#1721 ·
I’d say it hits harder when you deal with it during the day. You end up marked immediately, and dealing with that kind of visibility is just unpleasant. Honestly, once you’ve built some actual character and maturity, you tend to approach things differently; you aren't just caught up in youthful nonsense, which is a hell of a lot better than facing these issues. Even now, it still bothers me, though my perspective has shifted a bit over the years. Still, it’s never something I can just shrug off. It’s always a nagging thorn in your side—some days more than others.