Posts by Donna White50

restlessdriver42 said:I appreciate the insights... I really need them. It seems most of you have landed on the same conclusion: this is essentially an issue of low self-esteem and similar baggage...

The first time I realized just how deeply insecure I was was with my very first crush. It hit me like a ton of bricks—it was something I couldn't even wrap my head around at the time. That’s when it truly became clear.

Later on, acting on a sort of subconscious instinct, I refused to put myself in situations with guys just for the sake of it. I stayed single, though I did let my guard down once or twice...

No one ever actually hurt me... because I carried this constant, quiet caution within me from the start, even if I wasn't conscious of it.

When I started dissecting this "problem," I went down a bit of a Freudian rabbit hole and concluded that my parents were the root cause. 😁

I didn't have a particularly close relationship with my father; their marriage was quite tense, to put it mildly. I suppose I was an exceptionally sensitive child, and their dynamic took a heavy toll on my nerves.
There was nothing abusive in a physical sense, but the atmosphere at home was definitely uncomfortable. My father dominated the household through what I now recognize as profound insecurity and a lack of confidence.
So, I deduced that this might be the source... who knows what my subconscious has manufactured.

However, simply being aware of the cause doesn't help me move forward. And no, I can't commit to regular sessions with a therapist.

One of you suggested a visualization exercise—imagining a perfect partner who is genuinely interested in me—and seeing how that feels. The reality is that fear is always present. The fear of abandonment. The moment someone gets to know me, I worry they will eventually leave and break my heart, as if I am inherently tied to this low self-worth.

And honestly, I've been aware of all this for a long time... years, actually...🤦
The only thing that offers any hope is the idea of hypnotherapy... my brain is as stubborn as a mule!

Why aren't there any psychologists on this thread? Haha, maybe some could offer a little pro bono advice! 🙂

You should look for a psychiatrist who does group therapy—it really helps to understand yourself and make changes by seeing what others are going through...🙂
As for that stuff about the "perfect guy," it's more of a test of how you perceive life and the opportunities coming your way... You're being offered chances, but you're turning them down because that lack of confidence is bleeding into every single part of your life. I went through something similar; had a rough childhood with really closed-off parents in a terrible marriage, but as you get older, you can reach a stable place... you just have to want it, and you need someone to point out why you act the way you do and give you the tools to handle it (like a therapist).
In my opinion, you've lost so many of your best years to sadness and disappointment when you could have truly lived...
I was lucky enough to realize this before I even hit twenty. I went through the ringer, then eventually met this incredible person—someone full of joy, positivity, and love, starting with herself and then sharing it with others—who taught me how to actually enjoy life..
You've got a tough road ahead and you've lost quite a bit of time, but please, don't be afraid to embrace life, love, and all those feelings. Give yourself a chance. You've survived so much bad stuff already, clearly, but missing out on the good stuff... that's the real tragedy...🙂
Good luck!

Honestly, this all feels like a massive lack of self-confidence... it's showing up in the way you basically have zero control over your own life or your emotions...
Do you actually know what you want? Like, what kind of guys you're drawn to, the kind of relationship you're looking for, or even just the kind of life you want to lead...? Where do you see yourself in a year, five years, ten years from now?
Okay, now try this—close your eyes and picture your dream guy. He’s everything you’ve ever wanted and he's totally into you... how does that make you feel? Are you scared, or do you actually want to dive in headfirst?
Maybe the fear comes from deep down, knowing you don't feel worthy of it. You don't have a clear vision of who you are, your feelings are all over the place, and you constantly let other people—guys, mostly—make decisions for you and your life. You even let them dictate how you should feel because you don't think you can handle it yourself. Since you aren't living the life you actually want and you're just catering to everyone else's needs, you end up feeling hurt in the end.
It's a bit of a cliché, but when someone asks if you love your boyfriend, there are really two ways to answer. The first is "I love him," and the second is "He loves me." I bet you'd probably go with the second one... just think about why... there's a huge difference there...

If you're using these little excuses to dodge rejection, you might just be protecting yourself from a shared life that you've convinced yourself is nothing but miserable, painful, and dangerous...

You know you can't keep going through life like this. You've gotta take the reins and figure out what you actually want... and honestly, that takes months, maybe even years of grinding and working on yourself...
Take my opinion with a grain of salt, obviously, but just sit with what I'm saying...😉

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Hey there!

I've got a few questions about importing stuff from China. I’ve been spending way too much time digging through sites like Taobao or MisterTaobao—you know, those platforms that handle all the shipping over to the States—but I'm hitting a bit of a snag. Some of the prices I'm seeing for certain items... like if something is listed for a tiny amount... it ends up being almost the exact same price as what we'd pay right here in the US. It kind of defeats the purpose, right? $33Shipping costs to the States are just too high again—it honestly feels like it’s barely worth the hassle at this point. Plus, I noticed this one girl who consistently orders their stuff (probably through an agent) and she’s basically making a killing by selling them for way more than she pays... which obviously leaves her with a nice little profit. Does anyone actually know how that works? Like, what's the catch...

I've been wrestling with this for a while now and I just can't wrap my head around what the big deal is...🙂🙂🙂🙂🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷

If you're ordering small amounts from China, don't even bother looking for discounts—you’re just paying the sticker price and that's that. The real trick is hunting down products with dirt-cheap shipping. Honestly, shipping from China is way cheaper than using USPS, so if you're thinking about testing the waters, just have your customers pay for the goods directly... then you order from China straight to their doorstep. You'll be taking on the risk if things go sideways, but usually, you'll have a tracking number for everything anyway. And seriously, don't go registering a formal business or an LLC if you're just doing something tiny—the IRS and all those local taxes, social security hits, rent, and permits will absolutely bleed you dry. If you actually want to run a proper retail shop, you're looking at needing physical space and employees too... which is a whole other headache...
If you're moving bigger quantities and you've actually got a business set up, you might want to look into using a freight forwarder for LCL ocean freight—it ends up being way more cost-effective in the long run. But honestly, if the total value of your shipment is under a few thousand bucks, it’s probably not worth the headache... especially when you factor in the need to actually move that inventory once it hits the warehouse...
He's just picking up some side hustle cash here—nothing crazy. Just a heads-up though, don't go ordering any expensive knockoffs like designer shades or anything... you'll just end up having a massive headache with US Customs, and that's really all there is to it...

mistyseal8 said:I’ve had enough of this; I'm stopping right here. 🤣

The sheer nerve is unbelievable. After America spent over a millennium building its foundation on reason through Christian faith, we have these bold individuals spitting on our entire heritage while claiming they only care about logic and science. They try to monopolize both, acting as if everyone else is either dim-witted or unstable, and they're the only ones who are sane and smart. You can only reach such a narrow view of logic and a stripped-down, sanitized version of science to support an atheist worldview. It makes me wonder: do atheists believe this because they're being arrogant, or have they simply not thought deeply enough or read nearly enough books?

Yeah...
Just talk trash and act like you own the place...
Throwing stones and making noise...
At anyone who doesn't believe or think like them...
Let everything fall apart, as long as we get to keep our old ways... ☕

casualgardener17 said:I’ll get straight to the point—and I’m not trying to turn this into a religious debate... but I’ve reached a stage where my perspective shifts by the minute. One moment I’m an atheist, the next I’m a theist.

I've realized that when I lean toward atheism, it's actually fueled by frustration. It's this underlying anger that God doesn't exist because then there's no cosmic justice to satisfy what I feel is right—you know, the whole "why is there suffering?" or "why does this happen?" thing. Since I'm doing fine personally, I assume everyone else must be too, and if they aren't, then God just can't exist. But honestly? That feels like pure ego and narcissism. We always tend to view everything through our own lens whenever we feel wronged...

Besides... what’s actually wrong with following the path of Jesus or anyone else who lived by those principles? There’s nothing wrong with "treating others how you want to be treated" or "forgiving those who hurt you."

Yet, you see the leftists and atheists constantly preaching about "logic, reason, and tolerance"... while in reality, they are the ones rejecting things like Jesus, consciousness, and basic ethics—whatever label you want to slap on it.

So, to wrap this up... I think many atheists are essentially just narcissists. They preach ethics, yet because they can't seem to move past their own egos, they struggle to truly help anyone else—no matter how much they claim to care.

Look, people... don't go thinking you're the smartest person in the room. Best, 😍

I believed in God when I was a kid—maybe up until my Bar Mitzvah...😉
After that, I had a brief run-in with Satanism and all that other nonsense just out of curiosity... honestly, I'm glad I had the guts to step outside the box back then...
Eventually, I realized it's all just total nonsense based entirely on our imagination—none of it exists except inside our crazy heads... kind of like most of that "immaterial" stuff surrounding us in this world we've built for ourselves...
A believer generally isn't capable of thinking that way or accepting it, so I think faith makes you pretty narrow-minded. Sure, life feels nicer when you believe in something—you get that feeling like you deserve things because of how you act and that someone is watching over you, providing this cozy, safe feeling...
I've never been one to insult someone harshly, steal from anyone, or cause harm in any way. Actually, I'm always there if someone needs a hand, and I usually look out for others more than myself... I can't stand aggression, I'm a pacifist, and a bit of an anarchist at heart...

To summarize, you're talking nonsense. Everyone has the right to believe whatever they want, but that doesn't give them the right to judge everyone else based on those beliefs...
Honestly, I'm angry at believers. Because of them, two billion people are starving, yet they can't grasp that they're solely responsible for why that happens... all while preaching about life, love, modesty, and equality...
If God actually existed, He wouldn't bother dealing with pests like humans, just like we don't waste too much energy on rats...☕

Paul Thompson3 said:It’s basically just the feeling that you finally hold more value than everyone else.
That’s the foundation—the starting point—where actual skill and character really begin to take shape.

Honestly, thinking anyone is "worth" more than someone else is just a massive illusion. Everyone is a big shot in one tiny slice of their life, but life itself—man, that goes on forever. The truth is we're all pretty much average at most things, and any win you get on one side usually means you lost out on something else somewhere along the line...
Obsessing over being "better" than people just breeds ego, and that doesn't bring anything good to the table unless you're planning on stepping on everyone to get ahead—which isn't really winning, it's just embarrassing...
At the end of the day, it’s about who you are, what you actually want, what gets you moving, and where you see yourself fitting into this crazy, colorful world we live in... if you can make life a little better for the people around you while you're at it, then you've really made it...😉

crimsonpuma23 said:Has this topic already been picked clean?
They tell you: believe in yourself and your own potential, and that’s how you build a winner's mindset. Just decide what you want, go get it, and if you just keep grinding, you’ll come out on top.
When I first stepped into the competitive sports scene about ten years ago, I was carrying a total loser mentality. I didn't see myself as someone who could actually make it as an athlete, and honestly, that baggage just bled into every other part of my life.
I was convinced I wasn't the best and wouldn't ever become it. I looked at all these guys my age—more social, better looking, more athletic, more driven, more gutsy—and felt like I was just some random guy who wandered into the wrong room.
Why didn't I just dig in?

Why did I dodge every opportunity, like skipping out on those summer training camps or avoiding tournaments because I could already feel the sting of losing before I even showed up?
And even when I actually pulled off a win, I didn't feel that rush or that sense of pride you're supposed to feel.
Why?
Even though people were constantly telling me I was a standout or one of the "serious" guys in the club, inside I was terrified and basically had zero self-esteem.
I hated socializing, and I sure as hell didn't want to succeed just because someone else gave me a little "push."

Back in high school, I didn't want to be the star. I didn't want the spotlight. It just didn't feel like my lane. crimsonpuma23, you can answer for grade 5—actually, don't bother, just stick to grade 4.

I never felt like I was special at anything. Whether it was drawing, singing, math, or gym class, nothing clicked. I wasn't even happy with my own handwriting.

Was I basically hardcoding a loser mentality into my brain? And if so, how do I flip the switch now? I'm 23, and what have I actually accomplished? All I've gotten good at is running away from things.

So even after binge-watching endless motivational videos and listening to all that generic advice, I still feel this massive resistance toward winning.
What's your take? Is this something that can be viewed in black and white, or is a person's mindset a much more complicated spectrum than that?

Look, there’s no magic formula for success. Everyone experiences it differently, so any random advice or YouTube video is pretty much useless for giving you a guaranteed result. It’s kind of like trying to explain the feeling of being full to someone who’s starving... Success is all about perception—it comes from your own self-confidence and that drive to find something that actually excites you, where you see yourself growing and feel like tackling the hurdles in your path.
A lot of people want to succeed, but they just can't seem to get there. Why is that?
First off, there's the lack of confidence, which just drains your energy or stops you from focusing on what you actually care about (you know, that whole "I can't do this," "I don't know how," or "even if I try, I'll fail" loop... it makes it impossible to find something worth going all-in on). Then, there’s the knowledge gap—people might have great ideas and plenty of drive, but they don't realize how massive the obstacles are, or they set goals that are totally unrealistic. Or, sometimes, they just don't have the means to access the resources needed to actually make things happen (like, give a guy without a dime some cash, and he might blow it on nonsense instead of using it to build something lasting).
Then, you’ve got the resource issue, whether that's material stuff or emotional support.
A goal, no matter how small it looks to an outsider, is worth pursuing if it motivates you and is actually achievable. There isn't one single scale for success—for one person, it’s becoming the President, and for another, it might just be being able to walk again. Every win matters, and we should live our lives recognizing that. Thousands of tiny victories—from school and parenting to work, friendships, and sports—are what actually build a life.

Figure out who you are and what you actually want, then just start taking small steps every day. Set goals you can actually hit, and life starts feeling worth living. Seriously, stop wasting time on those hollow motivational movies... lying in bed listening to fairy tales about someone else's life just means you're missing your chance to actually build your own. 🙂

Mark Gray3 said:My bad, I totally misread that Ruble vs. Yuan chart. So we're good there—it actually dropped against all three currencies.
But I’ve still got this hypothetical stuck in my head: is it actually possible for Currency A to strengthen against B, then B gains on C, while C somehow ends up stronger than A? Since currencies aren't hard-linked, theory says it should work. But would that ever actually play out in the real world? And if it does, what's the logic behind it?

Man, you basically saw that play out a few years back when the Swiss Franc, the Norwegian Krone, and the Yen were all climbing at once... Look, demand for a currency depends on a ton of moving parts—mostly just where investors decide to park their cash. In a crisis, they flock to bonds, certain currencies, or precious metals, so those stable currencies from strong economies start climbing. Your question is a bit broad, though, because there are a million interdependencies affecting value. Trying to predict a currency move really comes down to knowing market economic indicators and a little bit of gambling... pure luck, honestly. It’s like asking what happens if every single type of apple in the grocery store suddenly spikes in price... obviously, some massive natural disaster would have to hit to drive that kind of demand. It's the same with FX... except here, central banks step in with their own moves to stabilize exchange rates. Why? To keep the domestic economy steady. The Federal Reserve does this stuff all the time—we definitely wouldn't want our dollar's value to swing wildly overnight, right?😉

The way currency values work on the forex market is basically just pure supply and demand—rates aren't fixed or anything, so the market itself decides what a currency is worth against another.. It’s kind of like walking into a grocery store and seeing five different types of apples—each one has its own price tag based on what people actually want to buy, so the popular ones end up costing more... it's pretty straightforward, really...