I've had enough!

lupus, you're a Libra?? haha... that's funny... my partner and my mom are both Libras too

Anyway, just vent if you need to, but please don't go jumping off any skyscrapers.......

I actually want to die, so I’m not here just to whine on some forum.🥳

vividfalcon14 said:I don't have a Facebook account.

Either way, thanks. 🙂

A guy who once did a reading for me—covering this life, the past, the future, even previous incarnations—once mentioned that in a former existence, I was someone of immense power, a figure no one could overshadow, someone who traveled extensively and left behind written records (and he actually got quite a few details about my current life right). It’s fine, I suppose, but he also noted that in that lifetime, I lived entirely alone. He suggested that even in this life, I seem to gravitate toward solitude...

A few nights ago, I had a dream about a "priest" figure who told me I would spend this entire life alone. Lately, I've also been having these recurring dreams where I'm jumping from buildings or hospitals.

To be fair, that reader didn't mention anything about suicide; he just predicted that later in life, I would reach a very high station in society... part of me wishes that were true, though I don't really believe it.

You know what I think, everyone? I think I was simply born to suffer, as if it were some divine punishment, and as if God finds satisfaction in watching me struggle... Well, if that's the deal, then since my role is to be a damn martyr, I might as well grab a canister of gasoline, stand on the edge of a skyscraper, set myself on fire, and jump! THERE YOU GO, GOD! 🙂

It probably would have been better if I had never been born at all; damn the day I entered this world! 🙂

Then just accept being a martyr. Like someone once said, dying isn't easy. Personally, I could live with it—if it were actually easy, I wouldn't have made it this far nine years ago.🤷

bluerider63 said:I mean, how can you even be cutting veins if you're still breathing?

😂😂😂

Life is hard. That is an absolute truth—one of the biggest, actually. Because once we truly confront this reality, we begin to move past it. When we finally grasp the weight of life—when we truly understand and accept its difficulty—it stops feeling so heavy. At that point, the struggle itself becomes irrelevant.

slymaker26 said:Life is hard. That is an absolute truth—one of the biggest, actually. Because once we truly confront this reality, we begin to move past it. When we finally grasp the weight of life—when we truly understand and accept its difficulty—it stops feeling so heavy. At that point, the struggle itself becomes irrelevant.

A bit of a paradox, I guess, but you're spot on.🙏

It all comes down to your perspective. If you walk around convinced everything is pitch black, you aren't going to see any light. But if you believe there's a glimmer of hope somewhere, that light will find you. There's always enough of it to make sure you don't get completely lost in the dark...

What’s the point in throwing in the towel? I mean, if you look at all those crazy predictions about the world ending on December 21, 2012... why bother feeling hopeless when we supposedly won't even be around in three years anyway? It just feels a bit silly to stress over it.