I mean, what’s the point if you aren't actually going to play with it? Like, for real? I get having a Squishmallow sitting there as "decor" or whatever, but why bother getting something soft if it's not meant for playing (and you literally said it wasn't even for carrying around) 😕
For me, Rissett was hands down the best antipsychotic I’ve ever tried. I gave that "famous" Zyprexa a shot too... took it for about two and a half months and honestly? Zero effect. But once I got halfway through a box of Rissett, I felt like a whole new person. 😍
And just to be clear, I didn't gain any weight from the Zyprexa, but after being on the Rissett + Seraxote + Akineton + Helex combo, I ended up packing on about 18 pounds. 🙂
Not if you go through your insurance... then it’s covered.
EDIT I’ve tried both private sessions and using my insurance, and honestly, I didn't notice much difference. Even though people act like private therapy is somehow higher quality, it just didn't feel that way to me. They all felt equally useless... I just never really "clicked" with that style of therapy.
@Emily James4 You mentioned in one of your posts that nobody’s going to hand you meds right away—that they'll just drag things out with endless talks. Honestly, that’s not how it works. You usually get your prescription right after that first consultation. From there, you can technically stop showing up for follow-ups if you want, though personally, I wouldn't suggest that (but hey, it's your call). That said, I really feel like psychotherapy would do more for you than just jumping straight into medication.
It’s not even weird. Like, what’s actually strange about wanting to take a cat carcass, stuff it with some soft filling, and then... I don't know, just hang out with it? 😕
Scott Allen10 said:1. It’s hard to pin down why dental anesthesia hits some people instantly and takes forever for others... In most cases, it’s just a bad infiltration or they didn't use enough dosage... or maybe someone is just biologically predisposed to react that way... Those eye drops that dilate your pupils? Those are atropine drops. They have zero connection to anesthesia, so I’m not sure what you're getting at. "Dilated pupils" doesn't automatically mean blurry vision; that's not a default side effect.
2. You're getting local anesthesia (which the surgeon handles, so it's not really on the anesthesiologist), you get a few stitches, and taking that Xanax isn't going to kill you—just make sure you clear it with the doctor first.
Alright, thanks for the info.
Just regarding the bolded part—whenever you go for an eye exam and they use those drops, the doctors always warn you that your vision will be blurry for an hour or two. And obviously, don't drive. But whatever, that's off-topic. I only mentioned it to point out his resistance to stuff. Not a big deal.
1. (Just curious) My dad has this crazy high tolerance for anesthesia. Like, whenever he goes in for a quick tooth extraction, the dentist gives him a shot, and the whole thing wears off in maybe 10 or 15 minutes. I tried digging around online for some kind of explanation, but I haven't found anything that makes sense. Also, a weird little detail—even when they use those eye drops to dilate his pupils (the ones where everything gets blurry for a while), his pupils get huge, but his vision stays perfectly clear. I know he isn't exaggerating; the guy is only 48. There's really no reason for him to lie about the numbing wearing off early or seeing clearly.
2. I have to go in soon to get some moles removed. Both of them have grown a bit, so it’s going to be a surgical thing involving two or three stitches. I was wondering if they usually use local anesthesia for that? And more importantly, am I okay to take my Xanax (half a 0.5 mg pill) beforehand? I deal with an anxiety disorder, and if I don't take my usual morning dose, I start having panic attacks, which would definitely make things awkward during the procedure.
Could be... I have such a hard time focusing on anything sometimes. Like, once my brain locks onto something, it’s game over. Nothing can break the spell—not turning on the TV, trying to read, scrolling on my MacBook, or even if someone starts talking to me. It's just impossible to snap out of it.
Anyway, I guess I'll go check it out just to be safe, but honestly, it's probably nothing. 🙂
I’ve got a feeling that’s really it. I'm telling you, it's different... it feels similar, sure, but it just isn't the same thing. Anyway, enough rambling about deregulation 😬
It’s just not possible for this derealization stuff to never let up... It's like a panic attack. Eventually, it has to stop. There's no way it can just drag on forever without a break...
But whatever, I guess I'll head to my doctor and ask for a referral... 🙂
I know what derealization feels like—trust me, I’m going through it right now... but this? This is different. It’s like one massive, never-ending wave of derealization that hasn't let up for a month or two. But deep down, I just know it can't be that.
It’s not even about being afraid, honestly. It’s just that I can’t stay still for twenty minutes without losing my mind... between the panic attacks and everything else, I feel like I constantly have to be on the move. Plus, loud, repetitive noises absolutely drive me up the wall. That's the real struggle. For me, twenty minutes feels like an absolute eternity.😢
because if they end up sending me to the nearest hospital for it (if it even comes to that...), I doubt I'll get anything out of them. It’s basically a relic from the Stone Age, and the people working there are more like butchers than actual doctors...
aha. ok 🙂 I’m honestly terrified of getting an MRI (is that even the right way to say it?).. I’d love to find some way to dodge it if there's any possible way..
looks like I'll be heading to the doctor soon.. this whole thing is actually starting to freak me out a bit 😢
Lately, I’ve been going through something really weird.
When I’m out walking, I can’t bring myself to look up from the sidewalk. Everything just feels... off. It’s hard to even put my finger on it. Even when I’m talking to people, focusing on their faces is a massive struggle. I see them, I know who they are, but they just look... strange. I'll be chatting with older folks, and even though I know it's them, it’s like my brain just won't process their features properly. It’s making it harder and harder to spend time at my desk, too. The letters on my screen start dancing around. Reading is a nightmare because the black text against the white background is just way too much for my eyes. (And now I’m mostly just living on 🙄).
Also, sometimes it’s incredibly hard to actually listen to people. I hear what they’re saying, but their voices just... grate on me. They feel too loud. It makes keeping a conversation going feel exhausting, and honestly, I just want to retreat somewhere quiet.
I don't know if this is all in my head or if it's something else entirely... I'm just wondering if anyone else has dealt with anything similar.
Please, just be serious with me. I’m not joking around here, and this is genuinely messing with my life. If you think this is funny, stupid, or some kind of joke, please just keep those thoughts to yourself.