Michelle Hernandez43 said:Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I feel like I’m losing my footing a bit, even though I know I need to stay composed.
Sending hugs to you and everyone else—may you all find the strength and love needed to keep fighting.
Man, if I could actually help you... I’d probably be helping myself in the process. All I can tell you is that this is just LIFE. It is what it is, and there isn't much we can do besides accept it and try to find a way to make peace with the reality. I personally try to frame things by looking at what benefits I've managed to squeeze out of this entire situation. You wouldn't believe it, but I've gained more insight from this than I did in my entire life leading up to
my mom's illness.
1. I broke out of my shell and finally realized that true security doesn't exist in this world. There is only the struggle to maintain the illusion of safety.
2. I made peace with that reality and accepted it.
3. I recognized God's pragmatism through His will and His divine providence. Honestly, witnessing God's providence has been one of the greatest realizations of my life. Throughout this endless struggle—through those moments where everything felt unbearable—the very things I was desperately praying for appeared out of thin air through the most bizarre circumstances, lightening my "cross" to bear.
4. I've learned how to somewhat accept God's will. That is incredibly difficult, and it's arguably the single biggest lesson a believer ever faces. Once someone learns to accept God's will with a sense of peace, there isn't an obstacle in this life they won't be able to overcome.
5. I realized how little you actually need to live. Things that used to be massive priorities for me have been completely ignored lately because I've realized I don't actually need them; they were nothing more than dead weight causing unnecessary stress.
6. I found out who my real friends are. Turns out, there are very, very few of them. I'm actually grateful for that filter.
7. I discovered just how adaptable a human being can be. I thank God for that gift.
8. I've started finding joy and excitement in the tiny details I used to overlook—details that reveal a whole beautiful, undiscovered world.
9. I've learned that positive energy has to circulate; when something good happens to me, I have to pass it on to others... keep the momentum going!
10. I have decided to keep fighting this disease, regardless of how my mom's illness ends. Every person battling this has a demon inside them, and I intend to spend my entire life breathing down that demon's neck!
Through her sickness, my mother has paved the way for a better, healthier future for me. I am truly going to live every single day to the fullest, as if it were my last!
Thank you, Mom.😘