Posts by ambereagle642

Richard Walker79 said:Honestly, none of that really matters because enlightenment is a deeply personal journey. Anyone who spends all their time obsessing over someone else clearly hasn't even begun to understand themselves!

I have no idea where you got the idea that none of his followers awakened during his lifetime, placidharbor7. Did you find some specific statistic in a book somewhere, or are you just using those "psychic abilities" of yours—the same ones you used to decide that Richard Walker79 is an addict?

He observes everything under the sun, except for himself.

Man, you’re being even more stubborn than a hardline old-school politician! 👎
Just wrap your arms around it tight... there's a storm brewing... you hit the nail on the head with that 'personal thing' comment... it's just as real and present as the person actually feeling it and making it their own, haha...😂 😂 😂

driftingwolf45 said:Osho lit the spark, and then they woke up through their own work—meditating and entering samadhi on their own. Dolano was inspired by the teacher; she’d spend 7 or 8 hours a day meditating right in his aura at the ashram, and she eventually awakened alongside him.

I'm not sure, master, where you got the idea that none of his students awakened during his lifetime. I guess maybe you read some statistics somewhere, or perhaps you're just using those psychic abilities of yours—the same ones you used to decide that dusˇan is an addict?

Yeah, "grind," my foot, haha... as if someone working a construction site in the Midwest is just "putting in effort" while barely breaking a sweat 🙄
well, let me tell you... you were basically born just to sit around surfing the web 🙄 😁

driftingwolf45 said:Are you seriously snooping through my profile? I guess you don't have much going on now that your dad got banned, so you're just wandering around looking for a new "role model." Or maybe you're just playing daddy while he's gone?

Look, instead of wasting your time scrolling through my profile, maybe go find some children's books that actually match your level. Just beat it, kid.

hhmmm, looks like someone's acting tough again! 😢 🙄

And I'm not a kid... though maybe you could be a daddy figure... or maybe I am... who knows, life's been a wild ride and brought me everywhere... whatever, keep dreaming, little one, heheh! 😁

driftingwolf45 said:Man, you think you're so funny, don't you? You must have used both your brain cells to come up with that little joke.
Now hurry along and go get mommy to wipe your nose.

You seem awfully worked up all of a sudden... what happened, did you miss breakfast or something? 🙄 😁

driftingwolf45 said:Listen, kid, nobody asked you anything, but you clearly felt the need to tell me who you are. Since I'm not particularly impressed by you puffing out your chest over your "enlightenment," why don't you just head back to preschool and play with kids your own age?

andropovic... you've wandered way out of your depth here and you're clearly drowning in waters you can't handle 🙄

I’d suggest looking into something more your speed; maybe some heavy lifting on a farm or working with cattle out in the Midwest... 😁

driftingwolf45 said:Look, kid, you started out like this:

ambereagle642 says:
First, tell us what enlightenment actually means to you... then maybe we can go from there!?

I guess you tried to play around, but you ran out of steam. You used up everything you had in just five messages. How old are you, anyway?

ambereagle642 was asking about enlightenment, and honestly, what's even left to say... if it’s not enough for you, tucked away in your little bubble of "serious" stories and deep experiences, hey, feel free to keep preaching your ideology as much as you want... which is basically all you've done this whole time anyway!

hhmmm... see, that's how I write with that youthful energy even at my age... only an enlightened person could pull that off... 😁 🙄

driftingwolf45 said:It isn't enough that YOU KNOWWHO YOU ARE (rather than what you are), but I also need to KNOW WHO (not what) I'm dealing with. Just so there's no confusion.

Small things give away that you haven't quite vanished yet, ambereagle642...

It honestly makes my head spin trying to figure out if ambereagle642 actually knows or not... and the same goes for whether driftingwolf45 knows or doesn't... but whether ambereagle642 has finally vanished or not, that's what really gets under my skin! 😁

I can't believe I'm even looking at this again, but here we go...

driftingwolf45 I can't even begin to explain how much this whole situation gets under my skin... it’s just one thing after another with these people, honestly... You know... So, what are you even trying to pull here, ambereagle642? Are you actually supposed to be some kind of expert, or are you just completely clueless...

I’m basically what ambereagle642 is—which is to say, I’m way beyond all that nonsense about enlightenment or whatever other pseudo-spiritual garbage people try to peddle... all those empty ideas and useless concepts don't mean a damn thing to me...
I mean, honestly, I think there’s more than enough evidence right there to know exactly what kind of people we're dealing with...
🙄 Heheheh... 😁

driftingwolf45 said:Not much to say, friend, other than your lack of knowledge seems pretty flawless.

exactly... knowledge is just something left behind for the idiots to stumble over...🙄 😁

driftingwolf45 said:How do you actually determine that someone doesn't know?

I don't know... it's just that kind of intuition where you sense the void without even needing to see what's missing!

driftingwolf45 said:I don't think you can get a definition, because THAT exists outside of all definitions
and it's just too elusive for words.....

I guess your eye-rolling suggests you're ready to explain it to me yourself.

The reason you can't define it is simply because you don't have a clue! But fine, let's play; tell me then—how exactly are you supposed to judge whether someone actually knows what they're talking about?

driftingwolf45 said:I guess you just detected that with your ultra-sonic, all-penetrating turbo vision—without even having to look or think about it.

Look, why don't you start by telling us what enlightenment even means to you... then maybe we can actually get somewhere!? 🙄

Richard Walker79 said:I don't really sweat the small stuff because I prefer living in the moment! Everything is constantly shifting and evolving. Some people just get stuck in their ways—like you—and act like they've got all the answers.

If you actually lived in the moment, you wouldn't even be talking right now... but since you're living in the USA, we already know how this goes... I wonder which state would be the most terrified...😂 😂

driftingraven122 said:Thought for the day:

Avoid anyone who claims they’re somehow above being wrong—it's a red flag.
Stay away from those who think everyone's opinion carries equal weight—it’s just messy.
And most importantly? Run from the ones who clearly messed up, yet insist they’re perfectly right—honestly, just get out of there.

😬

The main thing is just running for it😂

Richard Walker79 said:It has been over a year since I first launched this thread. Since then, my spiritual journey has been in constant motion; new insights have arrived, followed closely by my own personal breakthroughs. Sandra Palmer10 was an old nickname of mine that I decided to leave in the past. Now, I am using my real name: Richard Walker79.

I have been exploring spirituality for as long as I can remember. My earliest memory goes back to when I was five years old, walking down a sun-drenched street and asking myself: WHO AM I?
The answer from my higher consciousness was simple: I AM GOD.

I never told anyone back then, because obviously, people would have thought I was insane. I kept it tucked away inside because I wasn't yet capable of manifesting that truth. But right now, in this very moment, I can tell you that I am not just God—you are all GODS too. Everything is God.

I have decided to share these realizations with others, even though many won't understand them, and it will be even harder for them to live them out. But that doesn't matter; I don't always need a reason to act.

This thread was designed to be the complete opposite of Ivanov School, where everyone thinks exactly the same and repeats ideas like parrots.

My intention here isn't to persuade anyone or to argue about who is right and who is wrong. I envisioned this as a space where we could share knowledge, insights, and wisdom—perhaps even debate—while avoiding the toxic arguments and insults that seem to plague Ivanov School.

I truly hope this thread won't clog up the forum servers with endless small talk or circular debates. I kindly ask the moderators to treat this like any other topic and please refrain from closing it...

No more Zagor... now we've got Duško-the-long-winded out here trying to catch tails, haha 😁

mistybison said:However, men miss out on the intense highs and lows we experience without letting it shake us. 😉 Being a woman is truly wonderful. 🙂

well, what else is there left for you anyway, haha... 🙂😁

steeleagle13 said:But look, this whole "Anticoncept" idea is just more garbage 😁
With this Anticoncept stuff in those little mantras of yours, you can end up being so "enlightened" that your brain turns into a parrot—just repeating denials for everything you think 😁
So yeah, it's all just bullshit 😁

Overthinking is bullshit too... especially when feelings are pure and don't require all that mental gymnastics

But whatever, I'm not even going to bother wasting my breath on that little comment of yours;

Concepts, anticoncepts, the mind... most of this stuff is just part of that "everything comes and goes, and nothing really stays or leaves" cycle!

The point isn't about negation, because denying anything is what actually gives things—like the ego, for example—their fake sense of life and existence in the first place

I'd say the system-existence, or whatever that implies, is total bullshit... which shouldn't mean there's some other kind of existence outside the system or anything like that! 🙄 😁 Basically, a person is just a complete joke as long as they're trying too hard to be someone, haha... 😁

steeleagle13 said:But look, this whole "Anticoncept" idea is just more garbage 😁
With this Anticoncept stuff in those little mantras of yours, you can end up being so "enlightened" that your brain turns into a parrot—just repeating denials for everything you think 😁
So yeah, it's all just bullshit 😁

Overthinking is bullshit too... especially when feelings are pure and don't require all that mental gymnastics

hehehehe 😁

nothing ever truly arrives, and nothing ever really leaves
what’s coming hasn't actually happened yet
and what's gone isn't even truly gone
whatever is on its way and whatever is fading out
it all just flows in and flows right back out
it feels like there's just no end to this cycle...

man, oh God.... 😁

jademarlin26 said:It could be anything, really, since everyone’s perception of themselves is different. Imagine you're sitting in a lecture hall at Harvard, chatting with the person behind you, when the professor suddenly snaps, "Focus!" That sudden, sharp jolt of embarrassment you feel? That's the ego.🙂

IMHO, it's just identifying with an image or an idea of oneself as if it were separate from everything else. The ego fails to recognize the push-pull connection between an individual and their environment.

I’d probably interpret it as being synonymous with willpower, or what people call "my will"... but listen, if it's supposed to be YOUR will, or just WILL as an objective reality, then it can never truly be an act of "my own volition." Trying to destroy the ego with the ego is basically just whistling in the wind... honestly, you need some kind of concept of "grace" for everything to land exactly where it's supposed to be.
The answer sort of presents itself, but it makes you wonder how much meditation or prayer is actually necessary as a tool to get to... I don't even know what we're aiming for anymore 😁

...of course, I'd suggest that so people don't take the idea above too seriously—just look at this whole thing as one big theoretical concept...🙄 😁