to worry that there might be some encouragement of self-harm buried in there.

Please, tell me I'm wrong about that second part. (And just to be clear, I'm not praying here; I'm making a plea.)

🤦 This is getting ridiculous 🤦
You aren't "seeing" anything, you're just talking nonsense and trolling like usual.

🤣

I find myself thinking that someone here urgently needs a much-needed reality check. 🙂

on topic: I believe that through experimental suicide, one loses a vast number of opportunities to actually improve life and discover a more beautiful way of living through active experimentation.

neonmarlin39 said:What are you even talking about?? Seriously, what is your deal? And honestly, with your little outbursts—or those weird rants from that Saturday Night Live guy up there where his post makes zero sense and he’s just trying to act smart while totally misinterpreting everything he quotes, which ends up looking ridiculous (since I clearly pointed out that suicide and sacrificing your life for a noble cause aren't the same thing, so I don't know what he's seeing or what he's on to be hallucinating like that)—or when someone quotes you for the first time asking "Do you know how big the universe is?" and you immediately start begging them not to mess with you, calling them rude and threatening to take the conversation elsewhere... like, what kind of reaction are you actually expecting here? A round of applause? A standing ovation? What exactly?

And how would we talk "differently"? Like, do you even get my answer to your request? Is everything clear and following the rules? You could have just ignored me if you didn't like it and that's that...
If you think something is rude or breaks the site rules, just hit the report button, it's that simple. Then you can see if the mods agree with you. You can't really demand that people stop quoting your posts just because you feel like it, especially when you call them rude for explaining basic forum etiquette. Honestly, it makes no sense to expect people on a public American forum not to quote you in a thread. If you don't want that, then just don't post, problem solved... it should be obvious, and we wouldn't even need to be having this whole conversation.

Elvis Presley 🤣 Okay... you didn't get what I was getting at at all when I asked if you knew how big the universe was. Whatever, doesn't matter anymore.

What exactly am I "not getting"? Seriously, look at how this conversation actually went down.

Everyone getting all worked up over this topic... 🤣

From what I can see tonight, you've managed to pick a fight with everyone in this subforum, at least over the last few days.
I'd appreciate it if you directed any complaints toward me directly, rather than wrapping them up in replies to other members. Especially given how much you clearly distrust my ability to read or understand anything.
To repeat myself:
Anyone who can't distinguish between sacrificing oneself for another—or a higher cause—and simply ending their own pathetic life doesn't deserve to be posting on this forum, let alone living...
I know I've said it before, but that's how I feel. And since you seem incapable of writing, understanding, or applying anything to real life, I'll say it again.

Go with Bogo, (read: get lost)

Sean Mitchell said:Is it worth it? Or is it just a waste of time?

I can't help but wonder what's actually hiding "behind the curtain."

Personally? No way.
You know that feeling when you finally stumble onto something new—something you've been obsessing over forever? That rush of pure joy, excitement, energy... and that instant urge to just shout it from the rooftops?
The catch is, once you actually find out, there's a good chance nothing else will ever grab you again. And even if it does... who are you even gonna tell?
If I were you, I’d sit down and write out this massive, endless bucket list of everything I want to uncover. Make it huge. Try to imagine every single thing that could possibly spark my curiosity—as long as it doesn't drive me insane.
Only after I've checked off every single thing on that list would I stop, take a breath, and seriously ask myself if there's anything left in this world worth finding out.

Rachel Gonzalez7 said:From what I can see tonight, you've managed to pick a fight with everyone in this subforum, at least over the last few days.
I'd appreciate it if you directed any complaints toward me directly, rather than wrapping them up in replies to other members. Especially given how much you clearly distrust my ability to read or understand anything.
To repeat myself:
Anyone who can't distinguish between sacrificing oneself for another—or a higher cause—and simply ending their own pathetic life doesn't deserve to be posting on this forum, let alone living...
I know I've said it before, but that's how I feel. And since you seem incapable of writing, understanding, or applying anything to real life, I'll say it again.

Go with Bogo, (read: get lost)

You and them (not everyone, just a few of those usual trolls) are attacking in packs like hungry dogs, and I just swept all of you away like a grizzly bear😁

Rachel Gonzalez7 said:From what I can see tonight, you've managed to pick a fight with everyone in this subforum, at least over the last few days.
I'd appreciate it if you directed any complaints toward me directly, rather than wrapping them up in replies to other members. Especially given how much you clearly distrust my ability to read or understand anything.
To repeat myself:
Anyone who can't distinguish between sacrificing oneself for another—or a higher cause—and simply ending their own pathetic life doesn't deserve to be posting on this forum, let alone living...
I know I've said it before, but that's how I feel. And since you seem incapable of writing, understanding, or applying anything to real life, I'll say it again.

Go with Bogo, (read: get lost)

Whatever, man.
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Rachel Gonzalez7 said:From what I can see tonight, you've managed to pick a fight with everyone in this subforum, at least over the last few days.
I'd appreciate it if you directed any complaints toward me directly, rather than wrapping them up in replies to other members. Especially given how much you clearly distrust my ability to read or understand anything.
To repeat myself:
Anyone who can't distinguish between sacrificing oneself for another—or a higher cause—and simply ending their own pathetic life doesn't deserve to be posting on this forum, let alone living...
I know I've said it before, but that's how I feel. And since you seem incapable of writing, understanding, or applying anything to real life, I'll say it again.

Go with Bogo, (read: get lost)

You're talking nonsense again. What are you even on about? What are you seeing? Where do you even see anyone mentioning the stuff you're rambling about? Are you on some heavy drugs? Crack? Meth?

neonmarlin39 said:Well, maybe to you and people like you. Honestly, if they don't make sense, just skip 'em next time. No point wasting your breath on stuff you can't wrap your head around anyway. Like, can you even make sense of post #24?

🤦 This is getting ridiculous 🤦
You aren't "seeing" anything, you're just talking nonsense and trolling like usual.

Fair enough. I'm not entirely sure what triggered such a heated reaction, but I think I see what you mean. Ajmoreć, I guess I just have a knack for getting under people's skin.

Joseph Bailey41 said:I don't know... I sometimes feel like he just struggles to express himself properly. For instance, you can see he mixes up basic words. Maybe he's dealing with dyslexia or something on the spectrum, and it wouldn't be right for us to judge him for that.

So you're just listing off whatever diagnoses come to mind now?

Joseph Bailey41 said:Fair enough. I'm not entirely sure what triggered such a heated reaction, but I think I see what you mean. Ajmoreć, I guess I just have a knack for getting under people's skin.

You think I'm annoying this small group of insecure trolls just because they're too helpless to actually make an argument. Just think back to that one thread where I was citing legit academic sources regarding the number of communist crimes—real analytical stuff—and you just started throwing insults. Seriously, take a look at yourself and remember all those times you've been trolling while spending 24 hours a day hanging out on this forum. Feel free to shut up; I know I'm bugging you since you've already lost every single fight you've picked with me. It's actually kind of sad. 😁

neonmarlin39 said:So you're just listing off whatever diagnoses come to mind now?

You think I'm annoying this small group of insecure trolls just because they're too helpless to actually make an argument. Just think back to that one thread where I was citing legit academic sources regarding the number of communist crimes—real analytical stuff—and you just started throwing insults. Seriously, take a look at yourself and remember all those times you've been trolling while spending 24 hours a day hanging out on this forum. Feel free to shut up; I know I'm bugging you since you've already lost every single fight you've picked with me. It's actually kind of sad. 😁

You don't annoy me; you actually make me laugh. (Except for those times when you try to be funny... your spontaneous slapstick fails are much more entertaining. 😉 )