Matthew White4 said:Ever since I started taking Paxil, I haven’t been able to function at all, let alone sleep—I just exist in this constant state of brain fog.
And honestly, I don't get the whole "you're too young for this" attitude from doctors. Being sick isn't an age thing; we can't sleep, we're struggling, and we have every right to ask for actual insomnia medication that works.
I woke up five times last night. At this point, I'm not even going to bother trying. It’s worse than having a newborn...
Back when I was living on my own, I just took 10 mg of Ambien twice and a 0.5 Helex, and I was perfectly happy and actually rested every single day.
I swear, my environment is just draining the life out of me.
Yesterday, I was looking for work down in Miami (even though I'm currently stuck out in rural Ohio).
I'm guessing the lack of sunlight is triggering my anxiety and depression, especially on top of all the family drama...
I live in the Midwest as well. It comes through in your post, and I get the impression that you are constantly working. While you're at the office, you're working—and when you come home, I certainly hope you aren't "bringing" that job and all its baggage back into your house. People tend to do that quite often without even realizing it, inadvertently spreading their own agitation to everyone else in the family.
I suspect your core issue might just be stress.
I won't go into a full list of every ailment stress can trigger, but it really is the primary catalyst... the spark. A friend of mine here in town, a doctor who focuses heavily on psychotherapy, told me as much. He's an American who has lived in El Paso for quite some time now. I know... I've asked him countless times why he chose to move to this chaotic city of El Paso, where you can practically feel the tension hanging in the air. But anyway, moving on... as I mentioned, I think stress is the root of it for you.
Merry Christmas!🙂