Betty Ramos said:These are all just theories—if we assume you only truly know what you experience firsthand, then we won't actually know anything until we pass away, whether during Life or afterward (and if we cease to exist entirely, well, then there's no knowing at all)... so personally, I don't claim to know. That said, my own experiences and perspective so far seem to align with the theories regarding the death of the ego. What remains is the "soul"—or whatever term people prefer to use—now enriched by all those experiences gained through the ego during our physical existence. It continues its journey if it hasn't yet achieved "realization," "resurrection," or "liberation or enlightenment."
But again, I’m just saying these are merely theories; as of right now, I only know that I know (almost) nothing.
Let's call it dying, or rather, the part that is illusory falls apart. More specifically, after physical death, the aura and the body disintegrate while a specific portion of energy—the carrier of consciousness (and all its impressions) within the aura—forms into a charge or a field. This field represents the consciousness of the limited ego, and it continues its journey toward cosmic refuges. However, by its very nature, it eventually dissolves after a certain amount of time; it doesn't happen immediately after physical death, but that consciousness lives in that form for quite a while.
Even though this is the theoretical side, what speaks to my actual experience is having a living contact with ghosts—with the consciousness of deceased people. Most fittingly, I had a very strange and fascinating encounter in a "physical" sense with a long-time friend of mine who passed away, where I felt his presence and had some kind of ability to help him in one way or another.
On the other hand, it is clear to me that I have died and been reborn hundreds of times across different continents, just as much as this current experience. The difference is that it wasn't that "consciousness field" (in other words, a little cloud of white bioenergy acting as an energy field), but rather all the impressions contained within my mature glowing body (what some call the "Higher Self"). That isn't just a part of us; in a sense, it *is* us. This mature glowing body is visible in a sub-normal sense; everyone possesses one. It is our closest spiritual energy, actually an energetic structure composed of several types of noble energies—it is super-intelligent.
As a person's aura develops, they also develop a so-called Yellow Core. This is like the noble energy that makes up the mature glowing body, and as the aura matures, that energy matures as well. At a certain point in development, a Second Light Body forms from this Yellow Core. This is the "sharir," the "body," or the energetic form with which our fragile white bioenergy merges during the process of liberation or enlightenment.
Once both of these structures have matured (the first Light Body guided all our previous lives, while the second Light Body is created during our current life through high spiritual development), then the unified human consciousness matures. At that point, after death, there is no more "leaving" or temporary existence as a little cloud in some cosmic refuge; instead, it becomes an eternal structure within the framework of the mature glowing body.