Posts by John Mendoza13

Just let one single thought loop through your mind, and make sure that thought is

NEVER GIVE UP!!!! DON'T YOU DARE QUIT

Those are just the audio drivers you're looking for, though you might need to dig around a bit more to get them sorted out; hopefully, someone will eventually step up and walk you through the whole process 🙂

is there any way to stretch that 90-minute window out a bit more

We talk way too much without actually having anything worth saying. We get all worked up over nothing, just pure excitement for no reason at all. And then there’s the judging—we pass sentence on everyone else when we don't have a damn bit of justification to do so.
We’re exhausted, but we can't bring ourselves to actually rest because there's this nagging fear that we might miss out on something. We sit around waiting for some big, life-altering moment to finally strike, but the truth is, nothing ever happens.
The days just bleed into one another, piling up until they all collide in one single point in time, and then you look back and it feels like it was just a blink of an eye. In reality, we've spent our entire lives moving through the motions without ever truly living them, and soon enough, we'll just fade away, and honestly, nobody is even going to notice.

😢

You’ve probably got some heavy stuff weighing you down if you’re sitting here expecting this "forum" to provide some kind of magic fix or actual help, so just lay out what's going on with you

hiddenhawk3 said:John Mendoza13, give it a rest 😍

I hope you actually showed up to the reception, because I doubt there will be any openings left by autumn 😁

I'm heading to the orientation on Monday.
The campus is over in Phoenix.

I think I might major in psychology. Actually, I'm thinking about just starting on harder stuff since I'm already living on prescription anxiety meds.

🙂 🙂 🙂

darkcanyon10 said:I don't budge on my big goals and priorities. Sure, I stumble sometimes, but I’m not quitting. Since I figure change is the only constant, I just try to act right based on whatever life throws at me at the moment.
And obviously, I try to figure out what I can actually control versus what I can't. Though, let's be real, I mess that up more often than not. It usually takes me a minute to realize when I'm fighting a losing battle.
But once I see that it’s just a dead end, man... I just accept it and pivot to a new goal. 🙂

The real headache is that I’m stuck doing this seasonal grind just so I can afford to enroll in community college this fall and finally get my driver's license.

And man, this job is just wearing me down; some days are manageable, but others are just brutal.
The biggest issue is that I have to crash at my relatives' place because the work site is so far 15 miles from where I actually live, so I'm basically stuck sleeping in some cramped, crowded house.

Sometimes I just feel like throwing in the towel and heading back home... but I know I can't.
I've taken plenty of hits in life and managed to stay upright, but this current situation is enough to drive anyone insane.
I spent an entire year unemployed, which sent me spiraling into a pretty deep depression, and now I'm sitting here wondering if this exhausting job is actually worse than being jobless.

But honestly, when you're constantly getting knocked down just to try and reach some distant goal, you eventually have to stop and wonder if that prize is actually worth all the bruises 😢

How often do you guys actually just throw in the towel on your life goals, whether it’s finishing up a degree, chasing a career path, finding love, or just about anything else?
I feel like there’s a point where you really ought to know when to walk away from something that’s nothing but a constant uphill battle, and just accept whatever fate has in store for you once you let go..................

Honestly, looking at the state of everything around me, I get this overwhelming urge to just give up entirely

He gets up in the middle of the night, creeps into the rooms, and just stands there looming over you.

It’s honestly eerie enough to drive a person mad.

is the issue just that the servers are too weak to handle such a massive influx of users all at once, or is there something else going on?------

http://www.bljesak.info/web/article....6-00aa1c12c7ae

Honestly, I’d much rather deal with a caffeine addiction from too much Coca-Cola than have to worry about someone being hooked on booze...

So, how are you holding up financially? I mean, let's be real, even grabbing a Coca-Cola isn't exactly cheap these days 😁

quieteagle5 said:Of course you don't get it, because maybe it just feels normal to you having neo-Nazis and fascists parading through the streets—people who think concentration camps are just "work camps." To someone like you, an "uninformed" bystander, I guess the weight of that is just too much to wrap your head around, huh?
Well, fine, if it’s an issue, I suppose I can take it upon myself to teach people the difference between right and wrong.
You see, that old-school slogan "death to fascism" actually comes with a second half: "freedom for the people." If you look closely enough, you might realize that by rejecting fascism, people can actually be free. Fascism is a system built on stripping away human liberty, which, based on your attitude, clearly isn't something you value or care about at all.

Fascism and communism are easily two of the greatest evils to ever plague the world, and there's really no point in arguing against that...
though judging by your profile description, it seems pretty obvious which side of history you've chosen to sit on...
we should probably try to remain neutral instead of constantly dragging up WWII-era politics and historical vendettas here on the forum...

Was there ever any chance for John Mendoza13 to become zeljko_mo??
Thanks in advance
Best

There isn't one.

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low self-esteem
the more time you spend out in nature, the more "feel-good anthems" you'll find
though I suppose some people just gravitate toward those heavy, depressing tracks instead
just cut back on the screen time and life might actually start looking up..................

John Mendoza13 said:Can you change my username to zeljko_mo?
Since I couldn't get past three characters when I first signed up here...
So if you could fix that, thanks, because this current handle is just kind of pointless.

Not happening... Just make a new account. And maybe try avoiding underscores this time...

Wait, how were you limited to three letters when you clearly used four?

I was signing up for a bunch of different subreddits yesterday and when I tried this one
the system kept throwing errors at me in the username field—I'm not such an idiot that I'd actually settle for a name like this if there were any other way
so if you could just set it to "zeljko"

No.

Make. A. New. Account (username).