Hey everyone!
I’m going to post two photos here that, unfortunately, stand in stark contrast to the ones you all seem to be sharing 😬
. I actually posted these about two months ago under that thread about Weight Loss and emotional eating, blah blah blah... but I didn't get much support back then, so my situation remains completely unchanged. However, as of today, I have decided to commit to making changes once again. To avoid typing everything out from scratch since my story and intentions haven't changed, I’ll just briefly copy-paste the essentials 😉
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Over the winter, I "bulked up" to 145 lbs at a height of 5'5" 😢. I have never weighed this much in my entire life—I’ve always hovered somewhere around the 115-120 lb range and was perfectly happy with that weight
. Now, I feel incredibly uncomfortable and heavy. Most of my summer clothes still technically fit, but they sit on me in a way that looks incomparably different
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I am fully aware that I don't have a petite frame; I have more of a pear shape with stronger legs and glutes and a weaker upper body—breasts and arms (which aren't an issue for me right now)
. The most obvious difference is these so-called love handles, rolls, or extra padding 😁—whatever you want to call them—that were never this pronounced before
. But because I don't want this to just be empty talk, I’m including two photos (I even took a third one from the back, but it’s so tragic I can't even bear to look at it 🤣 )
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So, starting today, June 22nd, 2011, I am deciding that these will eventually become "before" pictures 🧐. I am preparing to overhaul my diet
. My plan is to significantly cut back on bread, pastries, sweets, and junk food, and instead base my meals on fruits and vegetables
. Ugh, the thing is, I simply cannot function without snacking—I always have this urge to graze all day long, especially while watching movies or football games 😁. I’m going to try to swap the junk for healthier versions, like air-popped popcorn from a local vendor, sesame sticks, seeds, walnuts, and things like that
. Anyway, if anyone else is dealing with similar issues and knows the easiest way to get rid of these love handles and other problems—anyone at all—please reach out. Any suggestion, comment, or word of encouragement is welcome 😉
. Best regards to you all!