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Is anyone else taking LeBron James? What dosages are you on?

I'm prescribed 50mg in the morning, afternoon, and at night.

It makes me thirsty as hell constantly. I'm drinking water all day and running to the bathroom every hour—and I mean a lot of fluid.
At night, it puts me right out. It’s not like Seroquel, which hits me like a freight train and leaves me feeling wired; this just relaxes me. The catch is I have to get up a few times during the night to pee.
And here I am... typing this at 5 AM. I woke up at 4:30. Honestly, I don't mind because I actually feel rested despite the early start. On Seroquel, there was no way I could wake up that early and actually function.

The doctor put me on this because I couldn't handle Seroquel during the day, and daytime was a total wreck for me. On the surface, everything looked fine. I had mastered that fake smile so well that people kept coming up to me, complimenting how friendly, chatty, and positive I seemed... blah, blah, blah... while inside, I was completely falling apart.
LeBron James just settles me down without making me feel drugged. I just feel normal. Now, people think I'm being too serious... they keep asking what's wrong or why I've suddenly become so stoic. But for the first time in ages, I actually feel good on the inside. I'm just done with the constant need to smile through the pain and fight, fight, fight.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I'm not a zombie, I'm just... calm.
But I was used to being that hyperactive, crazy version of myself that everyone liked... and now, suddenly, I'm not that person anymore. So I've lost my patience for hearing, "What's up with you? Are you mad at something? Why are you so grumpy?"
I'm not grumpy, I'm not mad, and I'm not frustrated... I'm just okay.
But in the short term, it's completely flipped my personality.

And I have no clue why it dehydrates me so much...

How's it going for you guys?

restlesstiger102 said:I found that taking Xanax at night worked wonders for me. I would fall asleep like a baby, though I’d have an incredibly hard time dragging myself out of bed the next morning. On those nights when I had to get up to use the restroom, I felt completely groggy, almost as if I were still under the influence of something.😍

That said, I didn't rely on it constantly; I only reached for it during those specific moments when my mind just wouldn't shut off and sleep felt impossible.
Unfortunately, my struggles aren't the kind you can fix with a quick boost of self-esteem, or by getting over a breakup, or dealing with body image issues, or feeling lonely without friends. My situation is much more profound and painful—two major life events have hit me within the last year alone—and I am left trying to figure out how to reconcile with what happened, how to accept this reality, and how to somehow move forward while carrying this persistent ache with me.

This is precisely why I feel the need to sit down with a professional. My psychiatrist prescribes pills just to keep me calm enough to drift off, but my doctor at the VA suggested I should try to find some sense of purpose again because I seem to have lost all motivation to actually live. I spend my entire day cooped up inside my house, and I'm not truly "living" in any meaningful sense of the word.

Think of the medication like crutches. You're broken right now, so you have to lean on them just to take one step at a time.
Right now, they're keeping you afloat so your emotions and your head can find some sort of balance. Once things stabilize, you'll hopefully reach a point where therapy or finding a hobby can help lift you back up.

Is anyone free this weekend in Washington, D.C.? Maybe Sunday? You know how it goes... six days of misery followed by a seventh day of pure boredom. I’m looking for a crew with diagnoses ranging from basic confusion to total Millionaire status...

fadedbear92 said:I take three 25 mg pills in the morning
and the same at noon
then 100 mg before bed—if I'm still tossing and turning, I'll take an extra 2x25 max.

Does that Q-pin leave you dehydrated?
I figured out with Seroquel that if I take it at night and head straight to bed, it completely wipes me out. I feel hungover and crushed when I try to get up the next day.
Now, I have to eat something after my dose and drink more than just plain water—I need something isotonic like Iso-sport or Nesquik. I’ll chug at least a liter or a liter and a half before hitting the sack just so I can wake up feeling human again.

fadedbear92 said:What kind of daytime doses are we talking about, and how much were you taking to sleep? It’s supposed to just dial down the anxiety and give you a little sedation—not put you completely under.

Here’s my current setup. 200 mg at night. 100 mg during the day.
Straight up Seroquel.

The problem is I can't exactly split that 100 mg pill. Should I try asking for 25 mg for daytime use?
Even so, Seroquel is pretty heavy duty.

fadedbear92 said:q-pin, girl—what's the deal?😒

It’s like this... about 15 minutes after I take it, it just knocks me out into this light little nap.

When am I ever going to get used to this?

I only took it at night, honestly. Back when things were finally chill and I was getting ready to crash.

Is anyone else taking antipsychotics or anything with a sedative effect during the day?

I’m specifically asking about Seroquel.

How often have you guys swapped out psych meds? How many different types have you cycled through in your life? Also, what are you on right now, which one actually worked best for you, and how long have you been sticking with it?

restlesstrucker15 said:I wouldn't go that far, though my doctor mentioned similar things. They aren't exactly thrilled when you need them for insomnia, but the general consensus is that you shouldn't have to keep increasing the dosage, which makes getting off them easier. That said, they are certainly more habit-forming than standard antidepressants.

Skickas fr

Driving sleep-deprived is actually more dangerous than driving drunk. It’s a scary thought, but it's true.

A few days without sleep ruins everything. It completely wrecks your system. If you think that's bad, imagine dealing with insomnia that drags on for months. Honestly, I don't think people realize just how vital quality sleep is to staying functional. When things get that heavy, I'm pretty sure any decent psychiatrist is going to prescribe an AP rather than something like Sanval.

If I were dealing with chronic insomnia, I’d be looking into antipsychotics in a heartbeat. Honestly, I’d fight tooth and nail for them. If you haven't spent nights staring at the ceiling wide awake, you have no idea what I'm talking about.

jadehawk8 said:I feel totally fine all day, but then as soon as I drift off at night, it hits me... and after that, I’m just restless and can't sleep, just tossing and turning.

I have this theory that sometimes we subconsciously reject a medication, and that’s when the panic kicks in.

I usually wait until my kid is down for the night before I take my Seroquel. Everything goes smoothly... it calms me down, makes me a little drowsy, works up an appetite so I can grab a snack, and then I'm out.

But I remember one time I took it while my little one was still awake, and man, I started feeling this intense shortness of breath and heart palpitations. I was just like... omg... wtf?
I think it happened because I was anxious about the baby being up. I was probably terrified that the meds would knock me out too hard while he was still awake.
So the whole thing didn't even work; I just stayed wired and agitated until the kid finally fell asleep.

The mind is a powerful thing—way more powerful than any psychotropic drug. Our attitude toward our meds really dictates how they actually work.

Jason Vaughn482 said:I'm hardly a reliable source for advice because I have absolutely no desire to touch antipsychotics... but as I've said before, never say never. If I ever reached the stage you're at, I'd probably cave, too, but I still wouldn't feel right about it if the condition for my stability was a complete lie.

So, if you don't mind me asking, why are you so against antipsychotics?

fadedbear92 said:I get it.
A long time ago, I liked Xanax way too much myself, so I had to go through the process of getting off it.😉😛

Personally, I could never build a tolerance to stuff like Xanax, Normabest, or Praxiten—they just stopped working almost immediately.
By the fifth day on Normabest, I felt like I could take 50 or 100 milligrams and not feel a single thing.
My psychiatrist put me on 5 milligrams at night, but honestly, I just keep it tucked away with my other meds like it isn't even there. It’s useless to me.
I mean... why bother when I've already got Seroquel? 😁

Maria Price3 said:😲

God, give me that Clonazepam needs to be outlawed by federal law at this point. Honestly, I’d love to sue the doctor who put me on it. It didn't take long at all to go from half a pill to five, just because I got addicted to that weird sensation where it feels like my blood is turning into water. But once I realized where that road leads, I quit—though I still have one tucked away in a bottle, and there isn't a day goes by where I don't find myself holding it. I think about that damn Clonazepam several times every single day; I can't even believe it, considering it's been over a month since my last dose. At the end of the day, the drug is total garbage, and I wouldn't recommend it to anyone if there's any other option out there.

I've been on 6 mg for a long time, but sometimes I drop down to just 2 mg and don't even feel withdrawal symptoms or anything.
Personally, I think it's a great med.
I don't know how it works for everyone else... people accuse it of "drugging" them, but Clonazepam never gave me that high or made me sleepy... actually, it was the opposite. It helps my psychomotor skills big time; I feel like a beast. My multitasking goes through the roof... I get everything done in a heartbeat. I can systematize things easily, no complications, no nothing... just get it done. So, for pure functionality, Clonazepam gets a huge plus.

That said, does it cause heavy addiction? Oh, yeah... definitely. One time I snapped and flushed my Clonazepam down the toilet... by the third day, my vision started failing and I ended up in the ER at Johns Hopkins. It took two days of taking the Clonazepam again just to get back to normal.

But I figure... I'll probably be on it for the rest of my life anyway, so who cares if it's addictive? 😵

Either way, I prefer it over Lamal, which they tend to prescribe instead of Clonazepam. People say it's better. It isn't to me because it's teratogenic. And Clonazepam isn't quite as bad in that regard as Lamal. For example, if you get pregnant... Lamal is a massive NO.
When using Clonazepam during pregnancy, they just recommend higher doses of folic acid to lower the risk of neural tube defects or cleft lip in the fetus.
The thing is, Lamal can almost certainly cause those kinds of malformations, whereas with Clonazepam, it's more like... maybe.
Even though they're basically the same type of stabilizer, I'm definitely choosing Clonazepam over Lamal, which I also took for a while. I told my psychiatrist I didn't want it... it's stupid.

shadowbear9 said:Don't worry, I didn't experience any actual side effects... it’s just that eventually, taking one, two, three, or even four pills isn't enough to actually knock you out. It basically just puts you into this sort of trance state. Then, I'll wake up only to realize I've taken ten of them; I suppose my subconscious was just desperately screaming for sleep while I was hallucinating from exhaustion, so I kept swallowing them until I finally passed out—though even then, it rarely worked. There were times, maybe once in a blue moon, when I actually managed to get some sleep... but those were rare exceptions.
That is exactly why I have decided to take a break from everything my body has become accustomed to...

I suppose I’m hoping I won't end up becoming dependent on Seroquel... does anyone here have actual experience with this? Is it truly as safe as I’m telling myself it is, or am I just being naive for having taken less than two pills?

I've been on Seroquel for two years... maybe three. I'm not sure. But I can still fall asleep with it without any issues. Even when I drop my dose from 400mg down to 100mg. Usually, I only do that when I have to be up super early... like 5:00 AM.

redranger2 said:My therapist gave me the exact same line.

Sure, you can taper off slowly, but that withdrawal period might only last a few days. Honestly, it's nothing compared to the absolute hell you go through when someone suddenly cuts you off from, say, 6 mg of Clonazepam.

shadowbear9 said:Zoloft in the morning plus amyzol at night

When you take amyzol at night, how do you actually feel the next morning?

I used to take it almost 10 years ago, but only when things got bad. I remember sleeping way too much and eating constantly whenever I was on it... plus that general brain fog.
But whatever. What I really want to know is: what’s it like waking up? How do you feel in the morning after taking amyzol?

How am I getting prescribed Seroquel for borderline personality disorder?

I don't get it... there's a drug actually called Quetiapine, which is basically just Seroquel... but apparently, this Quetiapine is weaker than the Seroquel?

Benjamin Robinson3 said:It’s been a week since I switched from Calixta 45 mg and Tegretol 400 mg over to Prozac 20 ml and Quetiapine 200 mg.
The first combo gave me the absolute worst side effects imaginable—it felt like every bad thing that could happen, did. Even though I was on a high dose of Calixta, it just stopped working, and I started sliding back into depression. I even had some suicidal thoughts for a few days there, but I managed to pull myself through. Those two meds were seriously messing with my vision and my head. I won't go into all the details, but it was rough.
My new psychiatrist suggested Prozac to help with weight loss, since that previous regimen caused me to gain 30 pounds. She put me on Quetiapine to help with sleep because I used Seroquel about a year ago and it used to knock me right out.
The first night I took the Quetiapine, I couldn't sleep at all and had to take Normabate just to drift off. I struggled so much, and when I finally woke up, it felt like I'd slept for 12 hours straight. I was hyperactive, which isn't like me at all. It felt like someone had grabbed my leg and sawed it off—just constant pain and discomfort. I'm also getting massive hot flashes from the Quetiapine and sweating like crazy.
The Prozac is working well; I'm eating a bit less, though my stomach hurts sometimes. I feel happier and more stable on it. Still, there's this weird sadness in the back of my mind because I finally found a medication that makes me feel "normal," yet I actually grew to like myself when I was depressed and suicidal (as weird as that sounds—I loved being that crazy version of myself, and it felt right. I don't know how else to act when I'm like that).

I’m going to have to talk to my psychiatrist about the Quetiapine.
Has anyone else dealt with this?

It’s going to take a while for things to "level out" on Prozac. You’ll probably cycle through phases of insomnia and then phases where you sleep too much before things actually stabilize.

I don't know how much weight you put on, but Prozac can act as an anorexic, so there's a real chance you'll drop a lot of weight.
When I started Prozac, I was at a healthy weight, but I lost another 25 pounds on it and started heading toward anorexia.

They eventually put me on Seroquel to bring my appetite back, and it leveled me out enough that I'm only about 15 pounds underweight now.

I feel like the Seroquel is making me retain water. I've been drinking sage and green tea just to try and flush out the extra fluid.