vividsailor7 said:So, here’s how this looks. The results seem pretty organized. Are you experiencing any issues with your period? If there are clinical indications, it probably wouldn't hurt to get an ultrasound of your ovaries and thyroid. I guess the only thing I would add to that is checking your electrolytes (Potassium, Sodium, Phosphorus, Calcium).
Thanks for taking a look at my lab results. Honestly, I feel a little bit better knowing you think everything looks okay. Regarding my periods, I actually had surgery for endometriosis about ten years ago—it was a laparoscopy where they didn't remove anything, just cleared out some adhesions and cysts. I stay on top of it with regular checkups, so that’s all under control. I do get occasional spotting that isn't tied to my cycle, but my gynecologist says that's pretty typical given my history with the disease. Earlier this year, I actually missed an entire period. I went through all sorts of tests to try and figure out why, but everything came back within the normal range. Eventually, my cycle just kind of reset itself and went back to being regular. Endometriosis has definitely played a role in infertility issues for me, too. I don't take any birth control pills, though, mostly because of my heart condition.
I’ve already touched base with my gynecologist about getting sent off for some tests to figure out if this might be related to my upcoming hormone changes. For days now—and maybe that's actually what's triggering these episodes—I've been dealing with these intense bouts of shivering. It hits me for a few hours at a time, whether it's during the day or in the middle of the night, and it feels like this deep, bone-chilling cold that I just can't shake. It's almost like I'm freezing from the inside out. Then, after a bit, it's as if my circulation finally kicks in and I warm up within a few minutes, only to have the shivering return again an hour later. It's pretty strange; people are walking around in short sleeves while I'm stuck sitting there in a heavy jacket just trying to feel normal.
I forgot to mention that I’ve been diagnosed with grade I-II mitral valve prolapse, so for the last two years, I've been taking Ormidol 25 mg every single day. I started it to help manage my heart rate, arrhythmias, and tachycardia. It seems like the medication has actually helped reduce the frequency of those symptoms a bit, I guess.
I'm still waiting on some more blood work to come back from the local clinic, so once those results arrive, I might be able to share them here with you all.
I've gone in for thyroid ultrasounds a few times now, and they've always come back within the normal range, I guess.
So, Sam is back from the city now, feeling completely depressed. We went out for a walk—just me, my husband, and the dog—and everything seemed fine at first. But then, at one point, it was like something just clicked inside my body. I don't know how else to describe it, but it was a literal click. Suddenly, this overwhelming weakness hit my legs, my arms, my entire body. My balance just went totally off, and it felt like I was either going to pass out or my legs were simply going to give out underneath me. I’m also getting these tingling sensations that sting in my hands and feet. My husband asked if we wanted to grab coffee, but I told him I was feeling poorly again, so we just headed straight home. Once we got in, I just broke down crying. This isn't me. I don't recognize this helpless person who feels so sick all the time. I’m crying because I feel like I’ve permanently lost my old life—that version of me that was happy, cheerful, and carefree. Now, this is just my new reality, and I honestly have no idea how dark things are going to get. Everything has just spiraled out of control over these last few weeks; it's affected my whole life and my entire family. I just want my old life back.
This depression is honestly killing me. Every once in a while, I’ll take 2 mg of Normabel just to try and trick my brain into feeling something else, I guess.
It feels like multiple sclerosis is constantly spinning around in my head, and honestly, dealing with the cramps on top of it is just killing me.
I know that by doing this, I’m only making things worse for myself, but honestly, it feels pretty impossible to resist.
I finally quit smoking after twenty years, and honestly, I’m not feeling any kind of withdrawal at all—no cravings or anything, not even a single urge to just have one puff.
It feels like my brain has just completely locked up from fear.
There is one thing I just can't wrap my head around. I don't mean that I'm constantly dwelling on everything that's going on with me—work keeps me busy, and I have good people around me. For instance, we were out walking today, laughing and having a great time; everything felt genuinely positive. At no point did it even cross my mind what was wrong with me, but then, out of nowhere, it was like a switch just flipped. Within a single second, I started feeling terrible. I'm not imagining things, either; I truly felt this physical weakness and a complete loss of balance. So, I didn't just think myself into being sick; it was actually happening.
I just don't get it at all, I guess