Adam Chase98 said:My official diagnosis is chronic tension headaches, though the conclusion points toward a serotonergic disorder—essentially, a serotonin deficiency. This whole thing kicked off after I went through a massive shock, but I’ve never actually felt depressed in the way people usually imagine... What I felt was pain. Pure, unbearable, DAILY pain! The dizziness, the sense of sinking, the brain fog... Taking medication didn't make me "happier," per se, but those symptoms vanished and I felt normal again; life finally felt good! I have to admit, I stopped my treatment on my own because I genuinely believed I was ready. I was so incredibly happy being able to function without pills, but about two weeks ago, the headaches returned. Last week, my neck stiffened up, and now the dizziness, the sinking feeling, and the mental cloudiness are back!
And why wouldn't I want to be on medication for the rest of my life? Well... because I'm only 27, and while these drugs help in one area, they surely cause issues elsewhere.
P.S. Yes, Deanxit is an antidepressant!
My whole point was this: if you've spent forever struggling, searching, and getting diagnosed, and you finally find a solution that actually works—like, obviously works, because the symptoms come roaring back the second you stop—then you really need some concrete, solid reasons to quit. Just saying they "probably" cause damage elsewhere is super vague.
You can't predict how your illness or recovery is going to play out, or what factor might shift and trigger a cure, a change in meds, or just a total relapse. If you're dealing with symptoms as heavy as the ones you described, and the meds are working right now, but you aren't even sure *how* or *if* they're hurting you—look into it first. Figure out if there's actual harm, and *then* think about stopping or switching things up.
Attitudes like "I don't wanna be on pills forever" don't really help when you're dealing with serious stuff. If your symptoms aren't messing with your daily life, then yeah, absolutely, don't take anything.
But if the meds are significantly helping with major issues, then why not? I mean specifically—not philosophically. Like, give me real reasons: risk of blood clots, hair loss, libido issues, can't breastfeed, personality changes... whatever.
Life is long, and you're gonna go through tons of physical and mental shifts—who knows what kind of treatment you'll need five or ten years from now. Maybe nothing at all, maybe something totally different.
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